Weirder Things happen

Bella POV.

It has been 3 months since Edward left me in the woods. I couldn't accept it before but now I'm coming to terms as I sit and look out my bedroom window. A stray tear falls down my face as I look out into the driveway where Edwards's car used to pick me up for school every day. "Did you ever really love me?" I sobbed to myself. I had been in a dream like state since he left me in the woods, almost like a zombie. My nights plagued with nightmares of that night and my Days with the reality of it. I tried to act normal but I know he can tell how Brocken Edward left me. i went downstairs when I heard my Dad calling breakfast and poured myself some cereal.

I turned the radio on as I made breakfast. As I sat down a song came on that made me stop eating and sing along (you'll think of me by Kieth urban)

woke up early this morning around 4 am

with the moon shining bright as headlights

on the interstate

I pulled the covers over my head and tried to

catch some sleep

but thoughts of you kept keeping me awake

ever since you found yourself in someone elses arms

(had he found someone else?)

ive been trying my best to get along

but that's OK there's nothing left to say but,

take your records take your freedom

take your memories I don't need them

take your space and take your reasons

but you'll think of me

and take your cap and leave my sweater

course we have nothing left to weather

in fact ill feel a hole lot better

but you'll think of me

you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head

I tried to sweep out all the ruins

that my emotions left

I guess im feeling just a little tired

of this and all baggage that seems to still exist

it seems the only blessing I have left to my name

is not knowing what we could have been

what we should have been so

take your records take your freedom

take your memories I don't need them

take your space and take your reasons

but you'll think of me.

And take your cap and leave my sweater

cause we have nothing left to weather

in fact ill feel a hole lot better

I ran to the radio and shut it off with tears in my eyes. Grabbing my jacket leaving my full bowl of lucky charms on the table and running out the door starting up my truck and driving to school.

As I pulled in to the school and got out of my truck slamming the door. As I began to walk mike ran up to me panting. "hey Bells, so... I was thinking. You haven't hung out with anyone alot lately so why don't we go up to Port Angeles ? maybe.. catch a movie ?" I thought about this for a minute, I really hadn't made much of an effort with my friends lately. I kind of felt guilty.

"erm yeah sure mike why not ? um... I don't really know what's playing so I will leave it up to you guys ok? Who going?" I asked and his smile fell abit as he was taken aback.

"um well.. Ben and Angela probably, and tyler and jess could tag along?"

I smiled sincerely and hugged himsaying it sounds great and walking into school. The rest of my day followed much the same with mike following me around like a puppy babbling about what I have missed in 'our' friends lives the past few months. Eventually I zoned him out occasionally nodding in the right places as I wasn't really that interested. The only real friends I had had left.