Title: My Feelings In Song

Author: Leyna email me at totallyweird103@yahoo.com

Time Zone - After Dead Things

Rating: PG/PG13 I dunno. It just has a few cuss words here and there and a big smoochie.

Disclaimer - All songs belong to the singer/group. My first fic so please review!!!!! I love you all!!

Chapter 1:

Spike's POV

Ow. That was all that I could think of. She beat me up and left me there. But as always I forgive her. I will always forgive Buffy. I don't blame her for doing what she did. I am the reason why her life was living Hell. I've always wondered how her life would've been like if I had never come to this bloody town. It would've gone pretty damn well. I wouldn't blame her if she hates me right now. Her birthday's tomorrow. Knew she didn't invite me. She won't even talk to me. How am I going to let her know that I love her and that I forgive her? Hmm. God, thinking is hard! Wait, maybe if I can't talk to her and tell her how I feel, maybe she would. Yes!!!

Next Day - Buffy's Party - Summer's Home

Buffy, Dawn, Willow, Anya, Tara, Xander, Richard, and Sophie all sat on the sofa, watching Buffy open her presents. When she was finished with her last present, the doorbell rang. Buffy stood up to answer the door. Outside, a very nervous Spike stood, trying to keep his cool, slow his breathing (he ran all the way here), and not drop the small wrapped present in his fidgeting hands.

"Oh, it's you. What do you want?" Even though Buffy acted annoyed, inside she was very excited and relieved that Spike hadn't forgotten her birthday.

"I know, Slayer. You don't want me here but I can't just forget your birthday. Here, happy birthday." He shoved the present into her hands and walked away.

Buffy walked inside closing the door behind her. Her friends were waiting patiently inside.

"Gee, that was strange even for Spike." Buffy had no idea what went on just a few seconds ago

"What did the Captain Peroxide want this time." Xander was loving the fact that Buffy hadn't invited him to her birthday.

"Nothing, he just stood there and shoved this thing in my hands. Strange."

"Well, are you just going to stand there and stare at it? Open it." Dawn really wanted to know what kind of presents Spike gave on birthdays.

"Okay. um. look. It's a mixed CD. Um. a note. 'Buffy, if you won't talk to me. listen. My feelings in song. -Spike' Completely creepy." Though Buffy didn't show it, she really wanted to know what was on the CD. She walked over to the CD Player and waited for the CD to start.

Strange Relationship By Darren Hayes

Do you love me?

Or am I just another trip

In this strange relationship?

You push and pull me

Yeah

But I'm about to lose my mind

Is this just a waste of time?

Keep acting like you own me

I keep running

Watch me walking out the door

I here you behind me

Gimme that strange relationship

Never felt pleasure and pain like this

Something's so right

But it feels so terribly wrong

I keep holding on

Gimme that strange relationship

One of use gotta let go of this

I keep pushing and you keep holding on

I'm already gone

Do you love me?

Yeah

We break up and back together

And I swore to myself, never

Oh, how you do me

Yeah

You strip me of my honour

I don't think I'm gonna

Break free of these mon-games

All I'm try'n do is modify my plan

Cos I can't contain you

Gimme that Strange Relationship

Never felt pleasure and pain like this

Something's so right but it feel so terribly wrong

I keep holding on

Do you love me?

One of us gotta let go f this I keep pushing but you keep holding on

I'm already gone

You keep acting like you own me

I can't control me

You say you never really wanted me back

Well maybe that's a fact

May I suggest a brand new plan of attack

And in the fists of that you're hard to crack

I'm way of track

I want you back

I want you gone

Baby I'm scared of holding on

Do you love me?

Yeah

Or am I just another trip

In this strange relationship

Do you love me

Yeah?

Something's so write but I feels so terribly wrong

I keep holding on

Gimme that strange relationship

One of us gotta let go of this

I keep pushing and you keep holding on

I'm already gone

Do you love me

Yeah?

