A/N So this is a new story that I'm going to be working on. Just a fun little idea that I've been playing so I thought I'd have a go at it. As any of any of my previous readers know my stuff is based heavily off of music so i have a theme with this one...... Hope everyone enjoys!


Sparks

Yeah I saw sparks….Yeah I saw sparks…..And I saw sparks……Yeah I saw sparks -

Sparks by Coldplay

EPoV

The screeching of the alarm clock startled me awake at 7:30 and as I blindly fumbled for the snooze button, my girlfriend Tanya, managed to wedge herself between me and my mattress.

"It's way too early for that," I grumbled into the pillow, but it was too late. She had already started to plant sloppy wet kisses along my collarbone and gyrating her hips against me.

"Come on Eddie. We'll make it a quickie if you want." Tanya's hand swiftly came down to my backside and she squeezed, pulling me into her. Little Edward, of course had a mind of his own and upon realizing there was nothing between him and Tanya's wet opening besides the thin material of my boxers, decided he was going to give her his full attention. I caved, pulling back to release him and allowing her to move up to my eye level. With a grunt I pushed into her and she cried out unnecessarily loud in my ear. It was early and I was cranky so after a few thrusts I decided to stifle her overly dramatic moaning with my mouth. I probed her mouth with my tongue in synchronization with my hips but pulled back in disgust moments later from the rancid taste in her mouth.

"What time did you get in last night?" I asked, flipping on the lights and rolling off her.

"Are you seriously stopping to ask me that, Edward?" She stared at me incredulously and then angrily as I climbed out of the bed.

"Obviously. Now answer the question. What time did you come home?"

"I don't know. Four maybe Five." I took a good look at her then, her hair still stiff on one side from the ridiculous amount of hairspray she uses, her cheeks flushed with a smear of hooker red lipstick smeared across them, and her eyes…bloodshot and pupils dilated so big you could fall into them.

"What was it this time?"

"Ugh…you're not my father you know."

"Thank God for that. What did you take?"

"Fine. I had a lot to drink. And some E…one or two lines of coke…I don't remember."

I pinched the bridge of my nose in frustration, shaking my head and then thoroughly disgusted, I turned away from her and headed out of the room. Ever since she dropped out of college she had been on a downward spiral. She spent all of her free time and all of my money hanging out with "The Sisters", drinking, partying, and lately she had gotten into party drugs. She was nothing like the beautiful, smart, and innocent girl I had fallen in love with and lost my virginity to in the back of my mother's Denali 5 years before.

"You're unbelievable."

"Yea well at least I'm honest."

"Honestly a mess. You're right. You are."

I slammed the bedroom door behind me and headed towards the bathroom, stepping over the passed out sisters on my living floor. The hot water in the shower washed my anger down the drain leaving me with a feeling of hopelessness. I couldn't help but take Tanya's descent into the shitter as a personal failure.

Where had I gone wrong?

As I inspected my reflection in the mirror I wondered if my studies were the cause of our falling out. It was no big secret that we barely spent time together anymore, but pre-med is no walk in the park and if I ever expected to be as good of a doctor as my father was, I was going to have to work hard. Besides it was her idea for me to become a doctor anyway. Still I made the conscious decision to make more of an effort for her. She had stuck by me through much worse. It was the least I could do.

When I emerged from the bathroom, "The Sisters" were no longer on the floor and I hoped that they had gone home.

"Hey Hun, listen I'm sorry I got so upset with-" , walking back into the bedroom, the three of them were now spooning each other in my bed. Kate, the one I hated the most was clearly drooling on my pillow.

"Tanya?"

"What Edward? I'm trying to sleep," she barked at me, glaring at me over Irina's shoulder.

"I was just trying to apologize for getting so upset with you. Be dressed when I get home from class tonight…I want to take you some place nice."

Tanya's eyes lit up for a moment, a hint of the girl I used to love still there and smiled. "Sure thing Eddie."

I leaned over the bed, avoiding her mouth and kissing her forehead, trying to hold my breath to keep the cigarette and vomit smell from burning my nostrils.

"Love you babe."

"Yea..me too."

As I grabbed clothes from my closet I tried to ignore the nagging feeling that lately saying that felt like a blatant lie. I dressed quickly, eager to get outside and out of the toxic atmosphere which had become my home and sped off towards the campus. It was a slightly overcast day, the sun just beginning to peak out from behind the clouds and as I was climbing out of my car, I admired the way that tiniest bit of sunlight seemed to brighten up the whole sky.

