Can you feel it... the lonely heart?
Can you hear it... the sad sky?
Can you find it... the forgotten memory?
Can you help it... the steady mountains?
Can you grab it... the grand dream?
How do you do it... silent mind?
How do you tell it... calm voice?
How do you get it... paitient hand?
How do you mange... the pain?
How do you remember it... never forgetting body?
Do you still... treasure the love I gave you?
Do you still... feel the way you were before?
Do you still... remember me from your heart?
Do you still... have a wish that your heart desires?
Do you still... have a space for me in your heart?
Can you forgive someone like me?
If you can please tell me...
How do you forgive and forget?
Can you please tell me...
Do you still care for me like you used too?
If you don't then I won't hurt you by crying...instead I'll except it.
And I'll cry out my silent wish,
and I'll find my lost heart... with the strength I have left.
For I am a unforgiveable person who has caused pain and suffering to thouse that I love.
Espacially, you my dear lover.
You stood by me when I was alone.
You held my hand when I was Scared.
You let me cry on your shoulder.
I wished that I could see your face just one more time.
I hoped to tell you the feelings I had hidden... just one more time,
before the red strings of fate and destiny sperate us and divied us.
Just once before the spell breaks.
Before the final bell rings...
Before the final door is closed...
Before the song is sang...
Before the final wind comes...
Before the end comes... lead my lost heart to the path that I'm suppose to take.
For the last time...
do it...
for the lost
... wondering
... heart which is concealed in darkness, sin, doubt, anger, sadness, emptiness and despair.
The silent nights you told me were wonderful,
The way you played the flute...
The way you cared...
The way you sang...
The way you looked at me...
The way you held my hand... were unforgettable moments.
So please hear me out,
Hear me say that... that...
I... care for you that...
I have to say that I...love you.
So please stay beside me and never leave,
I'll travel a million miles just to be with you...to be with you forever.
And with every step you take the farther you get,
But don't worry I won't stop you,
I won't try to find you.
But more likely I'll encourage you and tell you to keep going on until you reach your goal and desires
So as long as you are still trying I won't follow,cry, shout or yell for you cause I believe that you don't need me and i don't you to achieve my goals.
All I need is faith, hope, trust, friendship, truth and courage to stand on my own.
So I guess al I have to do is say
Arigatou gozaimasu minna,
You have helped me so I'll
Say that and thats it.
-Charme Hikari-
The one who thought that
she was lost but really just
misdirected in the fantasy world.
