Dear Lucy,
I'm doing great up here in the sky. Hey Lucy, did you know that I love you? I really do. Thank you for everything. Thank you for letting me come home.
Dear Lucy,
Every night I think of you. I live here in the stars looking down at you, watching you... its painful Lucy. Wont you call me?
Dear Lucy,
I've been playing with other girls. Don't you care? Of course you don't, you never cared about that. When I see you with Natsu or Grey I care. I love you Lucy.
Dear Lucy,
Remember when you first met me? How far I ran. I wish I could still run from you now. But I wont run, I cant.
Dear Lucy,
Your beautiful. Your such a wonderful friend, so wonderful. But your also horrible. No. What am I saying?
Dear Lucy,
Ill come even when you don't call. No one will take you away Lucy. Its hard to do, because seeing you hurts now. But It makes me so happy when you smile. Wont you smile for me Lucy?
Dear Lucy,
I held you in your sleep because I heard you crying. You smell like roses. I continued to hold you even when your tears stopped, even when you kicked me and called me Natsu. The kick didn't hurt so much as when I heard his name from your lips.
Dear Lucy,
When I ignore you, its not because I stopped loving you. Not that you care. You know that celestial mage reminds me of you, only because she uses the same magic. If you were to call my name, if you were just to call my name. Please say it, say it. Say you want me.
Dear Lucy,
I don't know you but I cant forget you. I know I must have been twisted by some magic, but I don't care. Who are you? Why do you hurt me? When I see you I feel disgusted. I want you dead, but I cant kill you. I cant even touch you without burning. Your voice, your eyes, everything is calling me. Just break the contract. Set me free. Please let me be free. You make me sick, you make me strange, I want you. Just disappear. I hate you. I HATE YOU.
Stop saying my name.
STOP SAYING MY NAME.
Please stop saying my name.
Dear Lucy,
I woke up with no memories today. But that's a lie, I remember one thing, I made you cry. I can still hear you crying for me in my mind Lucy. Why dose that make me happy? Wont you cry for me again?
Dear Lucy,
I came down while you slept, this has been something I've been doing a lot and you were smiling in you sleep again. I leaned down to steal a kiss, I was so close, but you reached out and grabbed me calling me Plue before I had the chance. I'm so envious of Plue. I hope you let go soon, because I don't want to get caught in the morning. Or maybe I do? It feels so nice, you holding me tight. I hate you Plue.
Dear Lucy,
I'm so lonely. I'm so tired. I write these letters, much like your own letters, and never plan to send them. I wish you could hear my heart beating for you. I love you, I really do. I'm not lying to you, this isn't one of my games. I know I smile and laugh when I say it, that's because if I don't Ill end up crying. Sometimes I imagine you saying it back. I want you Lucy, I love you.
Dear Lucy,
Goodbye Lucy. I wont visit you at night anymore, I wont say I love you anymore. Goodbye Lucy. I practice saying that. Its not working Lucy. I guess Ill just stay this way forever. I love you Lucy.
-Leo
