This is my first time actually creating something with a purpose of letting other people read. Please be nice. Oh, but please do Review and critique this. I want to improve. Also, I need help in some of the details. I'm not sure where this should take place. I don't want Hitsugaya Toshiro(HT) to be a shinigami. I want this to be in modern time but don't know what kind of position HT should be. It should be high. Any other suggestions are highly wanted too!
Sincerely, journeyHK826
I should know
I should know…
What it feels like to love, to hide it, and to savor it.
Her hair, so black and smooth…grown past her gently sloped shoulders
Her eyes deep as the ocean deep
Everything about her traps me
I wish to be free…from her?
No…that would only be more miserable for me.
I sit here. I wonder, smile, cry and get tired…of her.
Her hands are intertwined with…
Her dark colored eyes gazes at …with her smiles.
Her passive attitude is much more attractive
I wish to hold her. Capture her.
She is different
She can wear anything
Still, she grasps me in her small pale hands without even knowing
Even if-not her heart, I wish to steal her. One night would be enough.
Skin to skin.
Even time for a second with her would be fine…
This shouldn't be like this…
I had a chance. A chance I could hold her. Trap her into this world of never ending labyrinth. It's torture.
She can handle it. Her strong attitude and personality is what makes her so damn special.
I need her. I want her.
This is pointless. Is that…that better than him.
Were there any thoughts of him when she chose that…to stand next to her and to caress her?
Hope..i should not have any. Its something that is forbidden.
She asked me too. If I should take her or will. She asked me if I was JUST playing with her.
That was a knife stab for me. It was painful.
It wasn't like that…
Not anymore. When it was "then" it was idiocity that led me to her. But that "incident" is something that brought her to me.
I had her heart. Once…but its not enough.
My pain is empty because of her, and her new…person.
It's not her fault. I should not blame. I made her sad. In pain and in tears.
I saw her cry. I saw her tears falling, never ending tears. The hurt in her eyes… that pain I gave her.
It's ALL my fault. Not her me…
I should know…