Something's so write but I feels so terribly wrong

I keep holding on

Gimme that strange relationship

One of us gotta let go of this

I keep pushing and you keep holding on

I'm already gone

Do you love me

Yeah?

Something's so write but it feels so terribly wrong

I keep holding on

Gimme that strange relationship

One of us gotta let go of this

I keep pushing and you keep holding on

I'm already gone

I'm already gone

I'm gone

Buffy waited for the next song to come on.

Angel From Above

By Azn Dreamerz

I'll give anything for love,

Just to be with you.

And girl I swear I'll never change,

The way you are.

Cause I will be there,

I will be there for you,

Forever more.

I wanna share my life,

It's only right that you be mine.

Cause you,

Are my angel from above girl

Angel from above.

And you,

Make the world go round with love girl

You are my angel from above.

Everytime I close my eyes,

I thank the lord that I've found you.

And girl I swear I'll never change,

Your my dream come true.

Cause I will be there,

I will be there for you,

forever more.

I wanna share my life,

It's only right that you be mine.

Cause you,

Are my angel from above girl

Angel from above.

And you,

Make the world go round with love girl,

You are my angel from above.

You're my angel girl,

You, are my angel from above girl,

Angel from above.

And you,

Make the world go round with love girl,

You are my angel from above.

You are my angel girl,

And you,

Make the world go round with love girl,

You are my angel from above.

And you,

Are my angel from above girl,

Angel from above.

And you,

Make the world go round with love girl,

You are my angel from above.

And you,

Are my angel from above girl,

Angel from above.

And You,

Make the world go round with love girl,

You are my angel from above.

And You,

Are my angel from above girl.

Tearin' Up My Heart By N' Sync

It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you

But when we are apart I feel it too

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

Baby I don't understand

Just why we can't be lovers

Things are gettin' out of hand

Tryin' too much but baby we can't win

Let it go

If you want me girl let me know

I am down on my knees

I can't take it anymore

It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you

But when we are apart I feel it too

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

Baby don't misunderstand

What I'm tryin' to tell ya

In the corner of my mind

Baby it feels like we're running out of time

Let it go

If you want me girl let me know

I am down on my knees I can't take it anymore It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you

But when we are apart I feel it too

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you Tearin' up my heart and soul

We're apart I feel it too

and no matter what I do I feel the pain

with or without you

Tearin' up my heart and soul

We're apart I feel it too

and no matter what I do I feel the pain

with or with out you

It's tearin up my heart when I'm with you

(Tearin' up my heart and soul)

But when we are apart I feel it too

(We're apart I feel it too)

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

And no matter what I do I feel the pain

With or without you

Buffy tried to hold in her emotions. She didn't wanna break down and cry right in front of her friends.

Spike's Crypt

Spike was roaming around the crypt. He was nervous as Hell. The questions 'What if she doesn't like it?' or 'What if she hates me after this?' kept running through his mind. He wasn't sure if this was a mistake or a good thing. She didn't look like she wanted to kill me when I came to her house. oh! Who was he kidding? If her looks could stake, he'd be a pile of ashes right now. "Uh! God, I'm such a wanker. A poof! That's who I am. Angel 2.0!!" Suddenly, he froze. He felt her. Spike knew it was her scent. He's smelt it many times before. As fast as it came, it was gone. Now, he couldn't smell her anymore. He rushed to the door to see if she was still there. He opened the door. Nothing was outside but on the ground in front of the door was a CD case. He picked it up and walked back inside. Inside the case, he found a mixed CD! 'SO my idea!' his mind thought playfully. A note sprung out when he opened the package. 'My feelings in song! - Buffy'. He put the CD in the newly stolen CD System. He waited for the first song to play.

Complicated By Avril Lavigne

Uh-huh,

Life's like this

Uh-huh, uh-huh

That's the way it is

'Cause life's like this

Uh-huh, uh-huh

That's the way it is

Chill out,

What you yellin' for?

