Ok so this is just a one-shot. I just watched Eclipse and somehow this story just popped into my head...please review and tell me what you think :D

I feel like running away. I don't know what else to do. Everything seems to be crashing down and never stopping. Life is so unfair but does the people we love have to make it worse?

Where is that one person I can rely on?

Where is that one person I can pour my heart and soul?

Where is that one person I can lean on to find solace?

Where did that one person go?

Why did you have to leave right when I needed you?

Edward.

Why did you leave? Why did you let me pick up the broken pieces?

My heart has been shattered in so many little pieces that I don't even know which piece goes where. Heck! I don't even know how to glue it back together. I don't think that I'll ever be able to live now that you've left.

Edward.

I promise to want you until the day you come back. Because the day you come back I will love you so much, more than you think. If you come back.

There's an emptiness in my life now and wherever I look, everything is clouded by the darkness that you've left behind. My soul, which you protected so much has left when you left. So if you want to protect it come back. Come back and my soul will be saved.

Edward.

You were the reason I'm still alive. The moment I saw you, I knew that you were different. I dreamt that you would love me and protect me. I dreamt that you and I will live happily ever after. So why did you ruin my dream Edward?

Nothing is compared to the pain I'm feeling right now. The pain is indescribable.

...

Now as I face my inevitable fate, I knew that you would be ok. You're a vampire after all. And you left me to live on a normal human life. But part of that human life is death. You didn't know that I couldn't live without you. This is the only solution I have left. I don't know what else to do.

The knife is glaring at me as I positioned it over my heart. The sun warming it's blade. It feels like my body is welcoming the upcoming blow. Fast is the way to go. Fast, furious and quick. It'll all be over soon.

I striked. Falling towards the ground as I plunged the blade into my heart.

I could feel my heart contract away from the blade. I could feel the hole it has pierced. But funnily enough there was no pain.

'Bella, why?' I heard a familiar voice.

I looked up to see those beautiful golden eyes, looking straight into my eyes. Those eyes that were once filled with joy, love and adoration, are now filled with remorse, guilt, grief and hate.

'I knew you loved me!' I whispered.

'I never stopped!' he cried.

'My hallucinations are getting better and better!' I gasped.

I could feel my heart trying to pump the blade out of my body.

'This is real, Bella. I'm real,'he sobbed.

My angel was crying, tearless sobs. 'Why did you do it?'

'Because I love you!' I groaned.

I took another breath, then felt the emptiness that followed. No more pain. No more sorrow.

Goodbye my love, my life, my soul. Thank you for coming back.

I love you...

...

On the news...

'Today a body of an 18 year old was found in a meadow just south from the old diner. It was considered as suicide, seeing as there was a knife pierced through her heart. Police officials say that what's more curious were the ashes that surrounded the body. And the police say that they were ashes from a human that seemed to have been incinirated. Is this a tragic love story or a tragic accident?' said the reporter.

Edward POV

Bella I can never live in a world where you don't exist. I will love you forever and for all eternity. I love you.