Hey guys, I've been thinking about writting a new story for a while now, so here it is, tell me what you think, if you haven't already checkout my other stories, well here goes hope you like.
I remember fragments of dreams I had long ago, dreams that recur every time I am unconscious. My dreams are the only place I can be somewhat peaceful, the dreams were so full of hope, it seems very ignorant to believe in such silly things as hope anymore.
I remember a young girl dancing in the golden sunshine; I like to imagine that i am her, in a beautiful meadow filled with wonderful flowers swaying delicately in the slight breeze, the dream always stops there and I awake surrounded in the darkness that consumes me.
I hear beeping and I know whats coming, I want to scream out. It's no use though as I can't make a noise, the pain shoots through my body like fire I can't escape it, I can't do anything to make this stop, the pain continues untill i black out.
When consciousness finds me again I sigh and contemplate the possibilities of what my life was like before this, did I have a life before this? I often wonder why i know so little about myself, I know my name; Bella, I know I live alone in a world of darkness and pain where I cannot move nor object to this torture, I don't know how long i have been here, why I am here, who I am, what I look like or when this torment will finally end.
My existance is repetitive when I wake I think about the possibilities of the light and the girl from my recurring dream, then comes the beeping and my need to scream which is followed by the excruciating pain and finally the plunge into mind numbing unconsciousness.
Only in my dreams have I seen colours other than the blackness that surrounds me here, heard the sweet laughter of a young child, smelled the scent given off by flowers in the summer and felt the happiness of freedom.
I hear the beeping again and before i know it i am swallowed into the numb world of slumber by the pain.
Thanks for reading! hope you enjoyed it! sorry for any gramatical errors :)xxx