"Come on slow poke. I'm starving!"

Alice, my tiny pixie-like sister, popped up in front of me and slammed my car door shocking me out of my reverie.

"Oh! Don't sneak up on me like that you little gnat!"

"Yeah Yeah whatever Edward. Everyone is inside already. We got you your usual if that's okay. I'm starving and couldn't wait any longer." I threw my arm around her shoulder laughing as we walked towards the diner across the street from my university to meet up with the rest of our group. Alice slid into the seat next to her fiancé Jasper, kissing his cheek and then stole his orange juice. Oddly enough his twin sister Rosalie was also engaged to my brother Emmett who was at the moment feeding her strawberries.

"Finally you're here man. What took you so long? Morning hump on the train wreck," Emmett asked turning to me.

"You're not funny Em."

"I wasn't trying to be." I sneered at him and then we both laughed followed by punching each other in the shoulder for good sport.

The food came moments later and we all chatted while stuffing our faces. A year ago, Tanya would have been sitting right here with us but I tried not to dwell on that.

"So we finally set a date for the wedding guys," Alice chirped in between bites of her strawberry waffles. "Its going to be February 7th." Alice and Jasper looked at each other for a moment, love and adoration brimming over in their eyes.

"But Allie, that's only a month away. How are you going to plan a wedding in a month?" Rosalie tried to appear concerned but I knew her too well. She was upset that Alice was getting married before her. Alice's gaze flickered to me from across the table, a devilish little smile playing in the corners from her mouth and I smiled back…she knew it just as well as I did.

"Well Rose, I know you and Emmett were planning for a summer wedding and I didn't want to steal any of your limelight. We didn't want to be any competition for your wedding of the year so we decided to just do an intimate little ceremony. 7 days before the anniversary of our…well everything really."

Somehow, as if the stars didn't align for them enough as it was, 7 years ago they had met on Valentine's day, exactly a year later they had finally gotten together and had their first kiss, exactly a year after that they had sex for the first time, 3 years later Jasper gave her a promise ring, and a year later they were officially engaged. It was weird yes…but at the same time sickeningly romantic.

"Oh well that's great then. Mom and Dad will be happy they don't have to pay for two giant weddings in the same year," Emmett said stuffing French toast in his mouth.

Rosalie and Jasper had basically been adopted by our family when their parents died in a car crash their senior year of high school. Although they lived just out of town with their god mother Maria, they stayed at our house most of the time so they could stay in school and my parents even offered to foot the bill of Emmett's and Rosalie's wedding.

"Well, the money wasn't the important part. We just don't see the need for a big to do. We want the wedding to be about our love for each other and that's it. Oh and Edward, Jasper and I would be would be honored if you would sing for our first dance." I rolled my eyes at her. She knew my music had become a sore spot for me.

"Please little brother." Alice put her hand on my arm, forcing me to look into her big puppy dog eyes. No one could resist her pleading look.

"Fine Alice…Jasper…I'd love to. But consider that my gift to you." Alice smiled and the nudged Jasper with her elbow.

"We were hoping for a jet ski but your serenading will do." She leaned over pecking me on the forehead and then threw her napkin on the table. "I've got to go. I'm going to be late for work. I've got so much to do today but I want you guys to be by the house at 7 tonight. We have to start going over wedding stuff and I want you guys to meet my other bridesmaid." Alice winked at me and I looked up at her confused when she said this. Her and Jasper shuffled off from the table and then the rest of us separated.

I coasted through the rest of the day not realizing that this seemingly unspectacular day was about to change my life. Tanya was asleep on the couch when I got home, her strawberry blond hair swept across her face and the remote dangling from her hand. I swept her hair back, kissing her cheek and she stirred awake.

"Hmmm good you're home. I'm starved. Where are we going." I sat on the edge of the couch, pulling her up and she wrapped her arms around my neck, nuzzling me.

"We've got to stop by Allie's first. They set a date and she wants to talk about wedding stuff but we won't stay long. I thought we'd go La Bella Italia?"

Tanya groaned and laid back down, rolling away from me. "I hate that place."

"You haven't even been there yet, how can you hate it?"