Lay back, it's all been done before

And if you could only let it be

You will see

I like you the way you are When we're, driving in my car

And you're talking to me

One on one

But you become

Somebody else

'Round everyone else

Watchin' your back

Like you can't relax

You're tryin' to be cool

You look like a fool

To me

Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

I see the way you're

Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated

Life's like this, you

And you fall and you crawl

And you break and you take

What you get and you turn it into

Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it

No, no, no

You come over unannounced

Dressed up like you're something else

Where you are and

Where you sat, you see

You're making me

Laugh out

When you strike a pose

Take off all your preppy clothes

You know

You're not fooling anyone

When you become

Somebody else

'Round everyone else

Watchin' your back

Like you can't relax

Tryin' to be cool

You look like a fool

To me Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're

Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated

Life's like this, you

And you fall and you crawl

And you break and you take

What you get and you turn it into

Honesty Promise me

I'm never gonna find you fake it

No, no, no...

Chill out,

What you yellin' for?

Lay back, it's all been done before

And if you could let it be

You will see

Somebody else

'Round everyone else

You're watchin' your back

Like you can't relax

You're tryin' to be cool

You look like a fool

To me, to me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

I see the way you're

Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated

Life's like this, you

And you fall and you crawl

And you break and you take

What you get and you turn it into

Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it

No, no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

I see the way you're

Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated

Life's like this, you

And you fall and you crawl

And you break and you take

What you get and you turn it into

Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it

It's My Life By Bon Jovi

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted

No silent prayer for the faith-departed I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice

When I shout it out loud

It's my life

It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just wanna live while I'm alive

It's my life This is for the ones who stood their ground

For Tommy and Gina who never backed down Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake

Luck ain't even lucky

Got to make your own breaks

It's my life

And it's now or never

'Cause I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

'Cause it's my life!

Don't Go Knock On My Door By Britney Spears

Don't go knock on my door Don't go knock on my door

Time is up

No more cheat n' lie

No more tears to dry

You and I, we're like so "bye-bye"

Finally

I am over you

Totally unblue

And I can hear myself saying

I am better off without you

Stronger than ever and I.I'm tellin' you now

Don't go knockin' on my door

Gotta stay away for sure

You say you miss me like crazy now

But I ain't buyin' that

You better get off my back

Don't go knockin' on my door

I can see

It's no mystery

It's so clear to me

What we had is all history

It's OK

I can sleep at night

It will be alright

I can hear myself saying

I am better off without you

Stronger than ever and I.I'm tellin' you now

Don't go knockin' on my door

Gotta stay away for sure

You say you miss me like crazy now

But I ain't buyin' that

You better get off my back Don't go knockin' on my door

Gotta stay away for sure

You say you miss me like crazy, now

But I ain't buying that

You better get off my back

Don't go knockin' on my door

Don't go knockin' on my door Don't go knockin' on my door Door! Do what you want As long as you don't come back! Don't go knockin' on my door

Gotta stay away for sure

But I ain't buyin' that

You better get off my back

Don't go knockin' on my door Gotta stay away for sure You say you miss me like crazy now But I ain't buying that You better get off my back Don't go knockin' on my door Gotta stay away for sure You say you miss me like crazy now But I ain't buying that You better get off my back

The song ended in a very angry note. Buffy's voice suddenly came on very upset.

"Spike! Stay away from me. If you haven't heard, I'm with Richard now. He is perfect for me and he is so much better that you."

She hates him. He knew it. He felt the tears start welling up in his eyes.

Buffy's House

There, she did it. She gave him the CD. 'That'll show him not to mess with my anymore!' That didn't sound as convincing to her even in her mind. Ok, she secretly wanted him to do something in return. 'You love him' her Buffy side said. 'He's a vampire!" her slayer side answered. DING DONG! Oh the door. Thank God that stopped the two sides from arguing. When she opened the door, no one was there but she wasn't really surprised. She looked down and spotted the package she was hoping to see. Buffy quickly popped the CD in the player and listened intently.

