LIVING THE PERFECT LIE
I was re-watching the lawn fight of Peyton and Brooke and I was kind of mad of how Brooke turns out to be the one who ruined the Breyton friendship.
I hope you'll like this story. Sorry if my English isn't that good, it's not my first language.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own the characters.
Summary: Takes place in the lawn fight of Brooke and Peyton
CHAPTER 1: ANOTHER USED TO BE
"Because as far as I'm concerned. You're also dead to me" Peyton told Brooke.
Brooke froze there sinking the last sentence Peyton told her. Somehow it hurts despite the numb feeling she was feeling for the past months. And then it hit her
"So it's officially over." Brooke thought to herself.
"And so are you, I've been meaning to tell you that" Brooke said
"Excuse me? You really do have a nerve to tell me that?" Peyton asked confused
"Why Peyton do you think all the hurt that you gave me isn't enough for you to be dead for me? And how dare you accuse me that I wasn't there for you huh?! I was there when both of your mothers died! I comforted you! When your dad leave, I was also there for you, When Jake left I did comfort you did I?" Brooke screams with tears flowing through her cheeks. While Peyton stood there as if she was lost in words.
"Where were you when my heart got broken?? Oh yeah, you were the other half who broke it!" Brooke continued. "You weren't the only one who had a bad year, if you weren't busy playing the victim all the time, maybe you would noticed! I lost two people that I love at the same time. I gave the boy I love to the girl I love, for them to be happy; yeah maybe I didn't lost my parents. But I did lose the only guy that my heart ever allowed me to LOVE!"
"You were the one who broke-up with him in the first place!" Peyton spat back.
"I heard you had a stalker –." Peyton cuts Brooke off.
"As if you cared! So where were you then!?"
"I may not be there to comfort you, but a part of me was there for you. You want to know why I broke off everything with Lucas?! Because I know he can protect you, much more than I can." Peyton looks confused with what Brooke's saying.
"Yeah it killed me the moment I told him to go after you in the state championship, it's like I'm watching my life walking away, slowly drifting apart from me."
"Why?" the only word Peyton can utter.
"Because I love both of you. And if you two being together makes both of you happy. Then I'm willing to walk away. And if Lucas can fill the void that Anna, Ellie, Jake and Jenny left in your heart, he's yours." Brooke sobs.
"Then why can't you do that?" Peyton now crying so hard. She didn't what to do anymore.
"Because my heart has its own void, void that you and Lucas dug when you two sneak behind my back AGAIN."
"That's so sweet Brooke, so you're so angry at me when I kissed Lucas while you on the other hand, had sex with Nathan, and don't give me that bullshit that we were broken up!" a rush of anger flooded Peyton when she remember the sex tape.
"Yeah about that, honestly I didn't remember that night because I was so wasted! Contrary to what you believed in that I wasn't honest to you! Don't compare me to you Peyton!"
"Yeah! because you're a whore!" Peyton shouts.
"And what are you? The victim again? I might be a bad friend or a whore for that matter, but you know what Peyton I didn't feel guilty now, you know why? Even if I screw Nathan, we both know you didn't love him. And you on the other hand knew how much I love Lucas!"
"Then why didn't you answer me when I asked you if you love Lucas on Haley and Nathan's wedding day?!" Peyton questioned Brooke.
"Because I thought I don't need to explain to my best friend! And I thought you don't deserve my answer! And because I was afraid that if you knew how I felt you would go after him AGAIN. Because every time I fell in love with him, it feels like it's your cue to screw us again. Why now Peyton, why not when I was dating Felix, does my pain satisfies your happiness?"
"I don't know" Peyton lost for words again.
"Because you have Jake then, and when he left, you went after mine. And now thanks again to you Chase left me, the guy I thought could possibly save me from all of this"
Peyton still remains silent.
"Yeah I guess you're right, we're done. And we were never friends. I just hope your happiness and my pains are worth enough to lose our so-called friendship."
And with that Brooke walked away, leaving the speechless Peyton crying.
Memories of 9 year friendship flooded to both girls mind, and even if they don't want to believe, nothing will ever be the same again.
As Brooke drove around Tree Hill her mind drift in a place she knew she has to be.
"When you stand on a crossroad and you have to choose the path you will take that will determine the rest of your life and you know there's no way back. Which path is right?"
So what happens after? Where would Brooke go?
I hope you like it; just tell me if you want me to continue this. Please bear with me this is my first One Tree Hill story, and the second story I've written.
