AN: Not much to say BEFORE the fic...oh yeah,I dont own Gundam Wing...is that a surprise?? text: thought -dsdsd- like second thought(kinda like a muse) ~**~¤~**~

It all happen on that day...At the Sanc Kingdom...When he played that music on the piano. It is at that moment that I feel his pain.

He loved every living thing...But no one really loved him. His soul ask, beg for love.For a touch.

Somehow I already knew that, but the music he played had totally make me see the truth. His heart wasnt really alive, sure he was beating and breathing. But that's where it stop. His soul was dead, and I couldnt believe that, didnt what to believe that! How can a pure person be dead inside? He was the strength to all of us...Gundam Pilots, General and even enemies...Even though that being the enemies strength it a weird thought, he is their strength...and My strength...

The music start to come to a end...Well that was I thought. But it start again...This time, with such powerful emotion, that anyone miles away could have felt it sadness. Louder and sadder. Then in a soft "whisper" it came to a end. He rose up, bow and leaved, before anyone could do something. And since I was staying here with him, I knew where he had go...

As I walked trough the hallway, passing by his door... I heard sobs. Every part of my body ask to go in,and hold him in my arms. But having the mind of a perfect soldier, stopped me. Then a long,well short, fight begin. My mind against my heart...

Then I was shocked...The thought that just appears in my mind was not of my saying...-If that ever make sense- My mind against my heart? Where did that ever came from...I am the perfect soldier, I cant let anyone come close to me...Can I? But the way he played, his sobs right now...I couldnt let that go without a care...How could I ever forgive myself if I walk away?? I had to go in! But I couldnt...I couldnt let anyone come close to me...I just couldnt! But before I knew what was happening, my mind-heart fighting was interrupt by his voice.

"He-Heero, what are you doing standing there at my door?" he asked. I looked at him...I could see where the tears had fall. His eyes where still red from the crying...And somehow I could fell that the pain was still there...

"Quatre...I...Just come to talk..." the smartest thing I could say. He was surprise and I mean really.

"talk?..." he repeat and give me the look that said did-you-hit-you-head- somewhere-and-I-mean-hit-it-PRETTY-bad??

"It that such a surprise..." Oh God do I ever have the smartest comments...or questions, call the way you want.

He seem to struggle a little

"Well...yes..."he said

He hesitated to say that...was he afraid to hurt me?

"Ok...Like I said, I am here to talk...Do you want to talk here in the hallway?" I ask him

"Oh no! come in..." he said, sunnily realizing that he had forgot that we were in the hallway.

"What do you wanna talk about, Heero?" the way he said that was...Weird.

"What's wrong?" Again, Here I am with my smartest question!

"What do you mean by 'what's wrong', there is nothing wrong..." he said, funny he did not sound to convincing.

"Quatre...You can fools a two years old but not me. I heard what you played on the piano, I heard the sadness behind it...I also heard you cry, like 10 min ago. So dont tell me that there is nothing wrong..." I said, I guess I was a little hard, coz I saw Quatre shaking...He end up falling down, and lucky him I catch him before he it the ground...

a Break down, a depression. Call it like you want, but that was what Quatre was going trough.Because of that God Damn war(an:When you say God Damn it kinda sound like Gundam. Now I let you found why I am telling you this...). The war was breaking Quatre, meaning everybody's strength...Funny that how it should have effect me...But for some reason it felt worse, and my heart was actually twisting in pain...The fact that Quatre was breaking down in my arms...The fact that the strength of space was breaking...The fact it was HIM that was breaking not anyone else...

Again, for like the fourth time today, the truth jump in my face and totally pinned down the perfect soldier attitude...It felt worse and hearth- breaking because...I love Quatre...He was not 'my strength' or anyone else strength, he was also the one that fill me up...Make me feel complete, and not longer empty. Again I was surprise with myself...

But that realization didnt do anything to Quatre coz he did not know...- Wow,Am I smart-

"Shh Quatre...it's gonna be ok..." Oh yeah go Heero,five minute after you catch him you start comfort him...a little late there!

"No it wont..." he said. At this time I bring him closer to my body. I hold harder.

"Heero...please..." he said again. I knew that he want, and I wasnt about to give him.

"If you want me to leave, Im not gonna!" I said. My voice strong but at the same time loving - Me? saying loving?...o_0-

"You dont understand Heero! Leave...please..." he voice beg for me to leave. To let him be, but I couldnt...

"Dont understand what Quatre tell me!" I said. Trying my hardest to not fall under the tears...Ever hold someone, that you love, when he or she break down. It is really hard on one person heart.

"Everything!" he said.

"Quatre..."I said, my voice must have hold sadness coz he start to cry even more and I just hold him...He finally fall asleep in my arms...And I wasnt about to let him there...So I carried him to his bed, and site beside him. With one single tears going down my nose-side...

~Morning~

When I woke up, I saw Quatre, looking at me...No Staring at me!

"Heero..." he ask

"Hn?" I answer, Oh yeah go smart Heero!!!

"Why..." he ask

And I just stay there looking at him...Such a little word totally send me out balance. Why? Coz I did not know the answer...So I did my best.

"Why what?" I ask, I DID my best.

"Why did you come, Why did you stay..." he ask

Of course I couldnt have not think that's what he mean by, why?!

"Every time I heard you play, Every time I look at you, Every time I talk with you, Every time I am with you...I feel your sadness, your pain...And the only I want to take it away...But, most of the reason why I stayed is that..." I stop. I could NOT keep on talking. Perfect Soldier Attitude back on!

"I see..." oh did he ever look hurt as he said that. And since my mouth didnt wanna talk...I act my feeling, I act my saying, my thought...And I kiss him...slowly, but surely...and does he ever taste good...Well at first he was surprise then he give in, to the kiss, to the touch.

When I pull away, I saw him reopen he eyes and stare at me. He seem to love staring at me today...

"heee...." that what he said

"I am sorry Quatre, I couldnt say it..." I said

"Say what?" he ask

"That...I love...you" there I said it! -Here Heero you deserve a treat...-

So he just stand there...I just said that I love him and he just stand there and stare at him unblinking

"I've never thought I'll hear that...and I never hope wishing for it..." after 5 minute that what he said. Now it was MY turn to stare at him unblinking.

"Heero...I love you too..."after saying that he did sound relieve. And inside I was jumping! So I smile, a smile that I will now only reserve for him...

So I pull him into a embrace, and I kiss him again...and well fall backward in his bed. If anyone had enter here,right now, they would have saw a pile of arms,legs and two head kissing deeply and with passion...

"Quatre...I love you and will always will..." I said

"Me too..." he simple answer bright up my day.

~*~ Life did go on well after that, I never left Quatre's side and he never left mine. Never any of us break down...The war is over. And we are together safe. Still loving each other...

For all Eternity...

~**~¤End¤~**~

AN: What do you think of it?? at first I plan to have a sad fic, but I end up having a humor in it..well if you ask me...anyway review please, I wrote that in two hours...and i have a MEGE HUGE writer block right now! and your lucky that I wrote that story, coz the idea just struck me...

Oh btw the music that Quatre "played" is To Zanarkand from Final Fantasy X, the piano version. That is what inspire me and it is playing right now...So if you wanna "feel" the emotion listen to that song while reading the fic! Oh and hum,IM french so sorry for the mistake and it is 5.00 am, so if there is some sentence that DOESNT make sense,well it's because Im tired...anyway Love and Peace All Ja ne *~Mistal~*