The Wind still blows, though you're Gone


Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing.


A/N: You know I never really like Wufei much but while I was browsing through FF.net I saw the name Merian. Even though I'm not one of his fans I still new about his past like the rest of the pilots ^_^; So getting my keyboard out I decided to write about his lost love. I mean...the girl needs more recognition ^.^v



On a low cliff by the horizon stood the shadow of a boy. The wind playfully tousled his hair as it glided its way north.

Looking down at his hands a soft sigh escaped his lips. "Merian..."

He needed to go to battle. Space...the place where this wretched war would end.

How far could you go?

Wasn't space the final place you could escape to? No...It couldn't be.

"Merian...in your heaven. Where you watch all this carnage that mankind creates...do you ever feel sad? That we can't seem to find peace in life? Men fight for their selfish needs. Greed. It disgusts me."

Reaching into his pocket, Wufei pulled out a handful of daisies. Just like the ones, found in the field of flowers.

"That's why I fight. To bring justice to the ones, that have done wrong. I wont let your death go in vein...but everyday..."

Looking down at the flowers in his hands he squeezed his eyes shut.

"Everyday...the others. The four other Gundam, pilots. Every time I meet one of them I always seem to question my own morals...and reasons for fighting. I cant stand it...How can a few words...make me question my own life? How?"

Opening his eyes, Wufei shouted into the sky. "How?!!? Tell me!!!"

Clutching the flowers, bits of tears formed at his eyes.

"I cant...cant live knowing...everything I've...no what you've sacrificed was for a cause no better then that of Treize or White Fang. I wont stand for it."

Quickly wiping the dampness of his eyes, with a white sleeve, Wufei looked back down at the flowers in his hand.

"I'll fight for you. Just watch. I'll live by my own views and virtually die by them. Just wait Merian. I failed you the first time but...I'll learn...I learn from the mistake of losing you. I will win...wait for me...Nataku."

Letting go of them treasure in his hand, Wufei watched as the flowers danced with the wind.

"May they find their way to you."

Stepping back Wufei stared out into the sky before quickly turning away.

"Funny...the wind still blows, though you're gone...but my heart still cries for you."



A/N: Was it ok? ^^; I never really thought I'd do Wufei. But hey when ya get the inspiration ya know ^.^;