So father.

Yet another day devoted to you.

But I'm not going to call.

Not going to visit.

I'll just go on about my day just like any other.

I remember last year.

You had the nerve to call the next day wondering why I hadn't wished you a 'happy father's day.'

I didn't answer. I simply hung up the phone.

But why? You ask?

Because father,

Once you left that day, did you ever come back?

Everyday you live your life and I doubt you think of me,

So isn't it a fair trade?

I don't think of you.

Your as nonexistent to me as I was when my mother decided she didn't want you anymore.

Maybe you should've stopped fucking around huh?

I recall when I was two how you didn't show up.

It was Christmas,

You told me you were coming.

You never showed up.

I never asked for you again.

Yes, I remember that far back,

And yes, I was smart enough to realize even back then that you didn't care about me.

Today I saw my brother's dad come over.

Offered to take him to the movies.

He got excited and went to get dressed,

Then ditched him for his girlfriend.

My brother cried,

Hurt.

Because he cares.

You don't come around at all and I TRY to care.

Just because I'm SUPPOSE to.

But I don't.

I have no emotions dad.

Not anymore.

I was once caring…But that was destroyed…

By you…

And her…

So…

If you're looking for a happy father's day,

You won't get one.

Not from me.

Not now.

Not ever.


Yeah...

So...

This was just me ranting pretty much.

As you can see...

I find this day useless...

I don't know why i made it KH...

Or Riku but yeah,

Get used to this :)

-((release unknown emotions through a fanfic-

Sincerly

-Riku's wife