Hello everyone, my name is Fikle, and this is my first fan-fiction, I dont think its very good but hopefully you will enjoy it. please coment and tell me what you think. please and thank you.

Disclaimer: I do-not own twilight or any of its amazing charecters, i just make them leave a while so there loved ones can be killed or turned into vampires... enjoy!


Chapter .1. - Goodbyes

(Bpov)

"Don't worry Edward I'll be fine, Alice doesn't see anything bad happening and I will be extra cautious." I tried to make my voice sound upbeat and confident but I could hear the sadness leaking out. stupid emotions.

"Your right, its just...I hate leaving you... it makes me anxious and I cant concentrate on anything, I become practically useless" Edward was looking down at me with those eyes that made me want to agree with anything he said. cheater, he was dazzling me again, or at least trying but no matter how much I wanted him to stay I had no right to ask

I was laying back on my bed, Edward was leaning over me placing kisses all along my jaw line and on my neck, I felt chills run down my back but it wasn't because of the odd coldness of his body, no I was use to that by now, it was because he was touching me, no matter how much or how often I still got butterflies in my stomach and my heart would beat faster than a hummingbirds wings whenever he touched me

"I know exactly how you feel" I sounded out of breath when I spoke, probably because I was. Edward seemed to enjoy this, he chuckled before continuing to kiss me. But what I said was true, I always felt the same way, yes it may seem like im slightly obsessed seeing as if I don't see my Edward for longer than an hour I start to freak out, but hey I love him

"Bella" Edwards angelic voice broke through my thoughts and I looked back into his smoldering topaz eyes, he had stopped kissing me but his face was still so close to mine, his cool breath blew across my face when he spoke, its smelled so irresistible.

"Yes?"

"You must swear to me that you will not do anything reckless and for the love of me, don't get hurt I don't know what I would do if I came back and something happen to you."

"Don't worry Edward" it must have been the hundredth time this morning that I told him not to worry but he didn't seem to want to listen to me.

"I swear I wont do anything stupid, but I refuse to lock myself in my room until you get back, who knows how long this thing will take" with that I felt the sadness wash over me like a tidal wave, I wouldn't be seeing my angel for days, even though I refused to place blame a part of me cursed the Denali clan, there had been a problem a while back with some bad vampires and they were back with the intention of killing all of Tanya's family, I didn't know the details but I knew the Cullens were going to help, and as much I wanted Edward to stay, no matter how terrified I was that he would never come back I couldn't bring myself to be so selfish to take him away from a fight that could save the lives of good people, well vampires.

Edward leaned forward, his lips barley touching mine as he spoke, "I already miss you" his voice was calm but It sounded pained, like it was physically hurting him to leave, my heart sank, I slid my fingers threw his soft copper hair and pulled myself up, crushing our lips together, I knew I was starting to cross the line and was about to pull away when I felt the back of my head touch the pillow, Edward leaned down making our kiss last longer than usual, our lips moving together perfectly

I started to feel light headed but I didn't care, his kiss was so heavenly I prayed that it would never end, but like most things it did.

"Be quick, I don't think I can last to long without you, I mean what if I need to be saved?" Edward kissed the top of my head and I felt him shaking slightly with laughter

"I love you" I whispered for what felt like the last time, the feeling scared me, so to make the most out of this goodbye I pulled Edward close to me for one last passionate kiss before he all to soon pulled away, my favorite crooked smile planted on his face

"I'll be back as soon as I possible can. Be good my love" with that Edward sat up, I blinked and he was gone a part of me left with him.

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Here I was, laying on my bed in my now empty room at 8:00 in the morning on a Saturday already missing the love of my life,

"What am I going to do now?" I said in a low whisper talking to myself, all the Cullens were gone off to help fight which meant no spending my time with Alice shopping -not that it was my favorite thing to do, but it was better than nothing. Sometimes.- No cooking with or from Esme, I didn't even have the pleasure of having Emmett or Jasper around for company.

With a sigh I stoop up, might as well find something to do. So I grabbed my toiletries, an old pair of holey jeans and my favorite Def Lepard t-shirt. After my shower I walked, well more like sulked all the way into the kitchen and downed some cereal and orange juice without really tasting anything.

By the time I finished washing my dishes my mood had actually went even more downhill, which almost seemed impossible but it did, I grabbed the towel hanging on one of the cupboard doors and dried off my dishes, as I placed them in there rightful places I heard the phone ring behind me, I felt my heart jump, 'could it be him, no why would he call? But maybe, maybe he's just checking up on me, if so I can hear his voice! Oh please be my love, my angel Edward'. I nearly ran to the phone and hurt my head slightly when I slammed the receiver to my ear. Calm down bella, it hasn't even been two hours yet, it might not even be him, just breathe.

"Hello?" to my dismay my voice came out quiet and exasperated, rather than the happy and calm that I was shooting for

"Bella? You ok?" the voice on the other end of the line wasn't him, It wasn't my angel, I felt my heart sink but tried to pull myself out of my dazed misery, It may not be his voice but I should still be happy that it is a familiar and friendly voice

"Sure, sure, im fine, how are you doing Jake?" surprisingly I sounded somewhat human and not like an empty shell, odd that Jacob Black had that effect on me, almost like he had a power to make me feel better, even if it was only slight

I heard a small chuckle on the other end

"Sure, sure? I think you kinda stole that from me didn't you? Well im good, I just wanted to know if you would like to hang out is all, its been pretty boring here without you, think you can escape your possessive blood sucker boyfriends and come over to hang out with me?" Jacob's voice went from humor, to attempted pleading, to hate, and then back to humor. Odd that one person could go threw so many emotions in one sentence.

"Yeah what ever, and what did I say about calling the Cullens, especially Edward blood suckers? Its really annoying and rude Jake, not only that but you want me to see if I can escape my possessive vampire boyfriend so I can hang out with my persistent werewolf friend? Is that what you are asking me?" there was a bit of venom in my voice but I held a good tone, Jake could get relatively obnoxious when it came to Edward and his family but he was still a close friend of mine and I did very much enjoy his company

Jacob started laughing and I had to strain to make sense of his words

"Yeah I guess that is what im asking"

"Well I guess my answer is yes, besides the boyfriend in question has left with his family to help some old friends, so im really bored, want me to just come down there and we can find something to do?" I knew Jake well enough to expect the excitement that was going to coat his tone of voice in just a moment

"Really! How long is he going to be gone and... wait.. He left you all alone? What if something happens to you!"

"When did you start liking the idea of vampires protecting me and as I recall I haven't had a sadistic being hunting me with the intention to kill in what... months now? I don't think that I am in a lot of danger"

"I still don't like the idea of those blood suckers being the ones to watch you but there close and the fact is I do sleep a bit easier at night knowing that someone is watching over you, how bout you come stay at La push for a while, or at least until they get back?"

"Jacob black I am not staying down there for days on end, not only do I have to take care of Charlie but I need to keep the house clean, and what if Edward comes back early and im not here? Besides like I said im not in danger, but I will come to visit ok?" Great now Jacob is freaking out to, why is it that everyone thinks im in mortal danger? I mean I may bring about trouble but still its not like I'm going to die without either of them... right..