(( A narration I wrote and will turn into a doujin in the future. I'm posting this here to ask you guys if it's all right or does it need to be improved. If I get good results via favorites, follows and reviews, I might make this into a multi-chapter story with a real plot line. The love which America refers here is kind of a brother's love or something. But I am sure that love will develop into a more romantic one over the years ;D

Hints of Revolutionary war is mentioned. And the last sentence refers about WW1. Enjoy!
credits for the photo cover: Pixiv 1562953))


"You left me, and so I left you"

You just didn't know how much I hated you for how you treated me. Loving me and then leaving me alone.

I revolted against you to gain my independence; to stop treating me like I'm not fit enough to stand on my own. Giving me acts with all those taxes my people has to pay yet cannot afford. I know you needed financial support right now but I never wished to be treated as this just because I'm a colony. It's not my fault you kept fighting France. Do not drag me into this.

Don't treat me as if I am just a teenager in my rebellious stage. I'm serious of this. How many times have I proved myself that I could be a nation of my own… yet you oppose.

Is it because you cared so much for me that you do not want me to experience the harsh world of being a nation?

I told you… I am ready. Stop worrying about me!

If you love someone, you have to set that person free.

Yet you won't. How come you could be so selfish?

I miss the days when we had lived happily together. You cared so much to me and so I am to you.

You gave me so much, taught me everything you know, took care of me when I'm such vulnerable.

But you are too cruel. Make me grew fond of you and then you just…leave me.

You won't even let me come with you, back to your own home. What are you so afraid of? Are you afraid that I'll see the dark side of this world? Well guess what, I have already seen it. I've seen it in you.

Always. The last thing that I only see is your back. You always turn your back on me. I always hate your back for it's the only thing I can only look as you walk away.

You just didn't know how much I hate you.

And so, it's my time to turn my back on you.

This time, you will be the one who'll watch my back as I walk away from you.

And as I did that, leaving you crying on the ground and I didn't turn my head on you ever again. It is a déjà vu. With us exchanging positions...

And finally, you knew how I felt whenever you do that to me too.

But as I walk away from you, just like what you did to me,

I never expected for this to hurt so much.

I didn't know that it hurts leaving you alone, not turning back at you.

I didn't know how much painful this is.

But now I knew… I finally knew how much pain you felt whenever you leave me.

I finally knew how foolish I am.

I finally knew that I wasn't the only one getting hurt whenever the two of us were separated.

I finally knew that you were trying to stay me away from the cruel life of being a nation.

I FINALLY KNEW.

But I have to keep moving forward.

"I am so sorry for hurting you. Yet I have to leave you"

Huh, I think these are also the words you kept in your mind whenever you left me when I was just a child.

But I promise you, the next time we meet, instead of leaving you again; I will come to save you.


(( To those people who are confused on what America refers about England leaving him, check the anime again. England would get to visit little America but only for a while. He would then take a lot of time before his next visit and to be surprised that America has grown up. Shame they kinda had a very great but few moments together. Remember that whenever England has to get back to his country, America would insist for him not to leave. But in this narration, I made America loathe the times when England would always leave him alone, turning his back on America despite the little nation's protests and cries. Of course any kid would get angry with this. I do hope everyone gets the idea. I do hope I'd finish the doujinshi ASAP. ))