A/N: My first fic in like a year I think... Anyway not the usual Yami/Yugi fic but a JADEN/SYRUS FIC! Yay! claps okay I'm done anyway this is a small drabble about how Jaden feels about himself and Syrus and how boring he is so it's a one-shot!

Disclaimer: I don't own GX...but if I did...nothing would change because we all know what Jaden and Syrus do late at night after homework lol

So here we go again. Another boring day at school, with boring lectures, about boring crap, about boring cards I know I'll never use. I yawn feeling sleepy. I lie my head down against my two folded hands. I let my brown mop of hair conceal my arms from view.

I close my boring brown eyes trying to drown out the sound of boring Dr. Crowler. My boring brown eyes are all I have. I wish I had Syrus' pretty gold-grayish eyes. They're so pretty when they sparkle. I sigh in my head, his eyes are pretty anytime. I smile thinking about his eyes. I wonder what it would be like if those eyes looked at me with love.

My boring brown mop of hair. It's such a typical color! My hair is the color of poo. Can you spell boring? Oh My God, but Syrus' hair is amazing. It's like God handed him a piece of the sky to put on his pretty little head. The way his hair moved against the wind is also amazing. And I wonder what it would be like to pet his pretty hair.

I sigh from my boring lips. They're not shiny like Syrus'. Syrus has perfect kissable lips. I lick my lips imagining what it would be like to kiss. Yeah, I wonder what it would be like to kiss Syrus. Just kiss him under the moonlight by the ocean. The waves splashing at out feet. The typical boring lifetime movie way.

I sigh once again. My ugly boring looks. I'm too chubby around the waist. I have over-weight women size hips. They make me look like a pregnant women. I wish I had Syrus' slender body. I like the way it moves gracefully as he walks. I wonder how his body would look if he danced for me. One of those really sexy dances you see girls do on TV. His body right by mine...I should stop before I have to go to the bathroom.

Everthing about me is boring! But Syrus is exciting, and having his as a friend is both an adventure and a fantasy. Too bad I can't really tell him how I feel. I wish I could. But I have lousy courage, and my boring feelings get in the way of my words. I. love. you. It's hard to say when you really do love someone, because I know how boring I am and how exciting he is. He wouldn't go for a guy like me.

A/N: Jaden really is insecure about himself!