Toxic
"Devi.. Devi im sorry" I leaned closer my knives no longer in my hands. "Nny.. I need to get out of here." she left me there.
It was another stupid day in a stupid town. My newest Happy Noodle Boy comic just finished, I decided to go for a walk around town. I stopped by the bookstore where I met the one and only person I actually felt what may be considered l..l..Love. She was different. She wasn't scared of me at first, or judgmental, she was nice. But I fucked it up. I listened to the doughboys, and that ruined my only chance with her. She liked me, me! But then I blew it with knives. I suppose knives may not be the answer to everything... Hmm... I will have to think about that one... But that's beside the point. So I was walking by the bookstore, and I decided to walk in. I didn't see her, or anyone familiar. "Um... Is Devi D here?" I asked. "Uh -looking no she quit." I slowly processed the words "Did you say.. Wacky?" I was starting to get mad. That word made me angry. "Yeah." I punched him. Right on the nose. It felt good; I hadn't hurt anyone since I almost killed Devi. "Where is she?" I asked as he started to make a puddle of blood. "Her home. Please don't kill me!" I decided to spare him because I didn't have time. Besides, he was looking blood fast:). So I left, trying to decide between going to see her, or just going on a killing spree. I decided to try and talk to her first, and if that didn't work out I would do some killing. I had memorized the way to her residence. I was standing outside of her door. I was about to knock, but I hesitated. What if she didn't want to see me? But I went ahead and knocked. "Devi? Its... Nny. Please can we talk?" I asked. There was no reply, but I heard a squeak. Soon there was whispering I couldn't understand. Tenna, Devi's roommate opened the door. "Hey Uh... Johnny is it? Well, Devi says, "Tell him to leave me alone or I will call the cops again and this time they will catch you."" I barely processed the words, I just stepped in. "Nny. Put all weapons on the table now. Or just leave" I pulled m knives out of their hiding places and put them on the determined table. "Happy? Devi I just want to talk about, that night" "You tried to kill me Nny. I cant just let that go." I was starting to get nervous. "Devi, I need the happiness you give me. Without it Reverend Meat and the doughboys might take over my mind! You are my only focus and I need you." that was the most emotional thing that came out of my mouth. Ever. It was disgusting. "Johnny I just... Cant. Im sorry but I use paint, you use blood. I use brushed you use knives. You kill, I paint. It just wouldn't work out." with that she shoved me out of her house. I blew it. Goddammit. I decided to go on that killing spree, which distracted me for a little while, but not nearly long enough. She was like toxic fumes. She came and left, but what she did to me was permanent damage. Im screwed.
