Hey, hello!

Yep, a new story. I decided, or more thought, that I can do both, still writing stories and focus on writing my thesis for collage. So, this story won't be updated regularly like the previous ones. I will write in a free time.

Second, this story is written in both languages, english and polish, so wish me luck on this.

Summary: Alec is almost your typical teenager, except for one thing; he has three years old son. He tries to keep it in a secret in a new school, where he meets Magnus, with whom he falls in love with. When his secret will be out, his life will start to fall apart, especially, when the mother of his child comes back to his life. Will he be able to keep his son with him, and give him a family? Will Magnus leave him, when he finds out about the baby? Check it out. (AU/AH)

Beta'd by the most wonderful Red Coral. Check out her story 'Playing with Fire' is amazing!

Characters belongs to Cassie Clare, except for OCs.

The title comes from the song of Guns'n'Roses 'Sweet Child O'Mine'

Enjoy reading.


Chapter I

"The secrets of Alec Ligthwood"

"Be good for Tia, ok? And when I get back, I'll take you to the park on the swings" the boy put back the baby to its crib, smiling widely at him. The little boy, with eyes as intense as the summer's night's sky, as his mother said once; smiled back, showing his whole game of white teeth with the small lack of the third tooth in the upper jaw by a little accident; the said tooth was left in the ground after the latest escapade in the park with the boy's uncle. The older boy put on his black, leather jacket without zipping it. Well, it still was the beginning of autumn, the air was still warm. He crouched for a moment in front of the crib, grabbing the rungs, and pressing his nose between them. The little boy immediately stood up, and grabbed the hands of his father, as strongly as a three year old can. "Give daddy a kiss"

The little boy giggled, like he always did, and pressed his lips to the other's lips, in a kiss full of saliva; though the older one was alright with it.

"We're going to be late!" a loud, girly voice came to his ears.

"I love you baby boy"

"Luv you daddy" he said in his own language, and waved goodbyes to his father, grabbing his favorite plush yellow monkey with a pink hat into his other hand "Bye"

"God damn it, Alec! We're going to be late on our first day!" the young boy looked for the last time at the boy in the crib, and rushed downstairs scared for his life; no one should witness the wrath of Isabelle Lightwood, no one.

"Ready?" Jace took the car keys from the hook, and went to the door "Then we're going"

"You're not driving my car, Jace. I don't have a death wish" he ripped the keys out of Jace's hand and ran to the driver's seat. Isabelle burst out in laughter, and climbed on the back seat in the car.

The road to the new school wasn't that long, like Alec wished for it to be; definitely too short for Alec to clear the thoughts in his mind.

If someone were to hear his life story, the said person would be definitely shocked, a lot. Alec Lightwood wasn't your typical seventeen-year-old, eighteen in three months! Sure, he mostly had A's in classes, not so bad prizes in several competitions, he even was a part of the soccer team once; sometimes he had gone to parties, as much as a fourteen-year-old could. But one night changed everything. In, o dear, such a short period of time, Alec's life turned 360 degrees; it took a sharp turn straight into a new life.

He said goodbye to the typical teenager's life, who loves to party; not that Alec loved to party that much. And he welcomed, with not so much enthusiasm, a brand new adult life that he had to step in as a teenage father at the age of fifteen.

"Hey, we're here" Izzy's voice got him out of thoughts; Alec realized that indeed, they were right before the entrance of the St. Raziel's High "Let's find some free spot"

"I'll find it, you go to school now" said the oldest, rushing his siblings out of his car.

In the end, Alec had found a free parking spot right next to the canary-yellow, at least that's what it looks like, Camaro with glitter on the front mask, and unusual plate numbers 'Hotstuff'. Alec thought that the owner of this car must have a big ego.

Looking down at his watch and seeing that it was close to eight a.m., Alec rushed to the building; he couldn't be late on his first day, his father would be furious with him. Whatever happened, Alec still had to be a primus in classes, he didn't want to disappoint his parents; they already were disappointed with the fact that Alec has a kid while he's still in high school. Of course that wasn't the only disappointment that was waiting for Mr. and Mrs. Lightwood from Alec's side, but he didn't want to inform them about it for now, or at all.

The new school turned out to be pretty much like his previous one; normal, at least that was the first impression of it. Alec liked his previous school, at least until he became a baby daddy. Then the school became a nightmare. Just when the fact that Alec Lightwood, 15 years old, from grade ten impregnated a girl, to bring more laughter a daughter of the principal of the school, was spread around the school, Alec stopped being the average kid. At the beginning during every break he was being laughed off or called some names like 'baby daddy' or 'a bummer Lightwood'. After the said 'bummer', like they called it, none of the girls wanted to be close with Alec, being afraid that they would end up with a bun in the oven as well. Not that Alec was bothered by that, he didn't like girls anyway.