"It sounds stupid. Can't we just go to Fridays or something; you know where they have normal food." She waved her hand dismissively at me and I had to swallow back a surge of irritation.

"Fine. Excuse me for trying to treat you to something nice."

"If you want to treat me to something nice how about an engagement ring of my own."

I rolled my eyes and walked into the bedroom, changing into a pair of blue jeans, a black oxford shirt and boots. Tanya followed me into the bedroom and flopped on the edge of the bed, bringing her heels up on the frame and spreading her legs.

"We can be late to Alice's right? Right now you look dish in those jeans and I really want you to finish what you started this morning." Tanya gave me a look that was seductive enough to take down a monk and I stalked over to her, pressing my mouth to hers as she laid back on the bed. She hitched her thighs up on my waist and just as I was fumbling with her belt buckle my phone started vibrating in my pocket followed by Karen O's blaring voice.

"What is it Alice?" I grumbled into phone.

"Just wanted to know if you were going to stay for dinner. Geez don't bite my head off."

"No. We're going out."

"Okay, that's fine but don't be late okay. You know how I hate it when things don't go according to plan. One little change could send the whole night to ruin…so get your butt over here." I pressed the end button on the phone sticking back in my pocket, standing up and pulling Tanya with me.

"Let's just go. We'll finish this when we get home." Tanya pulled me in for a kiss and bit my lower lip before I slapped her butt and sent her out the door.

When we got to the Alice's, everyone except for the other bridesmaid was there. Alice had her large wedding planner book spread on the living room table and everyone was crowded around it as she went down the list of everyone's jobs.

"Ah finally you two are here. Edward you're going to be second groomsman you'll be walking down the aisle with Bella." Just as she spoke the doorbell rang. I turned around to answer it just as Tanya was saying "Who the hell is Bella?" and Alice was yelling "It's open". Tanya's question was answered.

There was the sound of the door opening, followed by shoes skidding across the floor, and then a head full of long brown hair connected to a falling body landed in my arms. This small slender body that seemed to fit perfectly in my arms was Bella. She stiffened as I help her right herself and slowly lifted her face to mine. Her cheeks were flushed a deep red from embarrassment, her pouty lips parted and slightly wet, but it was her eyes that caught me. Her deep brown eyes were opened wide with shock and she stared at me for a moment, neither one of us moving, just standing there and in that moment it was as if we were the only two people in the world. Her small hands gripped onto my wrist and I felt a surge of longing shoot electrically through my body.

"Um, sorry, Hi.. I'm um… I'm Isa- I'm Bella." Her voice was like music to my ears and I unconsciously tightened my grip on her. Had it not been for Tanya clearing her throat I probably would have kissed her.

"Uh, yea… sorry. I'm Edward. Alice's brother."

"Oh, yea…the uh…musician right."

"Med –student."

"Oh…I thought she said…"
"I was a music student. Now I'm pre-med."

"Oh."

Bella's face reddened and I fought the urge to cover her cheeks with my hands and press my lips to hers.

"Edward, I think she's on her feet now. You can let her go!" Tanya came over and ripped my arm away and my body went slightly limp from the loss of Bella's touch.

"Oh yea, sorry. Are you okay?"

Bella's hair fell like a curtain against her face separating us as she turned her face away from me.

"Yea. I'm fine. Thanks for the catch."

Alice, seeing the jealous look on Tanya's face, took the opportunity to brighten the mood back up in the room and jumped across the table pulling Bella into a hug. Never in all of my life had I ever been jealous of my sister, but in that moment I wanted nothing more than to be her. She introduced her to everyone and then sat her on the couch, squeezing in between her and Jasper. She went through the jobs that she wanted everyone to do, but I was barely listening. I couldn't take my eyes off of Bella's face, and it was clear she was having a hard time keeping her eyes off me although I couldn't tell if it was just because I was staring at her.

Alice asked her if she could find a nice passage from "you know, one of those books you're always carting around with you" and she smiled a small delicate smile, but nevertheless it was the most beautiful smile I had ever had the pleasure of looking at. Her eyes flickered to mine for a moment, the lights into room dancing in them, the smile still on her lips and I found myself smiling back.

An hour later Bella left following Emmett and Rose out of the house. Tanya snatched my keys, leaving in a fury to start the car and Alice walked me to the door looking down the hall after her.

