This is my first -man fanfiction, so please don't go bashing in and insult my hard work. I worked really hard on this.

But I do welcome any help you may give.

Also, the characters may all be a bit OCC.

Now you can proceed, for you were warned.

-man characters do not belong to be, but everyone else does. So no touchy and copy!


Maybe if I jump high up enough I can fly... and be able to touch the sky before i die.

"You know, it's true what they say about death.

Death is the end of your life and a start to a new one.

Death is forever, nonreturnable.

And only by facing death, can you truly see what you have done to your life.

There's no exception for me, in fact, death was something I looked forward too all my life. Death was the only way I could escape these invisable chaines of mine.

Or so I belived .."

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"Where are you going?"

"Far away from here."

"Will you come back?" She searched him, red eyes meeting black. "Will you come back?" she repeated, despertly searching for an answer in those cold drenched eyes of his. He gazed down on her, lifting his fingers to trace that soft skin. "I don't know.." A faint wisper reached her ears, and those three words made her cry.

"Why not?" No answer. "Why not?" Still no word. "Why won't you answer me?!" A scream and then silence.

It was short, sweet but short. Her eyes where open, her brain working to get that information processed. But it just couldn't get through to her. Closing her eyes she enjoyed what's left of that short miracle. Even when they parted, she did not dare to open them, afraid that it was all just a terrible dream or a sweet nighmare. Afraid that he may not stand there anymore.

But he slung his arms around her, embracing her with sudden warmness. His head was buried in her shoulder, eyes closed as he breathed in her scent. Her head rested against his chest, eyes where half open as she aswerd her own Question "You won't come back, will you?" He only pulled her closer.

"I guess this is it. I knew it but I didn't want to belive it. You're gonna leave me, just like you did with Alma."

"Alma has nothing to do with this. He's dead and there's nothing we can do about it!" In an instant she was against the wall, hands held over head with such force that her fragile bones may break under his grip. "If you want to blame someone, blame yourself! I tried to save him, I did everything I could! You weren't even here when it happend so what do you know?" But he regreted his words after that sentence.

"Yeah, what do I know?" she mumled, without lifting a finger he was pinned to the floor. She bowed over him, red eyes turning black. "I'm just a girl, I'm just a thing. Destened to feel nothing, destened to do nothing but serve people like you. What do I know?" Her eyes where filled with the coldness of her heart.

"I thought you where different, I thought that you where someone else. I belived that you see me as a person, since we both have the same fate. But I guess I was wrong. It's not like we things could feel anything, right? It's not like we can Love, Cry or feel Pain right? The only thing we can do is kill."

She faced up, her eyes set on the above shining stars.

"When humans die, they will be replaced by another and their souls turn into a star." She sat down beside him. Looking over to the sitting boy, she rested her head against his broad shoulders.

"I may be four years younger than you, you may have known Alma but that doesn't mean I didn't. I am part of him. I am partgood and part evil and no one seems to care how that feels." She sobbed, the water in her eyes started to sting. "But I'm human too. I breath, I bleed, I walk and talk and I do the same things as you do, don't I? So why, why don't you see me as one? Am I such a Monster to you? Am I so Unhuman to them?" She faced him, black eyes turning red. "I feel Pain, Joy and Anger. I feel Sadness and destruction. I feel and yet I am nothing to you, to them. I feel so used, because I too was a human once." Her tears already poured down, but she was smiling.

"I know I have no right to say such things, but you don't either. What do we mean to the world, to each other?" She looked back up, smiling sadly. "Only humans get the rights to become a star. We're only able to go to hell."

She leaned back into the soft grass. "Kanda?" she asked, eyes following his every move. "Please don't forget me. I'm gonna wait for you, so don't leave me hanging."

Kanda looked down on her, bowing he kissed her forhead ever so lightly.

"I won't, I promise."

"How can I be shure?"

"I promise you my life."

And with another glance, Kanda had dissapeared from her sight.

"I'm gonna return that kiss, Kanda." She smiled, thin air turning black.

The only thing left where the stars in the skyes.

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"I was wrong to belive that death was the only thing that freed me. Death is the only thing that will keep me seperated from this memory.

Too me, death is too early.

Please God, I hate so much, don't let me die.

... I Beg You ..

Don't let me die ..."


All right now, prolgue is done. R&R please! :) Next chapter will be uploaded as soon as possible!