I Swear By All 4 One

i swear by the the moon

and the stars in the sky

and i swear like the

shadow that's by your side

i see the questions in your eyes

i know what's waiting on your mind

you can be sure i know my part

'cause i stand beside you through the years

you'll only cry those happy tears

and though i make mistakes

i'll never break your heart

and i swear by the moon

and the stars in the sky i'll be there

i swear like the shadow that's by your side

i'll be there for better or worse

till death do us part

i'll love you with every beat of my heart

and i swear

i'll give you every thing i can

i'll build your dreams with these two hands

we'll hang some memories on the wall

and when (and when) just the two of us are there you won't have to ask if i still care

'cause as the time changes the page

my love won't ever age at all

and i swear (i swear) by the moon

and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)

i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side

i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse

till death do us part i'll love you

with every single beat of my heart and i swear

and i swear (i swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)

i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side

i'll be there (i'll be there)

for better or worse (better or worse)

till death do us part i'll love you with every single beat of my heart

i swear i swear i swear

Loved By Grace By Lara Fabian

I remember the rain on the roof that morning

And all the things that I wanted to say

The angry words

That came from nowhere without warning

That stole the moment and sent me away

And you standing there at the doorway crying

And me wondering if I'd ever be back

I said I didn't come here to leave you

I didn't come here to lose

I didn't come here believing

I would ever be away from you

I didn't come here to find out

There's a weakness in my faith

I was brought here by the power of love (love)

Love by grace

Mmm.

And I remember the road just went on forever

Just couldn't seem to turn that car around

Till in the distance like a long lost treasure

A phone booth that just could not be found

And you standing there at the doorway waiting And the moment when we laid back down

I said I didn't come here to leave you

I didn't come here to lose

I didn't come here believing

I would ever be away from you

I didn't come here to find out

There's a weakness in my faith

I was brought here by the power of love. That was just a moment in time

And one we'll never forget

One we can leave behind

Cause when there was doubt

You'll remember I said

I didn't come here believing

I would ever be away from you

I didn't come here to find out

There's a weakness in my faith, yeah

I was brought here by the power of love

I was brought here by the power of love.

Love by grace

Mmm.la-la-la-la, love by grace

It Makes Me Ill By N' Sync

I was hanging with the fellas

Saw you with your new boyfriend, it made me jealous

I was hoping that I'd never see you with him

But it's all good, 'cause I'm glad that I met him

Heh

'Cause now I know the competition's very slim to none

And I can tell by looking that he's not the one

He's not the type you said you liked

His style is whack, clothes are bad

Come on, girl, let him go

I want you back Call me a hater, if you want to

But I only hate on him 'cause I want you

Say I'm trippin' if you feel like

But you without me ain't right

You can say I'm crazy, if you want to

That's true-- I'm crazy 'bout you

You could say I'm breakin' down inside

'Cause I can't see you with another guy

It makes me ill

To see you give

Love and attention at his will

And you can't imagine how it makes me feel

To see you with him

Oh, it makes me ill

To see you give

Love and attention at his will

And you can't imagine how it makes me feel

To see you with him Girl I know that we broke up

But that doesn't mean you should give the cold shoulder

'Cause you know that I truly do adore ya

And that other guy can't do nothin' for ya

Uh

See I can tell that you don't really love that guy

But there's no need for you to go and waste your time

I think you know I love ya more

Girl you gotta let him go

I want you so just give him the door Call me a hater, if you want to

But I only hate on him 'cause I want you

You can say I'm trippin' if you feel like But you without me ain't right

You can say I'm crazy, if you want to

That's true-- I'm crazy 'bout you

You could say I'm breakin' down inside

'Cause I can't see you with another guy

It makes me ill

To see you give

Love and attention at his will

And you can't imagine how it makes me feel

To see you with him

Oh, it makes me ill

To see you give

Love and attention at his will

And you can't imagine how it makes me feel

To see you with him

Ohhhhhhhh

It makes me ill cause you used to be my girl

Used to be (my girl) Used to be my girl yeahhh

It makes me ill (oooo) cause you used to be my girl (c'mon)

