Title: Our Side
Author: Amaya-chan
Genre: Angst
Pairing: 8059
Word Count: 1,150 words
Summary: I'm such an idiot! "But I can't take it back anymore…" I sighed… "Guess we're not meant to be…" I told myself as I slowly broke my heart into pieces… What I only know is that you left me – YOU fucking left me alone… While my heart is slowly breaking into smaller pieces… just as how you fucking broke my whole soul…
A/N: I'm very, very, very sorry for not updating any fics! Cause I don't have any time and I can only use ther computer for only a limited time... Anyways, enjoy! This is my first attempt at one-shot, so be nice to me! And please don't forget to R&R!
Warning/s: BXB or YAOI (BoyXBoy) Angst (I don't know if it's super angst) and a little from Gokudera's foul mouth
"Our Side"
Sometimes smiling is like placing bandage over an open wound.
We can always try to hide the pain...
But on the inside... we're still bleeding.
*Yamamoto's side*
-"Tell HIM what you feel" is what my co-players said while laughing and cheering for me
- After school, I told him to go to the rooftop
- He said "Fine…"
- I smiled
- I waited for him and at last, he came
- I called out his name happily
- He stared at me
- I approached him while blushing
- I suddenly yelled "I LOVE YOU, GOKUDERA!" at him
- He became startled
- He suddenly pushed me
- And run towards the door
- I was left alone; hurt by his actions… I sighed… "Now he really hates me..."
- The next day, I told him to meet me in the rooftop
- I sounded like a coward
- At lunchbreak, I waited for him
- When he came, my body moved by its own and suddenly, pinned him on the wall
- I'm confused on what I should say to him
- He shivered
- I sighed
- I told him it was only a bet from my co-players
- I smiled at him… fakely… I was hurt by my own words… and I hated it…
- I looked at him, shoot! He knows I'm lying... He knows the… TRUTH?
- I waited for your answer to give me hope, but then, I realized that you hated me… I know that you'll reject me
- And then, my mind made up its decision…
- I may be hurt greatly by this, but I still did it… I said "Sorry…"
- And walked away…
- I'm such an idiot! "But I can't take it back anymore…" I sighed… "Guess we're not meant to be…"
- I told myself as I slowly broke my heart into pieces…
*Gokudera's side*
- I saw him blushing about something while his co-players are laughing and cheering… how idiotic…
- After school, he told me to go to the rooftop
- I said "Fine…"
- He showed his idiotic smile… how I hated that smile, it makes me furious!
- I thought a bit if I'll go or not because it may not be important… but on the other side, it may be important and because I already agreed, so I continued on walking until I reached the rooftop
- He called my name idiotically… how stupid… -sighs-
- I glared daggers at him but no avail, he's still smiling
- He went near me with his face tomato red… what's up with him and his face?
- He than suddenly shouted "I LOVE YOU…" –blushed- a-at… m-m-me?
- I froze at his statement
- I don't know what to do so I did my only choice… I pushed him furiously…
- And run away… away from him…!
- But now… I ran away with a different feeling… is this…?
- The next day, he told me to meet with him again in the rooftop…
- … He… sounded… serious
- At lunchbreak, I went to the rooftop
- When I opened the door, he suddenly pinned me on the wall
- He looked…puzzled
- -Flinched- His grip on me tightened… what the hell is wrong with this guy?
-He suddenly sighed… "What now…?" I asked myself. And suddenly...
- He told me that it was only a bet from his co players… I felt something… PAINFUL…
- He showed me his idiotic smile again… then something struck me… HE"S FUCKING LYING… I know the TRUTH… showing that fucking fake smile is fucking nothing!
- He's looking at me dumbfoundedly… what should I say?
- I-I'm speechless, but my mind reminded me on what I should say to you…
- That I LOVE YOU BACK… but suddenly… -flinched-
- Suddenly, you told me "Sorry…" and walked away…
- You BAKA! You even didn't let me say it… you're such a fucktard! What the… is it raining? Che. But I don't care…
- What I only know is that you left me – YOU fucking left me alone… While my heart is slowly breaking into smaller pieces… just as how you fucking broke my whole soul…
Amaya: Comments are always lovely! C:
Gokudera: Shut your fucking mouth, you dumbass Author!
Amaya: -ignores Gokudera- Please click on that CUTE button down there... I'll give you 8059 plushies!
Gokudera: Where could you get one?
Amaya: Yama-chan's making one... -smirks-
Gokudera: XP
Yamamoto: -pops out of nowhere- R&R guys!
Amaya: Oh yes... and Flames are also accepted... XD!
Gokudera: OoO
