Season 1
"You can walk?" Jill asked as she was waiting for Harrison in his home. "What are you doing here?" he asked, his tone defensive. He clearly hadn't been expecting her.
"It looked like you had a rough day and I wanted to surprise you with dinner but you haven't answered my question," she said, prying into her boyfriend's miraculous moment.
Harrison shook his head, taking off his glasses, "I can only do it sometimes which is why I haven't made it public knowledge. I didn't want the team to get too optimistic in case it doesn't stick," he explained. Jill had no idea what a huge lie that had been in that moment. If only she could've seen the truth instead of celebrating with him that night.
"How could you do all these terrible things?" Jill asked Harrison as he sat in one of their jail cells.
"I've only done what I had to in order to go home," he defended his actions.
Jill shook her head, "Why even start a relationship with me if you never intended to stay in this time? Was it all a game for you? I gave you everything," she declared, her heart breaking at learning who he really was.
Harrison walked to the front of his cell, his hand on the glass reaching toward her, "I never meant to fall in love."
"You knew he could walk and you didn't think to say anything?" Eddie yelled as they all had just been played by Eobard Thawne.
"I believed what he told me. Why would I assume he wasn't even really who he said he was? I'm sorry guys but I promise you that I'm just as shocked," Jill lamented, "I thought he and I had a real future together."
Harrison's voice entered the room once more where they thought they'd trapped him, "You never had a real future with me and I'm sorry I misled you. To the rest of you, I want to go home and no one will get in my way."
Jill looked to Barry who seemed stunned. She didn't know what to do other than walk away and mourn alone. They were all mad but she didn't know any of his secrets other than the fact that he could walk.
"Do you ever do anything anyone tells you?" Harrison asked as he finished giving his press conference admitting his fault in the reactor accident.
"You mean when you told me not to come to the one thing that can actually use my expertise?" Jill asked giving him a stern look.
Harrison shook his head, "I don't need this to be spinned in any way. I just need to admit my involvement and you only see the good in me so you would have found some way to make me look good when I'm at complete fault."
She looked at him, her face tender, "It's my job as both your girlfriend and you PR specialist to see the best in you. It just means I'm damn good at my job. Don't leave me out again, got it?"
"If I take you to dinner, am I forgiven?" he asked, making a pouty face.
Jill leaned down kissed him quickly on the lips, "Yes."
"You aren't afraid of anyone are you?" he said with a laugh.
"Hartley has escaped!" Caitlin and Jill heard Cisco through comm system. "Caitlin, stay here," Jill said, panicked, "I have to find Harrison."
Jill raced through the halls of Star-Labs looking for Harrison and when she found him, he was on the floor holding himself up with his elbows. "Harrison, what happened? What if someone else had found you and realized you were able to walk this far?" she asked, dropping to her knees to help him.
Harrison sighed, his breathing labored by his position, "I thought I could help. I didn't care in the moment if anyone found out. My legs gave out as I explained. Will you get my chair?" he requested, looking embarrassed.
Jill nodded and got up to go find his chair. Once she had it, she pushed it back to him where she saw Hartley standing over him.
"Get away from him," Jill said, her tone dangerous.
Hartley looked in her direction, "I'm not going to hurt him today," he looked back at Harrison, "Tell me, am I still your guy?" With that, he disappeared through the halls.
Harrison sighed as he pushed himself up and climbed into his wheelchair. "You need to call Barry," she said as she walked away from him to check on the others.
"You must be crazy," she'd heard Joe yell, clearly frustrated about something.
Then she heard Barry, "It's our only choice. No one else can help her. We have to call a temporary truce."
Jill looked up to see Caitlin walking her way, "Do you have any injuries I need to look at?'" she asked her. Jill shook her head and when Caitlin tried to touch her she jumped up.
"Look," Barry began, "our fight needs to take the backseat to this situation." Caitlin agreed, "We should at least try. She won't let any of us get close to see if she's ok. She could have any number of injuries. She's been whispering his name in the corner."
Joe sighed as he gave Barry his blessing.
Jill remembered sliding back down as she'd been. She had no concept of time but she knew the moment Harrison had arrived or Eobard.
