Disclaimer: I don't own nada

Pairing: JDCOX

Rating: M

A/N: ..could be a dream, could also be memories..

GIVE IT TO ME

JD's POV

When I first saw him, I was completely bewildered; who knew such a man would have an effect on me…

I convinced myself I wasn't gay,or anything of the sort, and I dated woman to prove to myself that theory of mine was true... but was never completely satisfied. I had been taught to want a woman, and in the normal methods (which had been outlined to me by my elder brother) but suddenly, I found myself wanting more than that...

I wanted my arms pinned, until they ached, the pain to run through my body as though he controlled me. I wanted my hips jerking in movement with his, and for him to then be inside of me, so deep, to penetrate me.

I wanted, especially, his hands on me, driving me completely, ragingly mad. I wanted to be touched by him so badly, that it took all I had to restrain myself- when he came to my house that night -to resist following him into my room and praying I could distract him long enough to seduce him, he wouldn't be able to leave after all; Jordon had kicked him out…

I wondered... that was all I could do..

He looked out of place in my room, an adult in the room of a child. It was arousing and perverted. I think he enjoyed the sensation of knowing how wrong it would look because he did his best to look as entirely sexual -to me- as he could.

The night is dark; black with promise and promiscuity. He's holding me in his grasp, his arms around my body. I swallow from the anticipation...

"You want me, don't you?" You growl, and I can't stand it anymore. I know you can sense just what I want, and how, more than anything, I want you to give it to me.

"Yes, Perry, I do. I want you to desecrate me, tarnish me -- to take away any control I have."

You run your hands up from there position on my hips, as you push into me, brushing every part of my body on your journey up. My cock becomes sensitive as you pass over it, with your own, and I ache for you to suck it. Although I can feel that you won't give me what I want -- at least not yet.

You lightly touch my arms, and I almost get lightheaded from the sensation. You're gentle until you reach my wrist, and then abruptly rough. I'm thrown against the wall of my bedroom and you hold my wrists tightly, into the wall.

I'm panting. "Please, take me. Take me now." I plead, but you only smile and restrain me so that all I can do is squirm under your deliciously rough touch. This could be punishment from all the times I 'annoyed' you. I could orgasm then with the thought of the punishment and anticipation you're about to put me under. The best is yet to come.

I whimper as I listen to the savory sound of your voice, digesting every syllable and emotion. I want you to rape me..

My clothes are still on, but you see to that and rip off my shirt and pants. I can feel the heat of your hands -- it's the heat of desire. The heat of lust, and of want…

You smile your evil smile as you move down my body to my underwear. You lick over my now stone hard cock through my underwear, and then tear off my underwear. I moan as I feel your hot, sexy breath on me. You move up to my heaving chest, and you kiss it, slowly and softly, then you bite on the flesh. I gasp. Then I feel my now exposed cock, so achingly close to your own and that is when I urge again to feel you inside, ripping my flesh apart and stealing my soul.

Your hand lowers slowly, sneaking down between my legs. I hear my soft, gasping moans as your hand moves across my length, and you're convinced to go further, past the hot, puckered skin behind it. A gasp, more wanton than the previous ones. Of course, I wanted it. I wanted the invading, almost uncomfortable feeling tinged with protectiveness of being taken.

"God, please fuck me! Take me!" I scream, unable to take much more of this.

I let out a soft whimper as I feel the sudden rush of heat from his body, making me hot and cold by turns like a fever. Your hand continues to move against my cock, gaining speed and pressure.

Your hands move feverishly now over my naked form, slowly tracing across my lips then down…

Your smile's positively wicked as you look up at me, your blues are burning into me and I'm panting with excitement. I want you to dominate me completely.

You then grab it roughly, and twist my nipples until the pain becomes a faint pleasure.

Then you move down, and I don't know if I can take much more of your teasing with your tongue, hands, words, and voice. But judging from your face, I'm going to be strained to take just about as much as I can stand.

Soon enough I can feel the heat of your mouth on my cock, your tongue teases me achingly soothingly. It plays me almost like a fine violin, and I moan almost musically as you bring me to orgasm again, and again.

But it's not enough. I want to feel your sweat on me, you pumping me for all you're worth. I moan in pleasure and pain. "Oh, fuck me, Perry, fuck me hard. Please!!..."

No matter what I want, though, I come to climax. I wonder how I'm still standing, because the intensity of the orgasms you've given me has drained the feeling out of my legs. All of the blood in my body is under the touch of your tongue as it works over my cock.

You're probably leaving such delicious bruises on my wrists as you hold me up, and push me into the wall. Breathing is difficult, "Per... please..."

And then as I'm almost about to have another earth-shattering orgasm, you let my wrists go. You come up and kiss me, roughly and possessively, with a hint of tenderness. Your lips are hot against mine. Your tongue pushes its way in; you make my whole mouth sensitive to your luscious brutality.

"Fuck me." I whisper, and just as I'm about to say more, you gag me against the door with your hand. I struggle lightly, but give in to the seduction. I can still feel my pulsing cock, begging for some action as it's pushed into the door, and still vibrating after you tended to it with your tongue.

You let go, and before I can finish gasping for air, you throw me on the bed in an undeniably animal way. I see you finally give in to your animalistic desires as you tear off your own clothes, and pin my whole body to the bed with the hard bulk of yours, then fuck me hard against the mattress. Your tongue, teeth, and lips start to assail my back, and all I can do is scream.

It hurt, oh it hurt, but I couldn't dislike it, especially when your hips moved and brushed a part of me that I hadn't ever experienced. It felt like heaven. You moaned above me, which made my feelings towards you all the more intense; as it was me you were above.

Soon you start to slow down, and kiss me lightly licking over my lips, slow dragged out kisses of pure affection and lust, as we lie together and recover from that incredible high…

ooOoo