I've been with you for seven years
I helped you through all of your heart-break
I was with you when everyone hated you
For seven years I have watched over you and helped you
And all you give me in return
Is a broken heart
I listen to you when you need someone to vent to
I listen when you want to rant about how he doesn't text you back
I listen when all you talk about is him, and your problems, and why you hate your life
But do you ever listen to me
Do you even care
When my world starts to fall apart, and I break down from all the stress
Can I come to you
Will you listen to me when I need to cry to someone
No
Because that's not how our relationship works
I hide away all of my emotions
And I let you use me
I can't tell you anything because its not worth your time
Its stupid, and I'm just being selfish
I should learn to grow up and get over myself
Isn't that right
That's how you feel
That the whole world should revolve around you and your problems
No one is worth it
Well, maybe he is
That's what you tell me
I've known you for seven years
And every time I say that they are no good, they never are
So why don't you listen to me
I just want to help
I don't want you hurt
Because I know that's what is going to happen
He doesn't love you like you think you love him
He has moved on
That's why he doesn't text you back
That's why he is such a jerk
Why wont you listen to me
Why have you not realized that I only want to help you
Can you not see past your own little world
Do other people not matter to you
Do I matter
Will you mourn the loss of my friendship
No
I don't think you will
You told me that I use you
That I treat you like a fucking dog
That's not true
If anyone is used, it is me
I'm the dog
I get abused and mistreated
And I finally snapped
And you feel betrayed
Betrayed because the dog has finally bitten the master
You finally feel what I have been feeling these last seven years
I hope it hurts
I hope you cry yourself to sleep at night because you cant live with the guilt
And if you decide to take the easy way out
If you decide to take your life
I hope you die a slow and painful death
I want you to suffer like I have suffered
Because every day I was with you
Was like a slow suicide
It hurt
But you wont realize that
Not until your so called true love lets you fall
Not until he finally decides to leave you because he has had enough of your drama
Not until you are sitting there all alone
Because you drove away the only one who cares
Then, maybe you will feel the pain
And I hope it kills you
Now I know that seems mean
But I never said I wasn't
You just never had to experience it yourself
I always babied you
But maybe that was the problem
Maybe I helped create what you are now
Is this all my fault
I'm confused
I don't know what to think
I want you to suffer
But a part of me still wants to shelter you
I have been with you to long
You have screwed with my mind
I don't know what to feel anymore
Maybe they were right when they told me seven years ago not to be friends with you
I didn't listen
I thought I could change you
And I did
But only for a while
Then you returned to how you used to be
And I had so much time and emotions invested in you that I didn't realize
Not until it was to late
Not until you drove a knife through my heart
Simply for wanting to help you
But I guess that doesn't matter anymore
Because you will never see me again
I wont be there for you to take your anger out on
I wont allow myself to be hurt so you feel better
And if you tell people that I mistreated you
They wont listen
They all know how you are
How cruel you can be
They know how you treat me
You lose more from the loss of my friendship
Than I ever will
No matter how much you say you don't need me or that you don't care
We all know that you are lying
You need me
And you will eventually care
You have lost your one supporting rock
And all I lost
Was seven years
I wrote this for my best friend. We have know each other for seven years so that is where the title and theme of "Seven" comes from. We both hate happy ending stories so I decided to write a semi-morbid story for her. I know that there might be some confusion when you read this so I'm going to clear that up right now. This is told from Naruto's point of view, and is in an AU. He is thinking back over his relationship with Sasuke and how he was used and mistreated. The "him" or "he" that Sasuke is in a relationship with is actually Sai, and Naruto is trying to get it across to Sasuke that Sai is over him. Sasuke lashes out at Naruto and Naruto snaps, ending their relationship. So this is pretty much Naruto thinking over the last seven years of his life.
I felt like I should clear that up. It confused one of my friends when she read it so I hope it makes sense to you now. If you have any questions PM me and i will answer them for you.
Anyways, I dont own Naruto. I just like to make the characters suffer.
Review and leave flames if you dare!
Bish95
