Gaara's true past
Dear 5th hokage-sama,
I chose my destiny. In order to keep myself happy I kill other because it makes me feel alive.
This all started when before I was born, a demon was put inside me by my own father, or known as the kasakage.
The demon was the spirit of the sand. He was once a monk, who got trapped in a tea pot. When I was born the sand started to flow around me. 6 years later my father sent people after me to kill me because I was a threat to the village, when I was supposed to be its savoir. When I turned 6, I was watching some kids play soccer. When the ball came over to me I picked it up and gave it back. They ran and I ask if I could play with them and they said no. Then I told them to come back and my sand started to grab them. Yashamaru got in front and protected them. I got a headache from that site and I don't know why. The kid I attacked I went to his house to give him a healing ointment, but when they got to the door and saw me they slammed it. 1 month after that my uncle was lying on the ground dying and he said "I have never loves you Gaara I never will love you. No one has ever loved you. Your mom didn't even want anything to do with you. In other words you're all alone in the world Gaara." Then my mom opened up her vest and she had paper bombs (these are pieces of paper that blow up after expulsion to air) on his chest and stomach. I knew what was going to happen next. Right there right in front of my eyes my uncle blew up. My sand came up just in time to save me from death. Apparently I was another attempt to kill me but thanks to my sand nothing happened to me. If you look at my forehead there is a symbol that says LOVE, and that is what I am longing for. How I got it, after the explosion I screamed out and the sand forged this symbol into my forehead. After that day I never cried again. Now I am at the age of 12 and I am in the chunin exams. During the pulmonary round when I was battling Rock Lee I had gotten really close to killing him when his sensei got in front of him to protect his student, I said "Why are you protecting him" he replied
"Because he is my student and is also very precious to me"
I got another headache from the sight. The sight brought back memories. I had won the match. If you are wondering what the name of my bear is his name is grief and pain, this is exactly what I have gone though in life. From the time after my uncles death I loved and looked out for only myself. After the chunin exams people started to care for me and I started to protect those people. During my battle with Lee he had ripped all his muscles and I had done some serous damage with his left arm and leg. After the exams he got an operation. Everyone but my brother and sister and I cared. I hope you under stand my life and what I have gone through. I have gone through a lot of pain. I hope none of you end up like me.
Sincerely,
Sabaku no Gaara