My girl

So baby come back to me (baaaaaby)

It makes me ill

To see you give

Love and attention at his will (at his willll)

And you can't imagine how it makes me feel

To see you with him (when I see you with him)

Oh, it makes me ill (baby I'm jealous)

To see you give

Love and attention at his will (at his will)

And you can't imagine how it makes me feel

To see you with him

Oh it makes me ill

To see you give

Love and attention at his will

And you can't imagine how it makes me feel

To see you with him (you can't imagine how it makes me feel)

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Walking Away

By Craig David I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done

Sometimes you feel there is no fun, that's why you turn and run

But now I truly realise, some people don't want to compromise

Well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies and

Well I don't want to live my life, too many sleepless nights

Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away

Well I'm so tired baby

Things you say, you're driving me away

Whispers in the powder room baby, don't listen to the games they play

Girl I thought you'd realise, I'm not like them other guys

Cos I saw them with my own eyes, you should have been more wise, and

I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights

Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away

Maybe it was a little too harsh telling him that she was dating Richard. 'Total lie! Dating Richard my butt.' Buffy told herself. She didn't know what was happening to her but she was starting to fall in love with Spike. How can something so right, be so wrong? 'It's not wrong! You're just afraid of what your friends are going to say.' But that wasn't her only fear. 'What if he leaves me?' She didn't know why she'd even have that doubt. He has made it completely clear to her that he was the long-haul kinda guy. 'Maybe we could work out and I could be happy with him. He does love me. I have to do something quick before he has enough of the crap that I'm throwing at him.'

Spike's Crypt

Spike's just sitting in his armchair waiting for his slayer to come and tell him not to leave. 'Oh, who am I kidding. She's not coming. I should just leave. It'll be for her best.' Spike stood up. He started going through his stuff looking for things that was valuable enough to take with him. At the end of the cleaning, he ended up packing his clothes and his pictures of Buffy. As he was heading up to his upper level, he heard a small knock at the door. Wondering who would come to see him, he opened the door to see no one. Spike looked around until his really sexy eyes caught a little glint on his doorstep. He smiled a small smile as he bent down to retrieve the CD. 'Maybe today wasn't a total waste at all,' his William side said. 'Whatever! She probably sent you a disc to tell you that you are a piece of nothing.' Spike ignored his demon as he put the disc into the CD player.

Crazy By K-Ci and Jo-Jo

See

Baby I apologize

For all the things

That I've done, that I've done

See I know that I've been a fool

For far too long

Baby you don't have to Go and run away

Just come back to papa

Please baby, baby won't you stay

If you really love me

Then why are you leavin' me?

I can't think

Think about this crazy day

I lose sleep

Just to daydream about you baby

I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy

Just thinkin' about you lately

I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you baby

I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy

Thinkin' about you lately

I'm goin' crazy, crazy

And I can't touch you

Crazy, crazy And I can't hold you Crazy, crazy

And I can't see you again

Said I'm goin' crazy

Baby, baby, baby, baby

Said I'm goin' crazy

I finally realize

That you are my true love

And I had a lot of time to think

And you're all I seem

To keep think, to keep thinkin' of, yeah And now I know I need ya

Each and every day I can't live without ya

So don't run away

Baby you said that you love me

So why are you leavin' me?

Why, why, why, why?

I can't think

Think about this crazy day

I lose sleep

Just to daydream about you baby

I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you lately

I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you baby

I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy

Thinkin' about you lately

I'm goin' crazy, crazy

And I can't touch you

Crazy, crazy

And I can't hold you Crazy, crazy

And I can't see you again

Said I'm goin' crazy

Baby, baby, baby, baby

Said I'm goin' crazy

If I can't see you, I can't see you

If I can't see you, if I can't see you

If I can't see you, if I can't see you again

Then I would go

If I can't see you, I'd go crazy

Color Everywhere By Youth Asylum

Use to seeing black and white

Never any in between

Waiting all the love of my life

To come into my dreams

Everything is shades of gray

Never any blues or green Needing someone else to turn to

Someone who could help me learn and see

All the beauty that was waiting for me

You, you put the blue back in the sky

You put the rainbow in my eyes

A silver lining in my prayer

And now there's color everywhere

You put the red back in the rose

Just when I needed it the most

You came along to show you care

And there's color everywhere, everywhere

My life is so protect and bold

Never in a mystery

But ever since you shine the light

All of that history and now I have a hand to hold

All the reasons to believe, yes.