"What happened to her?" she heard him ask as he looked down to see her huddled in the corner.
Barry shook his head, "We don't really know. She was held captive by the Trickster and we don't know what he did with her but when he gave her back he said that he'd had 'fun' with her."
Eobard sighed, "What am I supposed to be able to do?" Caitlin spoke, "She's been crying for you. We believe she'll let you close enough to see if there's anything seriously wrong with her."
Eobard nodded as he walked over and crouched down in front of her, "Hey baby," he said softly, "I'm here. Can I see if you're hurt?" The whole group was so amazed by the tenderness he still had when Jill was involved.
Jill looked up and her eyes met his. She reached forward and he knew what she wanted. Eobard wrapped his arms around her and as he held her, he felt up and down her body for any sign of injury. He found nothing.
"It's all mental," he said, looking back to the group. Caitlin nodded, "We should sedate her then. She should be much calmer when she wakes up. That way we can get Eobard out of here."
Eobard lifted her up into his arms, "I never asked to come here. Sedation will not help her. I'll take her with me and when she's better I'll return her. Did you at least catch the son of a bitch?" he asked, clearly very upset that she'd gotten hurt the moment he had abandoned them because his true motivations were known.
Barry nodded, "He's locked up. Take good care of her," he said and with that Eobard flashed out of the room with Jill in his arms.
Season 2
Journal Entry - Jill
I never got over Harrison Wells, or Eobard Thawne, whatever you want to call him. For a fleeting moment, I thought I might be able to move on with Harry but I realized he was not from our Earth and he'd never stay forever. It would have been doomed from the very beginning.
So, I stuck around and helped Team Flash in any way I could, which was never as much as I wanted. We defeated the bad guy again, another speedster faster than Barry. Barry even went back in time to get help from Wells/Thawne but I couldn't go because I feared I may never come back.
I've grown even closer to Caitlin as we both lost the men we loved, even if mine was not the best person in the world. But we understand each other because of what we've lost and that's brought us closer.
Harry left once we saved his daughter and defeated Zoom as I'd predicted which caused a sense of relief at avoiding a possible romantic relationship, even though the chemistry was present. Once he was gone, I went back to helping Team Flash never really thinking of myself as a member.
I spend every day hoping, somehow, Wells will return. It would mean I'd have to leave the team because what he has done is unforgivable but it would be worth it to have him back.
Season 4
Jill sat in S.T.A.R Labs after Iris and Barry's wedding was crashed by Nazis. Everything had gone haywire but she could never have expected what would happen next. Felicity, Kara, and Iris were in another room but Jill had chosen to keep to herself.
She looked up and saw Oliver walking towards her, side by side, with the Reverse Flash. The sudden presence of Thawne, once again wearing Wells' face, caused her to slowly stand on her feet even though her knees were shaky.
Wells saw her and must have told Oliver he'd meet up with him because he made a beeline for Jill.
"Long time no see," he said, his voice the same as she'd remembered the last time she saw him before his face had changed.
She closed her eyes for a moment, opening them to make sure what she was seeing was real. She wanted to run into is arms but she knew better. "The Legends said you were gone for good," Jill finally spoke, her voice weaker then she'd wanted.
Wells shook his head, "I'll never really be gone but seeing you makes me glad I chose this face," he took a few steps closer to her, "I've missed you. I never really known what love felt like until you but I also know we don't have a future together."
Jill moved closer to him until they were mere inches apart, "I'd give all of this up to be with you," she confessed, wishing she could be stronger but she'd hoped for this moment for such a long time.
He closed the gap between them and cupped her cheek in his hand before he leaned forward to place his lips against hers. Jill felt a million emotions during their kiss, all of them making it harder to say goodbye, which she knew was coming.
He pulled back and looked tenderly down upon her, "Stay out of our way and safe. I don't want anything happening to you," he noticed the tears beginning to well up in her eyes, "No tears, baby, you'll see me again. Someday, we can have that future but now is not the time." He leaned in and kissed her once more before he motioned for her to hide.
Jill gave a simple nod as he left the room using his speed and she moved into a room deeper within the one she was in, feeling the heartbreak from three years earlier all over again.
