Life is pointless to a Blue Raven

Drama/Romance

Posted By Coolcatjas

My third Fan Fic but my first Teen Titans Fan Fic! Hope u Enjoy it! THANX

Alanna-the-tai-youkai for reminding me for the disclaimer (rewriten)
Disclamer: I DO NOT own Teen Titans or My life as a Teenage Robot... YET! I own nothing... but my stories

Chapter ONE: The view of a Raven

Raven'sview:

What is the purpose of life? What is its meaning? What is the point of living if life just brings you down?

I was born with a curse, for being a daughter of Trigon the Terrible, a demon. A terrible curse indeed it is. It's my powers. I am able to telepathically move things using my mind and soul. This sound like a gift to you? I beg to differ. I can't feel. I can't use my emotions. Why, you ask? Because if I even have a hit of emotion I loose control of my powers and break something... or... hurt someone. So I keep in control of my powers and emotions by meditating everyday. Most of my day. I practically sleep less hours than I do meditating. I basically have no fun.

But one day I was able to feel most of my emotions and not break a thing. That was with Malchior. Malchior... That dreaded dragon. He fooled around with my emotions like they were a toy. He used me as a fool just so he can be free from that book, from that curse. And when I found out he was lying to me, it was too late, he was already free. At least for a little while. With the help of my friends, Beast boy, Starfire, Robin, and Cyborg, I was able to put the beast back in the book. Severs him right. Though he did taught me some spells. And also when I was around him, I felt an emotion I never left before. Love. But when he betrayed me, I was hurt so I promise myself to never feel that emotion ever again. I was so hurt of what Malchior did, I stayed in my room for a while. Beast boy, Starfire, Robin, and Cyborg all tried to cheer me up, but nothing affected me, not even Beast boy speech of "not being alone." Sure, I hugged him, but that didn't mean I was any better. I only hugged him for trying his hardest to make me feel better. That's all.

Interesting life I live, if you even call it a life. And to top it all off, I have a terrible purpose. A purpose so terrible, I dare not to say it to anyone. But I will tell it to you. My purpose is to bring the end to all mortals and let my Father Rule over the planet.

No one does anything to help me. No one cares... not even my friends. I can't stand this! I can't stand being alone! I want to depart this so-called life and my so-called friends. So I, Raven Roth, will finally leave this place. This cold, cruel, place and be at peace at last.

So I find myself lying on the T Tower's Bathroom floor. I am surrounded by warm, red liquid. The smell almost bearable. I look at my self inflicted cuts and my stained knife in my hand. I feel so tiered. So... peaceful. My eyelids become heavy. I am almost there. Almost away from all my troubles and my non-caring friends. I hear muffed foot steps and a knock on the bathroom door. The door knob raddles, but the door does not open, for it is locked.

"Raven!" A voice cries out, "Raven are you in there?"

I don't answer. Too peaceful.

"Raven you've been in there for hours! Why won't you come out?"

Things begin to get blurry now. So close.

"Raven, I am coming in now!"

I hear foot steps backing up and hoof steps racing forward. BAM! The next thing I knew the bathroom door fell in and I saw a green ram in the room. The green ram then turn into a green challenging.

"Raven!" He shouted, in shock and fright.

"Beast boy..." I mouthed, "So close..."

Beast boy read my bloody libs, "Close? Close to what?" Beast boy walked up to me and knelled down next to me, not meaning the pool of blood I am lying on.

"Life is only but a dream..." I barely whispered. My eye lids are so heavy, so I close them. The last thing I hear was Beast boy calling my name. After that Darkness overwhelmed me.

Am I free at last?

End of chapter

I am stopping here. HA HA! Sorry that was rude...I feel evil today... PLZ REVIEW!

C-YA!