A/N This a new Story it's a Bella and Jared story it's a little sad and fucked up in the beginning. I hope you guys enjoy it I've had this story stuck in my head for a while. It is a Leah and OC imprint so i will also do hers and the OC POV. That won't show up until later on in the story I hope you enjoy.

Ch 1 Watch me burn

BPOV

My name is Isabella Mari Swan I am 18 and I'm here laying in a white room looking up at Florissant light. Unable to move my body from the pain... Pain that's a funny word it can hold many meanings from physical to emotional. Right now I'm feeling most forms of pain a human can physical pain from my broken body and emotional from loss heart break and abandonment. I'm guessing you want to know why I'm in the hospital and feeling all of this well I'll tell you.

It all started 2days ago...

"Paul get your ass over here!" I yelled down stares me and my boyfriend Paul Meraz just moved in together We had been dating for almost e year. He was the love of my life and he wasn't effect but I know he loves me and that's all that maters... Right? We met when I went on a beach trip to First beach La Push I had just moved here from L.A California i lived there with my mother. She got married and i thought i would give her some space and I really wanted to see my dad me and my twin brother hadn't seen him since our mom took us away from him when we where 10.

Our dad was Chief Of La Push but he allowed his younger brother Billy to take the position instead. Well back to my story i was laying on the beach my caramel color skin soaking up the rare sun well i lay in my red bikini. I was enjoying the sun when a suddenly it was like someone blocked out the sun. "Ok whoever you are get the fuck out of the way your blocking the sun dipshit." I said not opening my eyes. I heard a sexy chuckle and I opened my eyes to see who was laughing at me. When i did i think i fell in love in that moment he was HOT. He looked about 6' nice build muscles but not overly bulky.

His long raven black hair and copper skin told me he was native along with his dark eyes and chiseled features. He caught me staring and smirked and laughed. "You know you can take a picture if you want." He said and i giggled blushing slightly. He moved out of the way of my sunlight and sat down next to me. "I'm Paul Meraz." he held out his hand as he introduced himself. I took his hand and shook it slightly " Bella.. Bella Swan." he looked at me and laughed "You mean the Chief daughter?" i nodded my head and smile. "You know as well as i do my dad isn't chief he let his brother take the role."

He nodded and after that the conversation flowed easily. We talked tell the sun began to set my brother shouted over to me i looked over at him he smiled "Hurry or no cookie dough ice cream for you.". Damn him he knew my weak spot I pulled a pen out of the beach bag i had by me and wrote down my number on Paul's hand i smiled at him apologetically. " Sorry i have to go give me a call some time." He smiled and nodded I picked up my stuff and ran to where my brother was.

Shortly after that me and Paul started dating. I found out he had a half brother apparently his mom was "lose" anyway. His favorite color is gray and he plays football it his Jr year in high school. He was sweet but he seemed to get angry when a guy would just look at me. It was a little hot and a little annoying. We where dating for 6 months now he asked me to move in with him i had just turned 18 and i said yes. It went downhill from there we began fighting about stupid things like bills and guys apparently looking at me and i was "enjoying" the attention according to him. He started to hit me he said it was because he loved me and wanted me to realize I was his and his only. I was snapped out of my flash back when Paul yelled my name. I looked up to see him smiling i smiled back and he walked over to me and kissed my cheek. "Just about how we met and the past year." he nodded and smiled looking me in the eyes i was happy... i made myself believe i was happy anyway. i sighed and shook my head "When will you be home tonight?" . He stood up and grabbed his coat "7pm ok babe I'll see you then for our anniversary dinner." I smiled and got up from the bed i was sitting on. "Ok babe have a nice day at work." He's been working over the summer since we are still Sr. in school he can't work during school really. He leaned down and kissed me as he walked down stairs and walked out the door. I started getting everything ready for tonight i made beef ravioli (homemade) and a salad. i set some candles for us and i plated the food.

I went upstairs t get ready i put on a small red dress i knew he would love i put my hair up and put it in soft curls that fell i put on light makeup. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. I slipped on my 4in hills and walked down stairs it was 7pm exactly and Paul walked in looking pissed off I sighed and knew this wasn't going to end well. "How was your day love i have dinner ready for us if you want to eat." He looked at me and growled yes GROWLED like an animal. He walked over to me and looked me over. "So why are you all dressed up you planning on going out and cheating on me you whore!" i looked at him confused and hurt i knew he remembered because we talked about it this morning. "No Paul i would never cheat one you it's our annavers...!" i didn't even have time to finish my sentence as i was struck so hard i flew back and i heard something crack. He hit me in the chest and i knew he broke some ribs. I got up as fast as i could and ran to our room.

Little did i know that was the biggest mistake i would ever make i closed and locked the door. I hid in a corner suddenly the door burst open and Paul was standing there shaking bad. he saw me and instantly walked over to me he punched me over and over again braking an arm leg my nose most my ribs but the thing that shocked me the most was when he exploded and a giant wolf stood there he lifted his claws and swiped them down my right side from my face down to my leg. and for the first time that night i screamed. I screamed from the pain i screamed from the hurt that the love of my life did this to me and i screamed for the monster he had become.

When i screamed something must have clicked i saw his eyes and i could see all the hurt pain and disgust in himself. he bolted out the door and down the stairs i heard a crash then nothing i lay there bleeding and crying. What did i do to disserve this what did i do to disserve to die like this. suddenly i smelt it... Smoke he must have knocked over a candle when he ran out. I panicked and tried to move but it was too late i couldn't walk or crawl even. I was going to burn alive before i bleed to death.

I sat there and waited for the fire to reach me it seemed like an eternity before i saw the flames licking t the walls of the room i was in. I closed my eyes I had managed to move myself on top of the bed but there was no phone near the bed i remembered he crushed it last week. So here i lay about to burn alive and i look out the window and see two glowing pair of eyes i recognized them instantly... Paul i heard sirens in the background and i smiled softly at Paul he might have done this to me but i loved him and i always will. I whispered "I love you Paul." before the flames engulfed my body i screamed and yelled as the flames licked at my skin i felt the pain but through my tears i saw i wasn't burning my skin licked my the flames but not burning. So i laid there screaming as the flames licked at my body i began to see spots maybe god was taking pity on me and was killing me i heard yelling right before i blacked out...

End of flashback

So here i was all bandaged up in a hospital in Seattle somewhere. I knew i wasn't burnt but i was scared apparently the official story was a bear got in the house and attacked me as he ran out he knocked over a candle. But i knew the truth Paul attacked me turned into a giant wolf and then ran away a fire started and he sat there and watched me burn... I can't stay here looking like this i cant live here anymore. I'm going to get away from here for a while. I think I'm going to go back to stay with my mother in L.A.

i was about to go back to sleep when i heard someone open the door to my room. I looked up and saw...

A/N i hope you like it i know i have other stories to worry about but most people don't ever review so ya PLEASE REVIEW and tell me if you want me to keep going. This chapter was based on the song I love the way you lie.