Okay! A quick short story because I got bored! Enjoy! ... DISCLAIMER: I DONT OWN ANYTHING! And spoiler alert for anyone who has not finished KH 2 and slight spoiler for anyone who never played 358/2 days. Please no flames. Constructive criticism, however, is appreciated. First real fic ever. so yeah enjoy.
You're gone.. Just because I have no heart... Doesn't mean I can't feel the pain I felt when I saw you with him... I told myself for ten years that it was impossible. That with out the heart I once had, I could no longer feel these things towards you. I told myself it didn't matter, because I was not able to feel "love" or "sadness". Or even the "fear" of losing you forever. I've changed, I know. But can you really blame me? We didn't split from each other because we lost our hearts... We drifted because after that keyblade wielder came along, our plans no longer meant anything to you. I know how Roxas makes you feel... Like you have a heart. And I know he feels the same. You defend the puppet, the broken doll, because he cares about it. I asked you if you would rather have a real friendship, or some pretend one... you know that even though we were discussing the puppet and Number XIII, I meant me and Roxas... You couldn't even look me in the eye. How could I have lost you so quickly? I go to sleep at night and dream of Lea and Isa. The days when Isa loved Lea and Lea loved Isa back. The days when every thing made sense. I wake up and find Axel who no longer cares for me, Saix... When Number XIII leaves, you don't hesitate in trying to get him back. I hear you cry at night... Even without a heart, your capable of feeling, just as I am. All your tears are for your long-lost "friend" Roxas. My tears are for you, but you will never see them. I am strong and no one will ever see me cry... Until the day you went to help Sora... The Somebody of Roxas... You go, and I beg you to stay, just a little longer. But you refuse. The last you see of me is my tears. My final, dying thoughts wondering why we never got hearts as promised, and I had to die to realize that I never really needed one. I just needed you. Only you.
