My name is Lucy, and this is my suicide book.

It all started when I joined the Fairytale guild. Natsu didn't even want me to join the guild and I knew it. He even told me that I needed to go away and leave him alone. Unfortunately, I didn't listen. My life was a lie. I made myself believe that I was wanted, because that's all that I ever wanted. My mother killed herself because she couldn't handle a child like me. At least that's what my father said. He even hated me. Everyone inmy life had said mean and hateful things to me. Im going to make a list to show how many said these things.

Natsu: Go to hell, that's where you belong

Grey: Go kill yourself or something. It would make everyone else happier

Erza: Your the biggest whore I've ever seen. I wouldn't be surprised if you had some sort of residence, like herpes, added, or even gonaria.

Makarov: I've never liked you! Ever! I would rather die than look at you another day! (He avoided me ever since he said that.)

Happy: You smell fishier than the fish I eat. I honestly think that you would be better off if you just left Fairytale all together, but of course that's your choice. I can only pray, wish, and dream.

Lokey: Go die! Go die! Go die! You are not wanted here and you will never be you stupid whore!

These are just a few of them. So after a while of those comments I came home and wrote this. I know that Fairytale probably isn't reading this, but just in case. I'm sorry for what I did I never meant to make anyone dislike me. I lay in my bath tub with a slit down both of my wrists. I hope the blood isn't much of a mess

YOU PEOPLE PROBABLY THINK "WELL THATS MESSED UP!" I HAVE TO SAY. I TOTALY AGREE, BUT HEY I GOT BORED SO I WROTE IT OUT OF PURE BORDUM. LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS AND READ MORE OF MY STUFF... SO HAVE A GREAT SUMMER ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ? ゚リᄚ