Authors Note: Uhhhhh this just came to me, so I think I'm out of my writers block…Yay! It's quite sad, and you'll wonder why I wrote something like this…though one or two people who are my friends will know where this comes from and who it's really about… oh and the person telling the story is Rei..

Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblades…though not much is mentioned.

Warning: Nufing really…it's just sad.

Why did your feelings change?

I look back at that day when you came over and said you didn't love me as a lover anymore

You had asked to talk to me the night before. Somehow I knew something was wrong, for I had been emotionally unstable all day.

And when you arrived at my place the next day, seeing you made me burst into tears. You hugged me and said you were sorry for making me worry. Then you said I wasn't going to like what you were going to say to me, but you asked me to hear you out.

You said that your feelings for me had changed, that you loved me more as a friend. Tears flowed from my eyes like waterfalls when you said this and I hung my head. You pulled me into another hug, saying sorry over and over again.

My body felt numb, my mind stopped working and I looked at you with dead eyes, you whipped away my tears and I struggled to stay composed. I tried to understand but at that time I couldn't. I blamed myself.

Why is it that whenever I'm with you I get weak in the knees?

Every time I've been in your presence since that day, I've feel myself get weak and my eyes sting with tears that I had thought I had shed.

It was hard the day that you asked me to go with you on a trip. Sitting with you, you felt so close yet very, very far away. I had to bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from crying out in sadness.

Walking around with you that day was hard, especially when I grabbed you hand to drag you somewhere. I felt the spark between us was still there and again I nearly cried.

Why is it whenever I look at you my heart races still?

Your hair, eyes, nose, lips and the scars that adorn your body, each and every part of you is beautiful to me.

When I look at you my heart races and I start getting flustered. I find myself falling in love with you all over again. Which hurts me, because I know I'll never have the feel of your skin against my skin, your hand over my body, your lips against mine.

Every time I look at you I have to fight the temptation to kiss you.

Why is it that when I'm upset and in your arms it feels right still?

I cry and you're there, I cry about you and you wrap your arms around me and let me cry on your shoulder. Your arms that wrap around my waist feel so right, like they are always meant to be there, that they are meant to mould my body to yours, making us one being. Every curve of my body fits snugly into yours, like a jigsaw puzzle.

Why is it that when I feel into temptation and kissed you…you kissed back?

I didn't mean to, I had you in my arms and I leaned forward, my hand holding the back of your head, and kissed you softly, finally giving in to a month of temptation. I was Surprised when I felt you kiss my back, your soft lips crashing against mine, before you softly pushed my away. Tears came to my eyes and fell down my cheeks as I asked myself why you kisses me back if you didn't love me anymore like that.

I said I was sorry and buried my head in your neck, smelling your sweet scent. You said it's ok and patted my shoulder. Later I asked you why you kisses me back, and you said you were perverted, I faked laughed and I hurt me to see you were lying.

Why is it that you love me and want me still, even though you told me otherwise?

I finally figured it out when you kissed me back. You are still in love with me, yet you broke up with me, so that you wouldn't hurt me. But you doing this is hurting me more. If you love me be with me.

Why are you putting me before yourself?

Why don't you follow your feelings for me and love me?

Why don't you gather me in your arms and kiss me like you want to?

Why don't you?

Why?

Kai…Why…

I love you still…

There you go… I may or may not put another chapter on…depends if some things change in the future

So review and tell me what you think please