Itami
Chapter 1: Yokumo, Yuki! How dare you, Yuki!
Good days... VERY good days. Deffinently not something too common, witin the apartment. Usually Yuki would get annoyed about something. But, today, he was calm. Unusually calm. Though, Shuichi was thankful, and even more full of energy. The day had been filled with a yummy breakfast, music videos, karaoke contests, going out for lunch, ice cream, and cuddling. Cuddling that was beginning to lead further and further.
Before either of the two realized, Yuki was pinning Shuichi to the floor. Shuichi wanted it, and Yuki could tell. But instead of being nice, and giving him what he wanted, he just played around with Shuichi. Brushing his lips against Shuichi's, licking and nibbling at his soft neck flesh, moaning and breathing lightly in his ears.
Suddenly, the front door opened. The mischevious expression that had been on Yuki's face, turned into an annoyed one. Yuki lifted himself up, and got up to see who was out the door. Shuichi let out a disappointed groan.
"Aniki!"
Tatsuha. Yuki hadn't even reached the door, before his brother had spoken. He stepped in, without being invited, just like always. Why had Yuki given him the key? Oh that's right... He'd stolen it.
"What do you want, Tatsuha?"
"I don't even get a hello, Aniki? I feel so hated now..."
Yuki sighed, angrily.
"What is it?"
"I just saw Ayaka-chan, not too long ago."
"Sooo...?"
"She wanted to talk to you. Something about an abortion?"
Tatsuha raised an eyebrow, suggesting something had actually happend between Yuki and his ex-fiancee. Yuki's eye twitched, as he shoved Tatsuha out.
"Good bye."
"Aniki, wha--"
The door was then slammed in Tatsuha's face. Yuki made his way back to the living room, where Shuichi still sat on the floor. Normally, the novelist would have gone back to teasing the young singer, but instead, he just sat on the couch. Shuichi looked up at Yuki, worry in his eyes.
"Yuki... Are you ok?"
"Fine."
Yuki's voice wasn't quite as harsh as normal, and he appeared to be in thought. Shuichi got up, and sat next to the blonde, who was sitting with his head down. Shuichi, bent around, so he could look up at the author.
"Are you sure? Is everything ok?"
"It's fine."
"What'd Tatsuha have to say about Ayaka? I heard her name."
Yuki's other eye twitched. He let out an exasperated sigh. With one quick movement, he embraced the pink haired boy.
"Ayaka... Ayaka... and I..."
He sighed again. Oh, how he wished that he had a cigarette right then.
"What?"
Shuichi had concern wrapped in his voice. That just made it more painful for Yuki to have to say it.
"I slept with her."
Shuichi pulled out of the embrace, and jumped up.
"WHAT?"
"I'm sorry."
"Why? Why would you do that? What were you thinking? When was this? Did you use protection?"
Yuki opened his mouth to speak, but was interupted by Shuichi, yelling.
"What about me? Was I not good enough for you? Was I so horrible, you had to fuck her?"
Yuki hung his head. This had really hurt Shuichi, he knew it would. That's why he never wanted to have to tell, but that damned Tatsuha had come and ruin everything.
"Answer me, Yuki."
"It was a few months ago. About 2 or 3... You and I, we'd just fought. You'd ran off crying, I guess you went to Hiro's or something. Then she showed up."
Yuki couldn't bring himself to say her name. He feared it would somehow make things worse.
"I invited her in, offered her a drink. We got drunk."
Shuichi's heart was pounding with fear of what he might hear next. He was scared Yuki was going to confirm his fears.
"I mean, really drunk, Shuichi. And... You know how we don't use..."
Yuki was having trouble with this. He knew it was just going to break his cute Shuichi.
"So I don't have..."
He couldn't bring himself to call it by name. Condoms, protection, rubbers. He couldn't say any of those words.
"I'm sorry."
Shuichi looked as though he was going to cry, but no tears formed in his eyes. He felt sick inside. His Yuki had done another. Without protection. She'd gotten pregnant. The word "hate" darted around Shuichi's mind. He couldn't figure out what to say. He sure as hell didn't want this to end. He wanted to be with Yuki forever. But... This hurt so bad.
"Shuichi?"
"I know."
The thoughts were staying locked up inside. He wasn't going to show the hurt and pain. The anger. He felt inferior. Like he wasn't worthy enough for Yuki. Like he was just a little toy in his life, that he could fuck around with anytime, anyway he pleases. He wasn't even worthy to be told the truth. If it hadn't been for Tatsuha, he wouldn't even know about this at all. None of these feelings would be around. It'd still be a wonderful day.
There was a part of him that wanted to say it. "I hate you for this." Though, he woould never say it, he still loved Yuki. That wasn't going to change over this. It really wasn't, the love would reamin through thick and thin. But this did indeed shake things up.
Yuki was still, his head facing the opposite direction of Shuichi. He couldn't bring himself to look at Shuichi. A tear ran down his cheek, and he lowered his head.
"I'm sorry.
A/N: YES! I finally got this story better! Orignally, the abrotion chick was gonna be from Eiri's past, named Ayuma. But, My Yuki mentioned something about Ayaka, and I thougth: "OH! Ayaka should be the one!" So I just rewrote this, at 4 in the morning... I'm sorry I'm not updating my other Gravi fanfic, but I have slight writer's blcok, and this story idea has been cluttering my mind for a while... Slight real life base! Wooo! Please review! Give opinions, criticism, and ideas!
