These will all be unconnected (unless of course otherwise stated) one shot song fics about BB and Rae. I might suggest that as you read you listen to the song since that is how I wrote these stories but it is not needed. Please leave comments if you like and if you see a grammatical error please let me know! Thank you and I hope you enjoy!

I do not own any of the songs nor do I own the Teen Titans.

Song: Forgive Me by Evanescence


Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you

She didn't know what was wrong with her, well she knew there were a lot of things but tonight she didn't know why she did this again. Really she wasn't even sure what words had done this, there were an awful lot of horrid things said, almost exclusively by her.

I heard the words come out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you

Raven saw his face contort, he shouted things back at her but mostly he took the brunt of her cruelty. His jaw was clenched and she could feel his mounting anger, in a few moments like many times before he would growl back at her smashing something or hitting the wall or once charging up to her, all the animals inside him were urging him to attack but she knew he would never hurt her. However every time she did this, every wretched word that came out of her mouth was like a dagger in her back, she hated hurting him.

Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken

Somehow today she went too far, and instead of Beast Boys anger building then exploding out she uttered something. Oh how she wished she could remember what, whatever it was it completely devastated him, he shut down. He didn't shout anymore and she couldn't feel his anger mounting any longer instead he simply looked at her, hard in her eyes as if he were looking for a reason why she would do this to him, and then walked out the door.

I'd give anything now

to kill those words for you

She would have happily jumped off the empire state building if she thought it could erase those words from him, if she could take it back, make his ears unheard what she said. But that could never happen.

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

Raven wept bitterly on the roof , she was a demon , an inhumane being, to be able to put someone she loved through all that pain. She cried out until her lungs burned and she could barely breathe, she knew he wouldn't leave her but dear lord did that mean she had to be such a bitch to him?

'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me

Raven and Beast Boy were life mates, or well rather her demon and the beast were life mates. They seemed made for each other but still they fought like this, no she corrected I start fights like this and then he has to join me in my anger. She wanted somehow to show him how wonderful her life had become since they had joined together. Everything had changed for her, someone cared where she was, why she was crying and whether or not she had eaten. Someone wanted to spend their days with her and even more surprisingly wanted to have her physically. He had made her the happiest she had ever been in her entire existence.

I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive

Raven rocked on the ledge of the tower looking down, it had been a week since they fought and she hadn't seen or heard Beast Boy, she couldn't handle life without him. Nothing would be worth it if he wasn't there with her. She needed him, it was as if she had crushed her own heart when she hurt him. It was hard to breathe and she couldn't focus, the world was swirling around her. She thought back to their life together all the smiles and arguing when they were young, then for some reason at about 18 they started to see similarities in each other and became close. Eventually so close that they gave themselves to the other. He was always so gentle with her like she was a porcelain doll. After that they were life mates and a couple years later married, all these years she tortured him and now she thought perhaps she should set him free.

So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

Beast Boy burst through the door on the roof to watch her teeter on the ledge, her eyes pleaded with him to let go and she mouthed "I'm sorry". Raven chastised herself for being such a coward, she wanted so much to give him better but even more than that she selfishly wanted to be with this man for the rest of her days. She looked at him, feeling his fear and sorrow and forgiveness.

And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you

She went to him, burying her face in his chest she cried the only words she managed to get out were "I'm sorry". He held her so relieved he gotten here in time, and he vowed to never again walk out on her like that no matter what happened. Because God knew how much he needed her and that she would never hurt him on purpose.