"She's lovely isn't she?"

"Tanya's always been beautiful." Alice's smile lit up her face as she squeezed my hands.

"You know that's not who I'm talking about you nutter."

"Oh… yea…uh-

Alice covered my mouth with her hand and pulled me down to kiss my cheek.

"Scram. I'm wiped out. By the way…she has a boyfriend…so don't get any ideas there mate." She closed the door in my face and I could hear her laughing on the other side of it even as I got down the hall.

Tanya didn't speak to me on the ride to Fridays. She barely said a word during dinner which was just as well with me. My mind was stupidly swimming with thoughts of Bella. I had only been around her for about two hours but she had sparked something inside of me that I hadn't felt in a very long time, if ever. It wasn't just that she was breathtakingly beautiful, but she was funny as well, and I could tell…even in the short time that I had spent neat her, just how open and honest she was. She positively glowed though it didn't seem that she knew it and I could tell that she loved my sister; all of her emotions were so clear to see in her beautiful brown eyes and when she looked at me…there was definitely something there.

Tanya didn't speak to me until we got home and she didn't speak, so much as jump on me and demand that I take my clothes off. With the strength of a man she pushed me onto the couch, biting at my lips and clawing at my clothes. I retuned her fervor after remembering the fact that Bella was in a relationship anyway, and ripped the shirt over Tanya's head. She pressed her breasts into my face and I ran my lips across them as she squirmed out of her pants.

"Bedroom!" I barked at her, slapping her firm ass and she squealed and hopped off my lap, running for the bed. I followed her, leaving a trail of clothes behind me and threw myself onto her. Tanya fisted my hairs as she ran her tongue along my neck and I made quick work of pulling her bra off. Our bodies slammed together and I groaned as she wrapped her legs around my waist and I slid with ease into her.

"Yes…Yes..Oh Yes… Fuck me Eddie! Fuck me… just like that!"

I thrust into her over and over, flipping her this way and that, trying to find a good position but no matter what I did nothing felt right. She must have sensed this because she pushed me onto my back and gave me a seething look before she started slamming herself on to me. Tanya knew how to use her body and despite my detachment I found myself racing towards climax.

I pushed Tanya up, taking a moment to admire her body, just as she arched her back and her walls squeezed the life out of my cock. I grabbed her hips, slamming on down my lap and squeezed my eyes shut as I came and filled her with my little me's. Tanya collapsed spent against me, her sweaty body sliding against mine as she slid to my side and I cradle her in my arms all of a sudden feeling very much in love. I kissed her forehead and she snuggled against me.

"You remember that day…how I refused to leave your side Edward. It's always been me and you against the world…nothing's ever come between us."

"I know…I know." Tanya squeezed me sleepily, her lips brushing my chest.

"Who the hell does your sister think she is having you walk down the aisle with someone else? I should be in her bridal party. We're practically family."

"Things would have been uneven then; there would be no one to walk with Bella."

"What about Jasper's god brother, Demetrii? He's a good-looking guy." I couldn't stop the reflexive surge of rage that coursed through me whenever anyone said his name. Every time the guy came around we got into a fist fight and it would be a miracle if it didn't happen again at the wedding.

"Her wedding…her wedding party. You'll still be sitting with the family so don't worry about it."

My words fell on deaf ears though Tanya had fallen asleep, her naked breasts rubbed against my chest as she fidgeted in her sleep and I forced myself to follow her into somnolence before little Edward could wake up again.

That night, my dreams were a re-enactment of the romp that Tanya and I had had but with one difference, when I gazed up at the body riding me, it wasn't the body of my girlfriend. It was a smaller less rigid body and it wasn't strawberry blond hair cascading across the soft shoulders, but soft brown curls that came sweeping across my face as Bella's lips were slowly coming down toward mine. Our bodies swayed together and as my dream Bella climaxed her mouth came down to my ear and she breathed into it "I love you."

I woke up in a cold sweat before my alarm went off….my hand full of me…and I knew I was in trouble.


A/N So....yea...there's the first chapter...what do you think? Like my other story this one is going to flip back and forth between Edward and Bella's point of veiw but not as regularly... I'm just going with the flow on this one.

Who's ready for "Remember Me"? I know I am. I'm also going to be checking out K. Stewarts new movie "The Yellow Handkerchief" this weekend. I'll let you know how it is.

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