I'm new to this so let me know what you think! Reviews would be welcomed. If you haven't watched the last episode then don't read this unless you just love spoilers! Thanks for reading!
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Everything seems too empty and dark. I've been through hell and back and I have never felt this cold before... Why does something that should have nothing to do with me affect me so much? When I was born, I didn't ask for this... gift or whatever you want to call it.
Normally I'm not one of those sappy people who would sit, drink, and complain but I am getting sick of this bullshit. Someone for once, save me. Why am I always the so called "hero"?
Save me...
I used to pray to Cas just to hear his voice... I don't swing for my own team but Cas had a way of calming me down and now he's betrayed me. Slaughtered my soul and left it for the taking.
If I could run forever, I would. If I could just escape this nightmare for a moment I would leave everything behind just like everyone else has done to me.
For one night, I want to be rid of the nightmares and the fear. For once in this hell people call life, I want to be free of worries. I guess that's too much to ask even though I ask for so little.
Help me...
I'm all alone. No one's here to lead me along any more. This is the time when I can scream to the world and no one would ever hear me but I can't. Even if I tried, nothing would come out. I feel nothing, empty... just like Hell.
The tears gather but my walls refuse to break for something so trivial as this. You'd think I'd get used to being betrayed... being played with like a toy only to be thrown away once I've served my use. For some reason, it still stings like a stake in the chest.
I feel a constant pull like a rope wrapped around my body. The rope is used by the world and I, am it's bull. Its own personal bitch to put it simply. Never thought it would end up this way.
Take me...
Yet here I am alone, broken, and lost... cheers to life.
I hope that was at least decent. Please review to tell me what you think!