If someone in my life was worth living for

I was hanging around just wishing all is done

To put the happiness back in my heart

And you, you put the blue back in the sky

You put the rainbow in my eyes A silver lining in my prayer

And now there's color everywhere

You put the red back in the rose

Just when I needed it the most

You came along to show you care

And now there's color everywhere

A silver lining in my prayer

And now there's color everywhere

Left those hazy days behind me

Never to return again

Now they're just a faded memory

ohh.ohh..

Cuz baby its all so clear to see

The beauty that is waiting there for me

You, you put the blue back in the sky

You put the rainbow in my eyes

A silver lining in my prayer

And now there's color everywhere

You put the red back in the rose Just when I needed it the most

You came along to show me you care

And now there's color everywhere

A silver lining in my prayer

And now there's color everywhere

You came along to show me you care

And now there's color everywhere

Now I have a hand to hold

And a reason to believe

Heaven By DJ Sammy f/ Yanou

Oh, thinking about our younger years There was only you and me We were young and wild and free Now, nothing can take you away from me We've been down that road before But, that's over now You keep coming back for more Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven Oh, once in your life you find someone He will turn your world around Pick you up when you're feeling down Now nothing can change what you mean to me There's a lot that I can say But just hold me now Cause our love will light the way Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven I've been waiting for someone Someday to arrive Love to come along Now our dreams are coming true Through the good times and the bad I'll be standing there by you Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven

ILuvYou

You're my honey-bunch, sugar-plum Pumpy-Umpy-Umpkin You're my sweety-pie You're my cuppy-cake, gumdrop, snoogupy-spukum-snore The apple of my eye I love you!! --~Kiss~--

Spikey sat there, astonished!! Then he turned angry. What kind of a game is she playing now?? 'Maybe she meant it.' We'll just have to see.

Buffy's House

God!!! What was taking him so long!!!!!!!! He didn't leave yet cuz she could sense him on the other side of the door and she saw him picking up the CD. 'What if he didn't believe me??? Oh my gosh!!! I have to go!! NOW!' As Buffy picked up her jacket, the doorbell rang. She ran as fast as she could to see if it was him. She looked down to find the CD. Her smile widened to find that it was from him so she hurriedly put the CD in the player.

Prince You've Charmed

By Youngstown

I've heard time and time again, how all things fall apart,

How nothing lasts forever, well they're wrong

'Cause through the thick and thin and the nights that seemed so long,

You were there without a worry you stood strong

You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,

I'll keep you safe and warm

And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'

'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed

It seems so long ago, when my world was upside down

When my life was filled with tears and the skies were gray

But then you came around

I never felt love so profound

I never knew that happiness could feel this way

You've got the key baby

You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,

I'll keep you safe and warm

And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin' 'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,

I'll keep you safe and warm

And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'

'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed

I'll shout it out to the heavens,

Thank God for your love

All the things you do

You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,

I'll keep you safe and warm

And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'

'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed

You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,

I'll keep you safe and warm

And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'

'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed

You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,

I'll keep you safe and warm

And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'

'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed

True to Your Heart

By 98 Degrees f/ Stevie Wonder

Baby, I knew at once that

you were meant for me

Deep in my soul I know

that I'm your destiny

Though you're unsure

Why fight the tide

Don't think so much

Let your heart decide

Baby, I see your future

and it's tied to mine

I look in your eyes and see

you searching for a sign

But you'll never fall

Till you let go

Don't be so scared

Of what you don't know

True to you heart

You must be true

to your heart

That's when the

heavens will part

And baby, shower you

with my love

Open your eyes

Your heart can tell

you no lies

And when you're true

to your heart

I know it's gonna lead

you straight to me

(Got to be true

To your heart)

