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Your girl again

I had begged Charles now for so long to change me. He didn't want me to be a monster like himself was his reason not to but in my eyes he wasn't a monster.

He was a man broken through centuries of being on his own and I loved him too much.

It was the only way I could see a happily ever after for us and Charles didn't seem to be the monster everybody showed vampires to be, so how difficult could it possibly be?

We were in his house at the Waverly Place when he said it.

He was giving in.

He, Charles Fitzpatrick a ca. 350 year old vampire was giving in.

Giving into changing me and he looked like he thought himself to be utterly selfish for that.

Charles walked through the living room until we were so close I could kiss him.

The silence was too loud on my ears as Charles searched my face looking for doubt I guess.

You're sure?"

Truth be told I wasn't.

I was scared and I didn't know what to say.

There hadn't been an oppurtunity for me to say goodbye to my parents, not with Charles being stubborn.

However my mom knew about my love and my decision and that helped a bit.

After all when I told her it had felt like a goodby already.

Yes."

I only hope that dad will understand , prayed that he wouldn't hate Charles for it.

It was my decision not his.

Charles seemed to understand.

I 'll say my goodbyes to them later."

There was no way I was backing out now.

First Charles kissed me on the lips.

As his lips travelled slowly over my cheek down to my neck I shivered and prayed that Charles wouldn't think it to be out of fear.

Now I was really scared but the knowledge that Charles would stop if I asked him to, gave me some comfort.

He opened his mouth and I could feel sharp , pointy fangs.

Charles had told me once that he lived on freshies when he had tried to scare me away.

I didn't mind then and I still don't but would I be ready for this if he would have drank from me?

It was the weirdest feeling I had ever felt.

I am talking about getting the life sucked out of you.

If I would do that just for my own, for immortality I would back out now.

But I am doing this for Charles.

I really can't just let him live alone for the rest of eternity.

He would be miserable and that would be plain mean.

After all Charles gets easily lonely.

I had to fight hard now to even think straight, the world blurred around me.

My last thoughts were 'I will see him again even if I have to stay in hell then' .

Then my mind slipped away.