Yama: Yeah... Sometimes I wonder if Im sane n.n' this poped into my head.. Paul is a tad bit OCC but thats only for now. I dont own Pokemon
Say I tell you not to think of the pink elephant, whats the only thing you can think of now? That stupid pink elephant.
Kenny is giveing me a case of the pink elephant. "DeeDee, Just dont think about it"
It...
Thats a nice thing to call being raped.
I let out a short and harsh laugh. Conway... My ex-boyfriend. I never loved him, but he didnt care, he just wanted to get into my pants, and when I said no one to many times, his morbid head twisted no to yes.
I shake my head, sinking deeper into the black. Reliveing this horror is makeing my rist throb with need. I want to wach the red stain my white quilt of my twin sized bed. I want to feel the blue dish rag in my fingers as I clean the red demons off of my floor. I want to cut.
Now, your probably thinking im crazy, and hell, I probably am! But can you blame me? All my life, ive done what every one wanted, my mother wanted me to take advanced classes, so I did. My teachers wanted me to do cheerleading, so I did. Conway spent two years begging me to go out with him, so eventualy, I did that to. but the one thing I wanted for myself, to save for the one I would eventualy love, he took from me, with that twisted smile in place all the while.
That was four days ago, and for a little while after that, I was thinking of ways to kill myself. And I probably would have if it wasnt for May. May Maple is one of my bestfriends. A 16 year old brunett with blue eyes and a abusive father. Yeah thats right May's father Norman hits her, and her younger brother Max. I'm the only one that knows about May's problems, and she knows all of mine.
I get out of bed to great the day. Ew... That sounded corny huh? As I was saying, four days ago my life was turned upside down. I get dressed, black tank top and a black pair of jeans along with black sneekers. Not my usual outfit, but im not my usual self. I grab my phone and look at it, 3 new messages. My first thought it May, and as life would have it I was right. The first one is my wake up call, the second is a warning about the physical pain she will cause me if I dont answer, the last could probably be considered a death threat. As I walk out the door and begin dialing her cellphone, she calls me.
"You must be phsyic, I was about to call you, but wait... I think I got phsyic mixed up with phsyco.. hmm" I joke.
"haha Dawn, verry funny. 3 second warning" May hangs up and I see her and Max pull up around the corner in May's red jeep. May dosent have one of the fancy jeeps that look all shiny and new, May's jeep is totaly army style. Zipper up winows, and a pull over roof.
"Hi Dawn!" Beams the younger boy, pushing his glases up slightly.
"Hey Max" Dawn replys with a small smile.
"Okay, so yesterday, when I got home from the mall with you, Drew was waiting for me!" May exclaims. Drew is May's long time crush, being the schools heart-throb with emerald green hair and eyes to match. May insists Drew loves to torment her because he hates her, but I think its because he likes her too. "So I got home, and thank my lucky stars that Norman wasnt home, and Max is sitting in the liveing room, playing with his hands, looking completly terrorfied so I-"
"Nu uh I didnt!" Max interupts. May glares and Max shuts his mouth. Satisfied with his reaction, May continues.
"So I grab that pointy stick thingy we use for the fire place, and im getting reddy to use it. I walk into the living room and scream when I see Drew sitting there looking through one of our family albums from when mom was alive!" When May mentions her mother, her and Max both cringe. "So then im like 'what the hell are you doing here?' and hes like" May lowers her voice in a horible impersonation of Drew " 'June! I was looking at your beautiful pictures! You look simply stunning!' Then he had the guts to wink at me! so then calmly" Max snorts " I take the book from him and tell him to get the flying fushigi ball fuckers out of my house, then he smiles and says 'walk me out April?' so then I grab the collar of his shirt and drag him to the door, then when we get there, he hugs me and all creepy like wispers 'ill see you tomarro May' then gives me one of his stupid roses and leaves!" May lets out a breath as she finished her story.
I smile at May, remembering why were so close. She keeps me in the white. Not fully in it but the blur is less there. We arive at school and I jump out of the seat, landing firmly on the ground, but feeling the darkness comeing. we hurry to get into school, I roboticly wave back to the people calling my name happily.
"Hey Dawn!"
"Sup Dee?"
"How you doing Dawny?"
All people who pretend to care for me. I feel someone slip there hands around my waist and I tense up. This was my first day back to school sense... It...
"Hey Dawny, I missed you" Conway wispers in my ear.
"Conway leave me alone" I warn.
"oh Dawn, please dont be like that" Conway sighs, pretending he cares as he kisses my neck.
"STOP!" I scream, causeing people to stare. conway spins me around and grips my wrists roughly, holding me in place.
"listen bitch, your going to shut the fuck up, and walk with me because-" Conway's threat is cut short by a hand ripping me from his grasp.
"She said to leave her the fuck alone you prick" A deep voice growls. I look up to see a boy a few years older than me with purple hair.
"Look buddy, this has nothing to do with you so leave me and my hoe alone oka-" Conway is cut off yet agin but this time its by the purple haired man's fist conecting with Conway's face.
The next thing I know were being hauled to the principals office. I take the time to fabricate a reason for this argument between me and my ex. Apperinly I broke up with Conway, and he wasnt happy so, in a sad atempt to win me back, he was trying to be all sweet but ended up makeing me uncophortable and Paul (I learned his name from the principal) steped in to help, then Conway became violent with both me and Paul, so in self defence, Paul hit him. After a long hour of explaining my faulse story, we were alowed to leave.
"Im so sorry you got dragged into this" I appologize to Paul.
He rolls his eyes "somehow, I think that this isnt the first time trouble has found you with him"
My mistake was looking down, Paul stoped dead in his tracks and gentaly but urgenly grabed my wrist. I tensed. "what did he do to you?"
I pull out of his grip. "I dont need to explain myself to you" as I storm off, I hear him mumble 'troublesome girl'.
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