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Chapter 1: Oh Crap
Nessie's POV
I sat there scratching at my skin fervently. Something I did a lot these days. Anxiety. That was what I boiled it down to. Anxiety was making me scratch myself. Why was I anxious?
Well to be honest it could be anything now. I couldn't pin point a single part cause of my anxiety. My life wasn't always this anxiety ridden.
My name is Renesmee. I'm mainly known as Nessie as though. My name is way too much of a mouthful. I'm adopted. I have two very loving parents. Both who happen to be doctors. They would be extremely disappointed in me if they found out the situation that I had landed myself in. Which is why I refused to let them find out at all costs.
My plan had been to graduate high school then go to college and get a degree in veterinary science. I loved animals more then anything and it was my dream to help them. I even volunteer at my local zoo. Animals were my life. I had a plan. So what the hell happened? I'd guess that maybe it started when I met my boyfriend Blake.
My growling stomach interrupted my thoughts. So I started to make the walk back to my car. I didn't know what I wanted to eat but I did not want to go home.
So I got in my car and drove off without any clue as to where I was really going.
My cellphone rang causing me to jump a little. It was just my mom.
"Hi mom" I said as soon as I put the phone on speaker.
"Hi Nessie. What're you doing?" she asked me.
I sighed. "Driving around trying to figure out where I want to go eat lunch" I said.
"Oh good you haven't eaten yet. Want to go have lunch together? I have some free time right now and I thought maybe we could spend some time together?"
For some reason I wanted to cry. I really loved my mother and she really loved me. I just knew that if she ever found out what I was doing it would destroy her.
"Nessie?"
"Oh yes mom I would love that!" I said hastily.
"Okay just meet me at the hospital and we will go from there"
"Alright"
With that the phone call ended. Luckily I knew how to get to the hospital from there. I was there in ten minutes. I parked my car in the visitors section.
I slipped and nearly fell on the wet floor inside the building.
A pair of ice cold arms caught me just in time. My heart actually stopped beating when I saw who it was. No. I was surprised I didn't faint right then and there. This had to be a joke, right?
"Nessie there you are" I heard my mother say. "I see you've met Dr. Cullen. He's knew. Today is his first day"
I could see it in my grandfather's eyes. He recognized me. Confused didn't even begin to describe him right now. Then a look of concern immediately took over his features.
"Hi mom" I noticed that my grandfather had started to sniff me in a more discreet way. I felt the blood drain from my face. Last night I had been at one of Blake's parties and I definitely used. Meth and cocaine were widely abundant at his parties as well as alcohol. Could my grandfather, with his advanced sense of smell, smell the concoction of drugs in my blood?!
Oh crap!
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