AN- Another one-shot! This one is still for Nightclan. :3
Lost
I am so lost. My mother was never really my mother. My father wasn't my father. I am a half-blood. Two different clans run through my veins.
I thought I was so true to my clan. So loyal, instead I end up being the spawn of two different clans betrayers of the law.
I thought I was born pure. Pure Thunderclan, but no my mother, that thing, is my mother. The liar, the betrayer. I hate saying those things about a clanmate but that's what she is.
Leafool's my mother and Crowfeather, my father. Half-Thunderclan and Half-Windclan, I mean I wouldn't complain if it were Shadowclan or maybe Riverclan but Windclan?
I am so lost, I don't understand. I've been lied to, cheated.
I was lost in those tunnels forever and I will always roam. But when she showed up, I was never alone. Never. She would talk to me and listen.
Forever I was lost. I never understood why cats like me had to go in there to prove ourselves, we had to get ourselves lost in those tunnels for how long? I have no idea, I guess until you got out. I was lost and I drowned because I was lost.
I never belonged anywhere. Skyclan didn't want me, even those four clans didn't want me even when I proved to them I was right and there was no Starclan.
I am so lost. I don't know where to go, I don't where I am wanted.
Nobody wants me, nobody cares. Whoever watches over me doesn't care, I am so lost on the path of life. Why?
I am never accepted. Thunderclan didn't like me. I don't understand, I don't care. Tigerclaw accepted me and so did Longtail.
I tried to prove myself to that kittypet leader. I tried to prove myself to all of them but when they wouldn't listen I tried to kill my apprentice and then, I- I left and followed Tigerstar. I was accepted there, I was accepted until death.
AN- Oh wow this is really crappy…. It's embarrassing
