Broken

Hey guys. So this is my first fanfic hope you like it. Sorry for any mistakes please review

Also I do not own Sailor moon

Enjoy :3

She stared at the reflection staring back at her. Placing a hand delicately to her cheek, the shadows darkened under puffy red eyes. The young girl ran her bony pale fingers over her features.

Why?

That question always pondered her mind, that and what if. She turned her head to stare at the alarm clock, realizing she had to get ready for school. Slowly standing from her stool in front of her vanity the girl headed for the bathroom to shower. Closing her eyes, she let the hot water beat against her skin; it felt soothing and relaxing against her tense muscles. Opening her cerulean eyes, she glanced to the side, one object in particular gaining her attention. At first she hesitated, before finally allowing herself to reach for the object. Letting out a sigh she pressed it against the tender skin of her thigh, in one swift movement she slid the blade across her skin, wincing for only a second at the pain. A small wicked smile tugged at her lips as she let the water rinse away the evidence of what she had just done. The young blonde finished washing up; she turned the water off and replaced the small razorblade in its hiding spot. Standing in front of the mirror, and dabbing some cream to cover the shadows under her eyes, she applied some eyeliner and mascara trying to liven up her eyes a bit. She smiled at herself in the mirror ignoring the throbbing pain omitting from her thigh. Heading to her room the blonde put her hair up in her traditional style, got dressed and retreated down the stairs. The girl placed her usual bright smile on her face as she headed to the kitchen

"Good morning everyone!" She walked up to her mom and placed a gentle kiss to her cheek as she grabbed her breakfast, preparing to take it on the go.

"Good morning sweetheart. Have a good day at school!" her mother smiled before turning to continue with the housework. The blonde patted her annoying little brothers head on her way towards the door nibbling a bit at the breakfast her mother made and heading out the door. A few blocks down she spotted a big red bow atop another blondes head, immediately she recognized who the bow belonged to. She took in a deep breath before forcing yet another smile on her face; she sped up her pace, waving an arm in the ar.

"Hey Mina!"

"Oh hey girlfriend! You're actually a bit early. I'm sooo excited for school." The bubbly blonde continued on with her chattering as Usagi continued with her charade. The two blondes came upon the school, watching as other students in the same uniforms gathered in the front and also headed inside the building. Usagi stepped into her first classroom; she took a sharp intake of breath and held it as she stared at the empty desk behind hers. She forced herself to hold back the tears as the memories returned to her.

The sun was setting. The hues of orange reds and pinks emerged from the horizon, it was indeed a beautiful sight, but the scene occurring was not as beautiful. It was in fact a sad day, the day her best friend was leaving her.

"Do you guys really have to go?" a raven haired beauty asked. That was rei.

"Yes, everyone is waiting for us". Usagi watched as they gathered, her mind screamed for them to stay but she knew they couldn't. They had a planet full of people waiting for them, and she had her destiny... with Mamoru.

"Odango!" her eyes widened as she realized she was being spoken to. "I'm glad you got your boyfriend back."

She once again forced that smile on her face. "It was because of you Seiya."

"Oi. Odango. I'll never forget you".

Her eyes widened once more as she forced herself to hold back the tears that were pressing to fall. She hesitated for a moment as she thought about her words carefully, "Yes, we'll be friends forever!"

"Oh, Man!"

She heard everyone around her burst out into laughter and took a deep breath ready to continue with the charade. "What? I don't get it!"

"Well. Ja ne everyone!"

Her mind screamed for him to stop, but it seemed as if her mouth wouldn't cooperate. She was about to raise her hand out for them but she felt someone grab her shoulder, she turned her head to realize it was Mamoru. He looked down at her with a questioning stare. She watched in silence as they turned and sped for the sky. The tears finally releasing from her eyes as she watched them go leaving nothing but a trail of red dust.

"Usagi! My God girl, wake up from la la land!" she could feel Mina pushing her towards her chair. How long she was standing there in a daze she didn't know, but she already couldn't wait to get out of here. The room seemed suffocating. She needed something, and she needed it bad. Sitting at her desk Usagi tried to focus her attention on the teachers lecture.

The girls all made their way to their favorite spot to eat for lunch. Conveniently it was the only spot with shade. The girls all sat with their bento boxes, all except Usagi.

"Forgot your lunch again girlfriend?" Mina piped up.

Usagi blinked at her a few times, "Oh... yeah. You know me! Heh."

"Here Usagi-Chan you can share with me. I know how much you love my cooking" Makoto smiled at her.

Usually Usagi would have jumped on that in a second instead she nonchalantly reached over and grabbed a few bites. The girls were all too distracted in their chattering to even notice how little the young blonde had actually eaten. All of the girls sighed and slowly got up from the ground as they heard the bell for class to start. The rest of the day dragged on. Usagi gripped at her thigh, the distinct pain was still there, but the itching was the worst. She looked up.

Five more minutes!

As if on cue her leg started shaking as if noticing what time it was. She just couldn't wait to get out and go home. The teacher averted her eyes in the blondes' direction with a stop that look. Immediately the blonde stopped her movement, preventing the tapping of her shoes against the floor.

Ring!

Finally! Immediately her and the other students around her got up from their chairs and headed straight for the door.

"Usagi-Chan! You want to go to crowns with us?" Mina and the others came up behind her as she was heading out the front door.

"Uh... Not today girls! I have a lot of homework to do, and I want to start the year off good." they all nodded in understanding as they watched the blonde turn her back and head for her home.