A Harsher Reality
Disclaimer: those from popular aren't mine…no it's true, I'm not gunna lie
Pairing: S/f…for now
A/N: this is a little weird, I know, but I just want to show people the way I see things
Jess POVShit! There she is. The woman of my dreams, the one I pushed away. I didn't realize how boring working here was without her constant visits. And now a week after 'the incident' she comes strolling into Starbucks and…wait….she's gone. Where the fuck did she go! Where the fuck…oh there she is, she's now sitting in the corner…she didn't even look at me.
"Ryan! Did you just serve her? I always serve her! Why did you serve her!?" I say to Ryan, ok, maybe I was a little harsh but, come on! She's MY girlfriend….ohhhh shit…here it comes. I can always tell I'm going to get a mouthful when he looks at me like that.
"Are you retarded? SHE DUMPED YOU! YOU cheated on HER, not me, so I thoughtI would be the nice considerate co-worker who would take the order so YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO! And stop staring at her, she knows you're watching" as he said this I whip my eyes away from her gorgeous body and look straight into her eyes. SHIT! She saw me staring and fuck she's coming this way…Sam cuming….Shit! Think unsexy thoughts!
"Hey Ryan" oh my god, I've missed her voice…wait did she just talk to Ryan?
"Hey Sam….umm...how you been?" Ryan gives me an uneasy smile when he finishes his sentence. She glances at me and I see a smile creep up on her face…well, it kind of looks like she's holding back her anger but whatever, it's a smile nevertheless.
"I'm good….great actually"
"Yeah?" Oh my god! Did I just say that outloud? She looks at me like I'm crazy, and her smile automatically disappears.
"Yeah…I just dropped 115 pounds" she finishes with a big smirk and a final good bye to Ryan and she walks out of the store and I can see her light a cigarette….fuck, I got her into that. What the hell is wrong with me!?
I stood there for quite some time trying to understand why she was smirking the way she was. I guess Ryan figured I was having trouble because he's coming towards me with a sad smile.
"She means you, you retard"
Sam POV"Yeah?" did she really just talk to me? Did she really think cheating on me with my sister was going to just go away? Fuck her!
"Yeah…I just dropped 115 pounds" I look at her, she's obviously oblivious, I can't believe I used to love her. Yeah, that's right Samantha McPhearson, journalist extraordinaire gave everything up to be with a major stoner and goth chick. No wonder she doesn't get it, now that I look at her I can tell she's completely burnt out from an early joint, it's the dark colourless eyes that give her away…I turn to leave after making a fool out of her.
"See ya later Ryan" he waves in response
God I needed to get out of there. Just being in her presence makes me want to punch something…but I suppose a smoke will do.
