a/n: part of me questions why i write these stuff. then the other part says people actually follow me. and another part wants to do a word challenge thing because we've never done it before and it's so confusing, my reason for doing this.

also i cant think of what else to do in my free time, so enjoy while im supposed to be studying and doing homework.

ps. is it okay if i use what rika mentioned;

'that looked like a Free x Des doujin no matter how you looked at it'

'Freedom had to be the top and Destiny the bottom.'

k thanks.


Sena x Yozora

Problematic

Definition: Constituting or presenting a problem or difficulty


If you were to look up problematic in the dictionary, what would you expect it to describe?

It was the exact adjective the blonde decided to describe her situation. Not like she'd believe you if you had told her this a few years ago. She didn't even think it'd boil down to this. 100% guaranteed, something she felt was completely unexpected hit her.

She had feelings for that fox of a woman.

'The proper word is vixen, dear.'

Her thoughts echoed out to her, but she put the word choice on hold as she switched out to a browser to do a search.

'A woman regarded as quarrelsome, shrewish, or malicious. '

'That's not it,' she whispered in her head. 'Even a fox has it's admirable qualities. Though it does fit the title of a female fox, it's second definition was not what I had in mind.'

'Defending your special someone already? My, how fast love blooms.'

The blonde's eyes shiftily looked away from the word itself, her free hand balling up into a fist which she clenched tightly. With the other she opened up the game window she had minimized earlier.

Mentally she felt herself spluttering at the rogue voice in her head – it sounded just like her, except it was there to seemingly mock her. The voice wasn't always there, she noted, but it always appeared when she was dealing with her feelings.

'S-Shut up, no one else needs to hear about this!'

'There's no one else speaking to you though.'

'Especially me! I've already accepted it, stop rubbing it in my face!'

'If you've acknowledged it, then why can't you seem to admit it then?'

'Dammit!' And she wasn't sure if that was directed to the voice in her head or to the game she had just failed at. Her palms were damp, and with her right still on the mouse she closed the window with a flick of her wrist.

'Well, someone wasn't paying attention.'

'Enough! I've had it with you!' Her cursor trailed over to a bookmark – a game website, somewhere on the internet.

Click.

'It's because of you that I can't concentrate on anything else today!'

Forums. Click.

'And furthermore, I don't need another Yozora in my life to tell me I can't do what I want to do, or feel what I want to feel!'

Star Project. Click.

'You're just making me more agitated than ever, especially since it's because of your negativity that I don't know what my next step would be!'

Star Project—General Discussion. Click.

She could hear her own voice of reason panting. It filled the silence between the voice and herself. She savored the time the voice stayed quiet, scanning through the thread titles as she awaited a response.

'.. I see.'

'?!'

'.. Have fun planning out your (otome) route choice then. I'm right behind you on whatever you'll do.'

'Wha- really?'

'Yes.'

Click.

An image of herself dancing in victory appeared in her mind, and in reality her lips pulled apart slightly to form a small smile. She silently resumed to reading the rest of the thread, content with the silence amongst the two voices in her head.

Then it spoke again.

'So how are you going to ask her out then?'

'..?!'

With that sudden realization, she opened a new tab, tossed on some music on her browser and threw herself onto her plush bed.

'I-I'm going to have to think about that.'

The blonde grabbed her pillow and turned over to her side, clinging to it like a koala.

'Very carefully.'

How problematic these feelings were.


a/n:

.it might be a nice read, and I might enjoy writing it, but when i cant serve it anymore

.i truly apologize.

.sincerely,

.dk