Someone you know is on

your side, can set you free

I can do that for you if

you believe in me

Why second-guess

What feels so right

Just trust your heart

And you'll see the light

True to you heart

You must be true

to your heart

That's when the

heavens will part

And baby, shower you

with my love

Open your eyes

Your heart can tell

you no lies

And when you're true

to your heart

I know it's gonna lead

you straight to me

(Ya know it's true)

Your heart knows

what's good for you

(Good for you)

Let your heart show

you the way

(Ya know it's true)

It'll see you through

(Got to be true

To your heart)

Girl, my heart is driving

me to where you are

Well, you can take both hands off

the wheel and still get far

Be swept away

Enjoy the ride

You won't get lost

With your heart to guide you

True to you heart

You must be true

to your heart

That's when the

heavens will part

And baby, shower you

with my love

Open your eyes

Your heart can tell you no lies

And when you're true

to your heart

I know it's gonna lead

you straight to me

True to you heart

You must be true

to your heart

That's when the

heavens will part

And baby, shower you

with my love

Open your eyes

Your heart will tell you no lies

And when it's true

to your heart

I know it's gonna lead

you straight to me

(Got to be true

To your heart)

When things are getting' crazy

And you don't know

where to start

Keep on believin', baby

Just be true to your heart

When all the world

around you

It seems to fall apart

Keep on believin', baby

Just be true to your heart

This I Promise You By N' Sync

Ooh, ooh

When the visions around you

Bring tears to your eyes

And all that surrounds you

Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength

I'll give you hope

Keeping your faith when it's gone

The one you should call

When standing here all alone

And I will take you in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Until the day my life is through

This I promise you

This I promise you

I've loved you forever

In lifetimes before

And I promise you never

Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow

Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes each loving day And know this feeling won't go away

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

This I promise you

Over and over I thought

When I hear you call

Without you in my life baby

I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Until the day my life is through

This I promise you

This I promise you Just close your eyes each loving day

And know this feeling won't go away

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

This I promise you

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Ooh I promise you

Born to Make You Happy By Britney Spears

Ohh my love

ohh yeaa

ohh yeaa I'm sitting here alone up in my room

and thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)

I'm looking at a picture in my hand

trying my best to understand

I really wanna know what we did wrong

with the love that felt so strong

if only you were here tonight

I know that we could make it right I don't know how to live without your love

I was born to make you happy

cuz your the only one within my heart

I was born to make you happy

always and forever you and me

thats the way our life should be

I don't know how to live without your love

I was born to make you happy I know I've been a fool since you've been gone

I'd rather give it up then carry on (oh my love)

cuz livin' in a dream of you and me

is not the way my life should be

I don't wanna cry a tear for you

so forgive me if I do

if only you were here tonight

I know that we could make it right I don't know how to live without your love

I was born to make you happy

cuz your the only one within my heart

always and forever you and me

thats the way our life should be

I don't know how to live without your love

I was born to make you happy Oh yeah Oh yeah I'd do anything

I'd give you my world

I'd wait forever to be your girl

just call out my name (just call out my name)

I will be there (and I will be there)

just to show you how much I care I was born to make you happy I dont know how to live without your love

I was born to make you happy

cuz your the only one within my heart

I was born to make you happy

always and forever you and me

thats the way our life should be

I don't know how to live without your love

I was born to make you happy I was born to make you happy always and forever you and me

thats the way our life should be

I don't know how to live without your love

I was born to make you happy

"Hey Buffy, why the happy face?" Dawn asked as she walked into the living room.

"I, my sister, am in love with the awesomist guy in the ENTIRE world!!!!" Buffy exclaimed. Smiling from ear to ear.

"You're in love?? Buffy, that's great. So.who's the lucky guy? Do I know him? Is he hot? Have you guys.you know.done THAT? Does he love you back?" Dawn wanted to know everything.

