CHAPTER 1
It was a long drive from the airport to La Push the reservation my Uncle Billy lived on. I was dreading having to come back here. I have not been here for 3 years and I did not intend to ever come back. However, one man 5 times the legal limit thought he was good to drive changed my life forever. My mommy, baby sister, and I were coming home from the local fair. This man is name was Robert Cuff, came flying down the road in the wrong lane with his lights off. My mom never even had time to swerve.
Robert hit us head on. My mommy was killed instantly my baby sister Lilly died 3 days later and I was in a coma for 3 weeks. I had four broken ribs, a shattered forearm and bruises covering most of my body. The burses have all healed the only thing I have, as a reminder is the bright hot pink cast on my left arm. "Are you ok Jaylyn?" my uncle Billy said pulling me out of my memory. "What? Um yea I was just thinking how much I don't want to be here!" I said, "I know you don't sweetie," he said with a sigh. I know this was hard on him he just lost his wife to cancer and now his only sister all in the same year. "So when do I start school?" I asked, "Well I told the school that you would be starting next Monday but if you need more time that is fine Jay" he said "no, no that's fine I just wanted to make sure I have enough time to get everything I needed before I started is all." we didn't talk for the rest of the drive.
We pulled up to his familiar red house "he's not here is he?" I wisped "no he is not but he is here a lot with some of Jakes other friends" uncle Billy said. Well that is just great I thought to myself. Who is he you ask? Well I'll tell you he is the x-love of my life Paul Lahote I was four and I had just mover to forks my mom took me to meet my cozen Jake and uncle Billy. My aunt Lilly (who my baby sister was named after) was babysitting him we became friends instantly! After that day, I would force my mom to take me to see him, every chance I got or he would have his mom him to see me. After about 2 months or so, he asked me if I would be his girlfriend yea, I know cute right. Of course, I said yes, I was four and he was five. That is when I had my first kiss well not real kiss but you know what I mean. Paul was my boyfriend up until 3 days before my 13th birthday. I remember that day as if it were yesterday.
-FLASHBACK-
My mom was on the phone with one of the big wigs from her job. She was a designer for teen clothing and she was good she had a real eye for fashion. I was in the living room watching tiny tune adventures when there was a knock at the door "get that for me angle face" mom yelled from the kitchen. I opened the door to see my oh so hot boyfriend standing on the porch. He was almost 6ft with short black cropped hair, beautiful green eyes and smooth russet skin you could see the muscles forming under his skin. He had on a tight black shirt, dark blue jeans that hugged his hips just right and the black timberland boots I got him for his birthday. If I didn't know any better I would have thought, a male model was lost and needed directions or something.
However, I did know better and he was mine. "Hey, baby what are you doing here?" I said with a big smile on my face. Paul just glared down at me. "We need to talk" "um, ok come in" I said "no, let's walk" he said, "ok let me just tell mom I'm leaving" he just nodded. What the heck, why is he being so mean what did I do? The last time I saw him was Friday night. I went to the beach with him and some of his friend from school. It was fun to meet them, he goes to school on the Res so I've never met them before. I walked in the kitchen my mom was still on the phone. I got the message pad by the phone and wrote: I'm going for a walk with Paul, I have my phone if you need me k. and I slid the note in front of her she smiled and mouthed not to late. I turned and grabbed my hoodie well Paul's hoodie and my keys and walked to the door where Paul was still standing "you could have come in." I said, "I didn't want to" he said ok now I know something's wrong but what?
We were walking for 5 minuets maybe before he took two steps to get in front of me stopping me from going any further "we need to talk" he said "I know you said that already" I snapped I didn't mean to but he was making me nerves. He was never like this towards me before. Paul was always sweet and funny he would hold my hand and kiss me whenever he got the chance no matter where it was my lips, cheeks, head, hands wherever and he would smile and tell me he loves me. "I don't want to go out with you any more!" my heart felt as if it was just ripped from my chest "Wait… What… Why… Paul what did I do what happened? Whatever I did I'm sorry please don't do this!" but I could tell by the look on his face no matter what I said it wasn't going to change his mind. "why? Because you aren't my type anymore that's why" he hissed at me. "What do you mean I'm not your type anymore? I don't understand Paul," I said trying so hard to keep the tears from falling down my cheeks. "Just look at you, your fat, your hair is always a mess, your boring and clingy that is what I mean by not my type Jay." there was no love in his eyes for me anymore just hate and disgust. It hurt for him to look at me that way I knew I was fat ever since I started school kids would call me fat but I never cared because Paul loved me. He would tell me I was beautiful to not listen to them and now he was saying the same things he told me to ignore "but you told me I was beautiful and you loved me and that I was yours!" I said no longer trying to hold back the tears "you said you loved me what changed Paul?" "I don't want to be the kid who's dating the fat ass from forks anymore" he yelled "I hate you Paul I wish I never met you, you piece of shit!" I turned on my heel and walked away I didn't look back I didn't need to I knew he meant what he said.
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