Hi! My name is Winter Black. I may seem like an awkward anti-social girl at first but don't worry, I am...
No I'm just kidding! So i'm gonna tell you about myself now, ummmm let's see.
I draw, play guitar, piano and the uklele. I write music and I can dance.
I am very musical, I sing a lot and yeah. I can say that i'm a talented girl, that doesn't make me better than anyone else though.
The thing is though, I tend to believe when people tell me that i'm worthless, talentless, scum, just a piece of shit.
I suffer from Bi-polar disorder, and I hate it, im probably one of the people I hate most besides my mother. Luckily I look almost nothing like her. Mostly my father, my mom left him when I was six. I kinda miss him but he'll just think im scum like everybody else.
Apparently he is a demon. You'd think that I'd be at least half demon but surprisingly i'm not. I'm actually a vampire, I used to be demon but my mom changed me when I was baby. My hair and fingernails still grow and stuff but I stopped ageing a few months ago. Im fifteen, almost sixteen years old. I have many friends who I refer to them as my family. Naomi is one of them.
My mom is the one I hate the most. She put me through absolute hell, she hit me, made me shed blood, killed many of my pets, bought home random strangers and then proceed to bang them. She never told me she loved me, she lost costudy of me when I was thirteen. and since they couldn't find my father, i went to my grandma. the only thing i know about my father is that he's a demon and his name is Sebastian Michealis. I vaguely remember what he looks like. Anyway, more about me. I can't eat human food, if i do then ill be vomiting for the next hour. It just dissolves in my stomach and burns like hell, not to mention it tastes like shit! I can only eat sweets and junk food and stuff, it doesn't burn when it dissolves.
I have an obsession with Coke...Whoa! The drink not the drug, i'm not like my mom!
Anyway, I also have another-um-how should I say this. There's another me. Her name is Retniw, Winter backwards. She can be mean, or really nice. She's definitely way over protective of me. She doesn't let anyone hurt me and if they do, she goes ape shit! She's always with me, she says that she's the only one who's allowed to hurt me and frankly i'v come to love the pain she causes me, when she cuts me. She's sadistic, and I sorta am as well. I like to see myself in pain, but only by either her or my hands. Or i like to see the ones i hate in pain. I love to see their blood being spilled all over the place, i love to bash their heads in and make them cry. I mostly only hurt myself and let Retniw hurt me. It feels good when she does it. It feels horrible when anyone else does it.
I'v killed people, i'm not proud of it but i just couldn't control my thirst. What's bad is i'v tortured them and their screams were like music to my ears. I loved it as I stabbed their throats, gauge out their eyes and many many other things.
My only weaknesses that can kill me are fire, and my head. If i hit my head hard enough, and enough times, it could kill me. If you do anything else like stab me in the liver or something, it'll just hurt, but i won't die.
I like to make people laugh, ill embarrass myself just to put a smile on someones face and then laugh along with them.
I am a gothic girl, I wear mostly black and sometimes other color's.
Soooo, thats about all I can think of. Byyy!