"Yes, thanks, Spike, yes, yes, none of your business, and yes!!! He loves me and I love him!!! I am so happy!!!" Buffy just couldn't seem to stop smiling. This is the happiest she's been since she's been back.

"Woah. Hold up. Did you say SPIKE??!! You guys are together now??? Oh my gosh!!!!!! You two look SO cute together. When he comes over, tell me to buy extra film. I'm taking tons of pictures of you guys and making a whole book with your pictures!!" Dawn was ecstatic!! Her sister was finally happy!!!

"Come on!! Let's go see the handsomest guy ever!!!! Wanna come with, Dawny?"

"Totally!!! Just let me see if I still have film in my camera." Dawn ran up the stairs and came back faster than you can say 'Spikey is so hot.'

"Let's go."

Buffy practically skipped the entire way to Spike's crypt. She stopped in front of the door, nervously. 'Breath, Buffy. Breath. You know he already loves you.'

"Hurry up!!!" Dawn yelled, rolling her eyes.

Buffy opened the door quietly.

"Spike?"

Silence

"Spike?" Buffy said a little louder.

"Buffy?" Spike smiled largely as he saw his slayer standing at the door with her kid sister behind her.

"Spikey Baby, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Buffy ran into Spike's arms and kissed him fully on the lips forgetting that Dawn was in the room. Dawn smiled lovingly at the display of love in front of her, then quickly stood up to snap away pictures with her camera. Spike pulled away first, letting Buffy breathe.

"So it's true? Not some game you're playing, right?" Spike asked fearing her answer.

"No game. Spike, I am really sorry about how I've treated you in like the entire time that I've known you. I have never realized how much you are meant for me. You always know when I'm sad, mad or any other kind of emotion. You know me better than I know myself. I also know everything about you. That's one of the things that I love about you. You wear your heart on your sleeves. You are willing to take the chance of getting hurt. Unlike you, I am a coward. After I came back, I put a wall around myself so that people wouldn't be able to get in. You were the only one who could break that wall and connect with me. You are everything I want in a man. I've always loved you. I just didn't want to take the chance of being alone again. You have made me see that not all demons are evil and that you would rather die than see me hurt. You are my equal. Spike, you are my soul mate and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you."

All of a sudden, Spike let out a feral growl. He clutched his undead heart as he fell to the floor in immense pain. Buffy didn't know what to do. She stayed by his side, calling his name out trying to make him stop hurting. Then Spike stopped moving. His eyes shot open and he was choking, trying to breathe in as much air as possible. When he finally calmed down, he looked at Buffy in amazement.

"Buffy. I'm alive."

Buffy sat there starring at him. She quietly stood up and walked over to him. She kneeled down in front of him and put her ear to his chest. -- ~Thump Thump Thump~-- Spike had a heartbeat! Her hand went to his cheek to feel the warmth there. Buffy looked up at Spike, a wide smile forming on her face.

"You're human." She said as she lowered her head to kiss him.

Meanwhile, Dawn sat there starring at the two humans. She had read this somewhere before. In a book or on the Internet. Then, BINGO!!

"Buffy, I read this book at the Magic Box about the history and facts about vampires. It said that if a Slayer was truly in love with a vampire and had this tight bond with the vamp, then eventually, the vamp will turn human after the Slayer tells the vamp that she loved him. The catch is the only way the vamp can turn human is if the feeling was mutual. So your love for Spike and Spike's love for you has turned Spike into a living person."

Buffy turned to Spike. They stared into each others eye unblinkingly for a few seconds before Spike reached over and caught Buffy in a tight embrace.

"I love you so much, Baby. I'll never leave you."

"I know you won't. I love you, Spike."

"Okay. Can you two shut up and pose for a picture here?"

The couple turned and held each other tightly. Dawn had never seen a look of such pure happiness until now. She knew that the future will be a wonderful time. They will be one small happy family. Together.

The End