If Tomorrow Never Comes...

This is a Fanfic for Oct., which is Brest Cancer Awareness month, told from Ziva's POV. A little history of the inspiration for this fanfic: I lost a very dear friend and cousin of mine to breast cancer 2 years ago. Thus, this month is very important to me and I ask you be kind and I promise I working on "Alone". Please no hate. This story has one part only...

If Tomorrow Never Comes...

As I sit here in this bed, I think. What if tomorrow never comes? As I write this to you, my love, I ask you not cry. I will see you again. Do not cry for my death, smile for my life. So I write my last thoughts and wishes for you, laugh and live life as if I was there next to you.

If tomorrow never comes, smile for my life and love.

If tomorrow never comes, hold our child close to you and never leave him.

If tomorrow never comes, please remember to feed our dog, some how you always forget.

If tomorrow never comes, don't hold yourself to me, find love again.

If tomorrow never comes, do not cry for me, remember all the crazy things we've done.

If tomorrow never comes, don't wear black, wear green, to remind you of all the time we would disappear into the forest.

If tomorrow never comes, laugh every time you see a paperclip, cause even in death I can kill you 18 different ways with it.

If tomorrow never comes, bake a cake of any flavor and let our son decorate it with sprinkles, and don't scold him for making a mess.

If tomorrow never comes, remember to wash the dishes, and the laundry, and the yard, and the bathroom...I think you get what I'm saying.

And Finally, If Tomorrow never comes, Remember, I Will Always Love You, Tony Dinozzo.

Forever yours, Ziva Dinozzo, your ninja.