I want to cry

disclaimer: do not own the x-men

rogue's pov

I feel like I'm losing my mind

All these thoughts in my head

I feel lost

everyday is harder then the next

where do I belong in this world

I wish it would stop

all of these thoughts running in my head

I'm broken inside

I want to run away

I want to cry

I want it to stop

I want the thoughts to go away

the memories that aren't mine

I feel nothing with these thoughts

I am nothing

no one to ever love me

no one to ever care for me

if I could just hide

hide from these thoughts these memories

I go to dry my eyes

but I'm not crying

if only I could cry on the outside. .