It's been a year since Edward left

It's been a year since Edward left. Bella is managing to hold herself together by focusing on her hatred for Edward. She is getting further on with Jacob but they have not yet pushed past the friend barrier. But Bella's optimism is shattered one day in the school cafeteria.

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Chapter 1 –

Topsy-turvy -

I turned to find what I hoped never to see again. Edward Cullen. His name still ripped through me. It ripped my anger loose. It took a lot to control myself on that day. I didn't want to see him ever EVER again. I of course, smiled politely and excused myself from the table. I was still at Forks high school, college next year. I hoped never to have to put up with this…this…ARGH! I couldn't even phrase this sentence because of my anger. I rushed off to lessons even though we had ages of lunch to go. My appetite had dissipated. (AN: sorry to put it here but I've always wanted to use that word, please tell me if its in the wrong sentence) I sat in the biology room. Eventually people began to filter into the classroom. I was on my own in biology. Sat by the wall at my own desk.

HE came in, Edward Cullen; I swear I growled at him. He took his old seat. It was like my first day but the roles were reversed. I was sitting as far away from him as I could. My hands gripped the desk. He looked at me strangely. "Bella?" he asked, I shifted away as he tried to take my hand. "Bella?" he sounded hurt. I glared at him. "Bella please"

"What!" I snapped, "In fact I don't want to know!" I turned away again

"Bella" he said again. I didn't react. "Bella please talk to me"

I began to write notes on the subject even though we were not required to. "Bella please at least look at me. We are back, for good, I promise I wont leave you again"

"You promised that to me last time!" I hissed, "That didn't exactly work out for me did it!" I cursed myself; I was trying not to talk to him.

"Bella I didn't want to leave you"

"Excuse me I'm trying to pay attention to Biology" I replied going back to my notes. He kept quiet then.

After class I quietly rose to make my way to PE. I felt a cold stone hand on my arm. "Bella" he said to me

"Excuse me I have lessons to go to," I said trying to pull my arm out of his grip

"Bella please talk to me"

"Excuse me I have lessons to go to, I don't want to be late"

"You were never like that about PE"

"People change" I sighed and tried to leave again, he didn't let go

"Bella, I've been alive for over 100 years, people don't change"

"Well I have, now excuse me" I successfully pulled my arm out of his grasp "I'm going to lessons" I hurried away.

I had been getting better at PE. I hadn't been hitting people as much. I'd caught a ball last week and I had become very proud of that fact. Jacob was so exited when he found out. I remember the day so well. Nope, no time for a flashback. I changed and did my lesson. I managed to not hit anyone else even though we were playing badminton and I was equipped with a long racket. I didn't hit the little birdie thing but hey I didn't hit any person either, well I did hit myself but that doesn't count.

I changed quickly and dashed out of the changing room with a group of girls. I wasn't going to be seen. I headed to my truck. I dropped my keys. A pale hand flashed out and grabbed them before I could. I looked up into the face, Edward I snarled. You couldn't blame me; I had been hanging around with a load of werewolves for nearly a year now so it wasn't surprising that some of their habits had rubbed off on me. "Did you just snarl?" he asked incredulously

"What do you want?" I forced out

"Bella? Why are you blocking me?"

"Well how would you feel if the love of your life told you they hated you! Told you they were leaving! I don't think you would be the most cheery person in the world!"

"Bella let me explain myself"

"Could I have my car keys? I have places to be"

"Where?"

"I happen to have friends who I promised I would help with homework and later I'm going out with Angela, terribly sorry, now please can I have my car keys" I held out my hand, I felt my car keys drop into it. I walked off to my truck. This was NOT going to faze me!