I am Matthew Williams
No, I don't deserve a human name
I'm Canada
No, that's not right either
I am Nobody
no, that's still giving me a title
I betrayed my friends, family and everyone
Even my country.
I started WW VII
How I did?
It's hard to explain
so I'll show you
a hint of madness hung from the corner of my mouth, and even hiding behind the violet of my eyes. I was going mad; the sudden urge for power was something I couldn't ignore. I thought of all the nations that I could take over, start with the weaker ones then get to the prize. Russia, the largest nation in the world. Even though I'm already the second largest nation in the world, it didn't' give me enough power to stop my rising madness. I needed more power and only concerning other nations could stop that. I put my finger on the delicate land of Italy, I'll start there. Feliciano has always wanted me to visit his country for a few weeks "I'll kill him in his sleep" I told myself over and over again, hoping that it'll bring some sanity to my sudden and unwanted madness. I grabbed my phone and left Feliciano a message, saying that I was going to his house for a few weeks. I hung up the phone and grabbed my coat, it'll only take a few hours, and then I'll come home and plan my next attack...
I am not allowed to have a title
unable to see the end of my madness
I need help
but no one wants to give it to me
not even my family
they watch from the sidelines
as I'm tortured by my madness
Nobody wants it to stop
even I don't' want it to stop
maybe that's why I'm no longer a somebody
but I'm not a nobody either
because that would give me a title
I can't even call myself a human or nation
for that would be a title
something I don't deserve
I get off at the Italian airport and was instantly tackled by Feliciano, he kept saying how happy he is that I finally came. No sadness came over me as I thought about killing the innocent nation. It was land, a nation I could easily take over. Maybe doing this would stop my never ending madness, but I doubted that. I see no end in sight for this madness, maybe it's because I'm not looking for it. I feel Feliciano latch himself onto my arm as he pulled me towards Ludwig, who was standing by their car. I almost missed Feliciano saying how he lived with Ludwig now, and how much fun the four of them will have. I quickly ask him who else was coming. With a huge smile Feliciano simply said 'you'll see'. I wanted to kill him right then and there, but Ludwig was there, so were helpless human people. I told myself to wait, but patience wasn't something I was good at. It wasted my time, I had things I wanted to do. Like take over the world.
I'm no longer a nation
but I'm still alive
I'm not like Prussia
who still has a title
I'm constantly called something I don't recognize
It's always the same
They don't realize
that I've gone mad
with the never ending lust for power
I can't hide the madness from my face
but it'll be forever etched
behind the mystery
of my violet eyes
I got out of the car in front of Feliciano's house, it was huge and there was a familiar car in the driveway. I couldn't remember who it belong to, but I felt a sinking feeling in my stomach. I knew this wasn't going to end the way I wanted it to. I looked at Feliciano who is pulling my towards the door, his mouth was never shut as he talking about what was for lunch. He doesn't realize that this is the end for him. Italy will soon be mine, and then I'll move onto the next nation. My mind had already set itself on France, he wouldn't suspect a thing. It'll be easy as counting 1-2-3.
blood now coats my shaking hands
the body of my friend
is sitting at my feet
his eyes wide with permanent fear
A smile is pasted on my face
I don't hear the voices behind me
as I whip my face of blood
I didn't hear the gun
until it touched my head
I knew this is the end
just for them that is
I walked quietly down the carpeted hallway. My feet making little to no sound, as I stop outside his door. I quickly turned the handle, and opened the door. I peered inside, my hand touching the blade in my sweater pocket. Feliciano was sleep, Ludwig's arms wrapped around his waist. This was going to be difficult, I thought as I pulled out the blade. It was hard enough getting out of the bed I was sharing with Gilbert, the man I loved before the madness came. I stopped next to Feliciano, who was whimpering in his sleep. I felt a smile curl on my lips and I pressed the blade to his throat. I pressed it into his neck before quickly bringing the blade up. I was splashed with warm blood before I turned and ran. I grabbed my stuff that was outside the door, I could hear Ludwig waking up. He must have felt the blood. I ran to the front door just as Ludwig ran out of the room yelling. I'm pretty sure he saw me, since he yelled my name. I stopped and looked at him, blood still stained my face. I knew he saw my look of madness, by the look on his face. I quickly gave him the finger before running out of the house.
I could feel my power lust growing
Killing Italy didn't help
maybe it wasn't enough
should I kill Romano as well?
After all
I only kill half the nation
I should hunt down Romano
and kill him too
but my plan did have a flaw
Everyone was expecting me
I walked down the street, I had managed to get all the blood off me. I could hear sirens coming towards me, but I wasn't scared. I can now laugh in the face of death, since I've seen it several times. I watched the light fly past me, without a second glance. I reached behind me and put my hair in a ponytail, if Ludwig told them what happened. They would be looking for a guy, not someone who looks like a girl. I was expecting the worse, so I had already changed into the dress Francis gave me on my birthday. I looked around, I didn't know where I was, but I didn't care. The urge for more power was taking over me. I looked at my GPS; I was heading towards Lovino's house. I had always been lucky. I put the GPS into my pocket before fingering my blade; it was still stained with blood. I didn't feel like washing it right now. I would stab Romano with the blood of Italy.
I'm thankful for my madness
it gives me a reason to live
before I wanted to die
even when I was with Gilbert
Everyone was seen
I was shoved into a corner
when I was seen
It was always never me
Sometime I wish
that my brother had been my first target
he never expect that I'd hurt him
he thinks I'm weak and useless
so does everyone else
I'll prove them wrong
