Fred and George are a couple of my favourites and I was so sad when JK killed him off :( Please review and tell me what you think :)
I miss you Freddie. It's like half of me is missing and I just don't work. Mum's worried, everyone is but I can't help it. without you it's like I'm surrounded by a thousand dementors. I think I've forgotten how to laugh or even smile. Our family have tried to help. They came into our room because I can't bare to leave it. Sat down on the chair we nearly blew up in our fourth year and they spoke to me. I can't remember what they said, I wasn't listening. It must have been something about you because they all ended up crying and I just sat there. I don't know what to do so how can I help them if I can't even help myself.
First Percy came in. I think he feels guilty, apparently he was there when you died. Then Bill and Charlie but they didn't really know us as well as they think. It's not their fault but they haven't been living near us in the last few years. Ginny sat with Harry, it was odd seeing them together but I think we approve and as they left Ron came in, I'm sure he said that he wants to help at the shop but I can't trust my ear anymore and I don't think I can ever set foot in our shop again.
Harry came in that night just after everyone had gone to bed. I was still awake, I can't sleep very well anymore because everytime I shut my eyes I see you in the great hall. Dead. Cold on the floor with mum laying across you. Harry brought me a sandwitch because I couldn't be bothered to go down to supper. I ate it but it made me feel sick, I don't know why. Harry just sat there watching me for a while until he said," Talk to me."
I didn't know what to say. Surely he wouldn't understand, couldn't understand. Then he said,"I probably wont understand what your going through, no one can, but I lost people too and so did everyone else and I'm sure Fred wouldn't want you wasting your life because your still alive."
Then it all came out, everything. Not very manly Freddie, your going to have to forgive me but I couldn't deal with it myself. I've never had to on my own because you where always there to help me even though I am older than you by fourteen minuets so should have been looking after you. Harry just listened and then gave me a hug. He's getting good at giving those he would be better if he wasn't such a scrawny git but mum's obviously doing her magic.
He told me that there is a heaven. So I know that your there, there is no other place you could be. Harry said you could chose where you went. I bet your hanging out with the marauders, pulling pranks and reeking havoc. But promise me one thing, don't use all of our tricks because when I join you, I want in. If I join you. What happens if I can't find you? I think I can live if I know that I will see you again but if I can't then I don't want to live or die. I guess I'll have to wait and see. Harry said that while I'm waiting then I should try and get on with life again. I'm going to try. I can see why Ginny fell for him but don't worry I'll look after her like we promised just watch over her and mum if you can manage it and me, if you don't mind but I think I would feel better knowing your with me. Harry said that the ones who die never really leave us but it kind of feels like you have so please, please come back because I LOVE YOU FREDRICK GIDEON WEASLEY and in return I will begin to act more like a human, starting with breakfast tomorrow with the rest of the family.
FIN
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