Rating: K+ for sadness

Disclaimer: Not my characters….

AN: Yea I know it is sad, sorry, but maybe there is hope somewhere. Originally THAT was what gave me the idea to write 'chasing Catherine' with Sab together as prequel for Sab's 'ceasing trauma'.

Summary: She's leaving an angel behind, not just any but her angel. And the only thing left of her is this letter.

Dear Gil,

I often asked myself 'how could an angel break my heart?' and I never found an answer. The only thing I know is that one day a long time ago there was this angel who broke my heart into a million pieces. I know it can't get any worse if I leave it can only get worse if I stay. So I left. I walked away with a picture of you in my mind. The only thing I can do is try to be happy again without you. I know I can never love any one more or the way I love you. But I can try to be happy again. At least. I will always love you even if you broke my heart into a million pieces. Leaving you wasn't easy. But I just can't stand her anymore. I want to wish you love and happiness. That's why I let you go my angel. Even if my life can never be lucky or wonderful again I want yours to be. I want to thank you for all those wonderful years we had. That's why I let you go Gil. Finally, I let you walk out of my life. I hope you'll be lucky. And tell Sara she can have you now, but in my heart you'll forever be mine.

I will always love you,
Cath And I'm glad that you were there for me whenever I needed you

END?-at least for now-