A/N: Hello! This is my first fan fic. Please review but please be gentle too.. This is my first story ever written in my whole life. I'm so much a fan of Chuck and Blair. I hope you'll enjoy this.
This is based on the TV movie series GG.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the character.
Its start after 3X06
Love Hurts
Chapter 1
She was restless, waiting for a certain call the whole day. She has called him, but the call went on voice mail. It's past midnight and he hasn't returned any of my messages. She hesitantly picked up her phone from the side table. It took her seconds before redialing his number. Anxiously waiting for the other line to pick up, until she heard the it again..Click.. it went to voicemail. Holding her breathe for awhile she decided to leave a message for him…again.
"Chuck It's me..again.." sighs trying to control her emotions.
"I have been calling and texting you. I believe your meeting has ended since it's already past midnight-" Pause
"I'm so sorry Chuck.." her voice is breaking no matter how hard she try to control it.
"I never meant to hurt you. I know I made I mistake, it won't happen again. Please talk to me" Pause
"I respect you more than anybody…please…I love you, call me please.." And before she breaks into her sobs she ended the call.
She can't stop her tears from falling down. She made a mistake and she's now suffering the consequences of her action. Lily was right I should have asked Chuck's help, he wouldn't say no. He doesn't say no to me, he will do everything for me to be happy. It's just that it has been so hard for her, being new at NYU and being ignored. It really matter to her, they think it's pathetic, it's not.. For me, it means everything.. being in control. But now, everything means nothing. All that matter is his forgiveness, their relationship and their love for each other. But it's as if she's losing him… he's drifting away…by the way he looked that night and this morning, he is drifting from me. If he's going to leave her, she'll definitely die. He is her life source, the idea of him leaving her is making her chest tighten, her heart breaking into pieces. And she knows she won't be able to love another man because she has given her heart to him, to Chuck Bass. With these thoughts she fell deep into her dreams with tears on her doleful eyes.
Vdw-Bass-Humphrey Penthouse
C: How could she do that to me sis? (pain and disappointment visible on his voice)
S: I don't know, but you know that she's having a hard time adapting to her new environment. I mean college can be so cruel.
C: She should have come to me and asked for my help..she knows I won't say no to her.
S: Yes she knows that, but you know her, sometimes she gets too excited of her plan of bitchiness. But she's sorry and she really is sorry. She have learn her lesson, so why not talk to her.. I think it's about time. It's just a kiss that doesn't mean anything right?
C: Serena. The kiss is not the issue here. The issue is her lying to me, manipulating me and using me when she knows that of all people she can count on me.
S: You're right. But try to understand she is going through an ordeal. Don't let this tear you both apart. This relationship which you fought so hard. She has learned her lesson and I'm sure have suffered enough. Think about it Chuck.
C: I will. But not now. I have so much in mind. Thanks anyway sis.
S: Anytime Chuck.
It has been 2 days and Chuck hasn't call or text her back. She can't function properly. She can't eat well, and even if she eat, she's having the urge to do it again.. no.. she can do it again. She is fighting it she's over that "episode" of her life. She won't go back. She can't go back. But with her situation remain unresolved she may go back… Pushing away the thought she reached for her phone inside her Chanel bag and started to type her message..
S, Can we meet please? I know you're busy, but please spare me your time. – B(Less than five minutes she heard her phone ring
Of course we can..B I'll meet you in ten at your fave coffee shop. Love you XO - S
Thank you- B
At the coffee shop
B: "Thank you for seeing me, S." (hugs Serena so tightly as S hugs her back) "I'm so sorry." ( she whisper to her)
S: "Hey, you don't have to say sorry to me B". (As Serena pulls back and look at her BFF deep brown, doe eyes that is glistening with tears) "Oh! B you're hurting.. Can I say that he hasn't called you?"
B: ( nods as the tears starts to fall from her eyes) "Not even a text. And for two days if I may say.. S, I made a mistake and I'm really so sorry for what I have done."
S: "I know. I've told him about that—" (interrupted)
B: "You've talked to him? When? What did he say?...... Am I-I'm losing him?" ( with her last question she bows her head to hide her face because more tears are falling from her eyes and people may start to look at her)
S: "No B! Don't say that.. After your supposedly "toast", he appeared at our penthouse. Honestly B, he was in pain and disappointed for what you have done… he said it's not about the kiss, but…"
B: "But what?"
S: "It's you. Your manipulations. I myself be can't believe that you've done that to him. I know that you know that Chuck will do anything for you, but why settle to your scheme?"
B: (looks straight at her BFF's blue eyes) "I don't know S… maybe I'm really just a bad person…It's a mistake and if only I can turn back time will not do that to him… S, I can feel it I'm losing him…"(She whisper with pain evident in her voice)
S: "You're not a bad person B… everybody make a mistake, and this one is yours, stop thinking you're losing him. Remember you're Chuck&Blair, Blair&Chuck." (smiles at her BFF to give assurance and to lighten the pain of her beloved best friend) "He will call, it just took him so long to lick his own wounds."
B: ( she tries to smile) "I hope you're right S…Thank you."
S: (Hugs her BFF tightly) "You're welcome. You're strong as well as you're love for each other."
All she can do is hug her best friend tightly as if getting some strength she needed to overcome this ordeal. With another tears falling down to her cheeks she wished that her blonde best friend is right and everything will be back to normal.
Two days? You haven't talked to her in two days?- S
Hello to you too… Well sis I have been pre occupied about the business expansion in Australia.- C
You mean that's more important than your current situation with your girlfriend? – S
I believe you have talked to her, I've sent her flowers before I left for Australia saying that I'll talk to her when I come back from my business trip.- C
Apparently, Chuck she didn't get any of your flowers! – S
What do you mean? I've sent her favorite White Tulips, white meaning peace offering if I may say- C
Chuck believe me when I say she didn't receive you're peace offering. Judging by her look..- S
What look? How is she?- C
She look pale Chuck as in pale. I don't want to conclude because I know she's past that episode and she's healed. But.. she's pale like before when she's still making herself sick. I'm worried Chuck. She's in pain. – S
What??? Don't worry my plane will land in a half an hour. I'll go straight to her. You're wrong S, she's not making her sick again. She can't. She promised it to me.- C
I really hope I'm wrong Chuck and you're right. – S
No. S is wrong she can't be making herself sick again. She promised. He is now anxious to get off the plane and go to her.. his beloved Blair. Yes, she must have hurt him but he can't let her drift away from me. But still no matter how he remind himself that she's sorry for her mistake he can't forget that he was betrayed by the woman he…….. loves.
TBC…
A/N: Please review but please be gentle. Thank you!
