Just a little one-shot I wrote while I was bored
Just a little one-shot I wrote while I was bored. Edward witnesses something that may change his opinion of things for the better. I don't own anything; Stephanie Meyer is the amazing person who gets all the credit.
A Changing of the Mind
EPOV
As I finished hunting with Emmett and Jasper I told them I'd see them later and headed over to my Bella's house. My Bella… just her name brought a smile to my face, I loved her with every fiber of my being. I wanted to prove to her, just how much I loved her, but I couldn't for so many reasons. Mainly I was scared, I could never bear it if I hurt my beautiful Bella. Also I didn't know if I could pleasure her the way she does me, just by loving me. That may have been the true reason for me not giving into her demands, but what I told myself was that she was just to young, she didn't know what she really wanted, she wasn't really ready. Of course I knew that wasn't the truth, but it was easier than admitting to myself I was scared.
As I neared her house I slowed slightly, recognizing a new scent. It seemed familiar, but more concentrated then usual. Scaling the wall I entered Bella's room silently incase she was asleep. She wasn't, far from it.
The sight that greeted me when I entered the room was unexpected to say the least. My beautiful innocent Bella lay on the bed in the dark, not wearing anything. My breathing stopped completely as I gazed at her glorious body, shining in the moonlight. Slowly her hands began to move, caressing her breast and stomach as she made her way down her body. Her soft warm hands moved slowly all over her body, her eyes closed, her breathing get faster with every movement. I felt my self harden slightly watching her. I knew I should leave, I wasn't supposed to see this, but I couldn't move in my life depended on it. As one small hand finally came to rest on her core she sighed, whispering my name softly. At first I thought she saw me and panicked, then realization set in. My beautiful Bella was pleasuring herself, while thinking of me. Oh Shit! I felt myself harden considerably at the thought. My name being moaned slightly louder brought me back to my senses. As her hand moved her heartbeat and breathing increased ten-fold. I wanted her so bad. I almost went over to her bed and took her then, but managed to hold my self back. Her hand began moving faster, her other hand squeezing her breast, playing with her hard nipple. My eyes went wide as my innocent Bella nearly screamed my name as her orgasm rocked her. I was filled with a hunger so much stronger than bloodlust. I had to have Bella, and I had to have her soon. But the old fears filled me twice as strong, what if I didn't meet her expectations?
Silent sobs brought my attention to the gorgeous body now curled up on the bed facing away from me. My angel was hurting and I didn't know what I could do. "Edward I want you so much, please, just…" I heard her mumble before a great sob wracked her body again. Unable to see my angel in pain any longer, but unable to comfort her in my current state I snuck quickly back out of the window. I hated myself for hurting my angel, which was exactly why I wasn't giving to her wants, yet I was still causing her pain. I really was a monster. Tomorrow, I decided, tomorrow I would prove to my angel just how much I loved her. Tomorrow I would face my fears and make my angel happy. Tomorrow I would make her scream my name.
I've never written anything lemony before, but I hope it was ok, let me know! I may doing a sequel one-shot called Tomorrow if I get a good number of reviews, let me know if I should : )