Alexander, well that was his full first name, though he doesn't like being called like that, definitely doesn't like girls, he doesn't fancy any of them. At the beginning it was a strange feeling, to not feel that 'something' towards girls, about what his brother and friends could talk for hours. Hell can consume him, but he had dated girls to maybe find out why he's not feeling that. After three dates with three different girls, Alec realized that something must be wrong with him since he's attracted to men. He was on a date, he was maybe fourteen just before theincident; his date was beautiful; a blond haired girl with beautiful green eyes, long legs that she didn't hide under her short skirt, she even had a nice set of boobs; Jace was jealous of this date, so much jealous. Well of course, Helen Blackthorn was one of the most beautiful girls in the school; every boy in school dreamed about a date with her, not to mention that they would kill to be her boyfriend. Yet, she took an interest in Alec. Not some blonde muscled guy, but him. On the other hand many girls had fallen for Alec. Well no wonder, Alec's got a great looks.

Tall, slim body, raven black hair, maybe a bit too long for a boy, but still great. But it's his eyes that caught the most interest. Those electrifying deep blue two pools that looked like the ocean at night. It's them that turned girls' knees into a wobble whenever he looked at them. They were the reason that girls were blushing, when they caught Alec's eyes with theirs.

Yet, even though everything seemed to be perfect, it wasn't like that. Alec couldn't say that he was having a bad time during that date, no, Helen was a sweet, smart, cheerful girl, and most importantly she didn't blab about cheerleading or make-up all the time like other girls did. Helen was different from the girls that Alec went on dates with, but alas even she couldn't make Alec like her.

How could she? She wasn't a boy after all. Yes, Alec was a gay, though he understood it way later than on that date. But on that very date he understood that he feels sexual attraction towards boys. When he went for drinks and popcorn minutes before a movie, some document chosen by Helen, he saw that boy. Tall, taller than Alec then, blond haired, green eyes; he reminded Alec his step brother Jace with all those muscles. He was leaning on the column with one feet pressed to the column, hands in pockets with a white hood on his head. He must have been waiting for someone who stood in the cue. Alec was running his eyes all over his body, over those firm thighs, slim shines, looking oh-so perfectly in those navy blue skinny jeans; the same pants showed a certain bulge on the front, that Alec's smart eyes didn't miss and on which the said eyes stopped for a while making Alec feel an indescribable heat in the lower parts of his body. In one hand it was scary, on the other, he was feeling something strange then that he couldn't describe in that moment. Later the said feeling turned out to be nothing more but pure sexual desire. Alec moved his eyes higher through the chest hidden under a very tight red t-shirt with some words. His eyes went even higher now, through the neck, chin, thin pink lips that seemed to gleam from afar, a bit sharply-shaped nose, strangely, not too-much-haired eyebrows, and finally his wonderful green eyes, that were staring at Alec right now.

Alec thought that he was going to have a heart attack when the boy, who was leaning on the column, crossed eyes with him. Lightwood's cheeks must have been burgundy then; he felt them being so hot. And then, the said boy did something that Alec didn't know how to read at first; he winked at him, with a small smile on his lips. But it wasn't the end; another boy came to him, and grabbed his hand in his, interlocking them. He dragged him to the movie room, passing Alec on their way. Alec's blue eyes went after them and when the green-eyed boy was close enough to Alec, he winked at him again and did a small wave, whispering 'hey pretty'

Alec's heart was hammering; his feet seemed to be glued to the floor, eyes staring at the now empty space where a second ago stood that boy. His body went on fire like never before. He would probably stand there a while longer, if it wasn't for some other kid, who pushed him, almost making Alec fall to the ground because he was blocking the line.

Sitting in the movie-room with Helen next to him, Alec saw that the boy from the hall is here with the other boy, sitting two rows before him. When the lights went off and the movie began, Alec's eyes went again into the direction of the beautiful boy from the hall. He was sitting really close to his friend, at least that's how it looked like; with his head on the other's shoulder, and Alec could swear that their hands were laced together. When Alexander was watching them, he was blushing and didn't know why. He was holding hands with Helen too, for five minutes only, because they both came to the conclusion, that it felt weird; though when he was watching the two boys, he was blushing madly like they were doing something sinful. And he blushed even more, when those boys started to whisper and then kissed. Alec couldn't take his eyes off of them; in his mind the view was so exciting. He liked it so much, that involuntary he closed his eyes and brought fingers to his lips, imaging that he's the one kissing the green eyed boy. It didn't end well for him, as if on a cue he felt that his pants were becoming tighter in the specific area, and his eyes wen wide open in shock. He rushed out of the room immediately causing a small chaos, leaving a confused Helen behind, straight to the bathroom to take care of his small problem between his legs. Yes, that's how Alec found out that he likes men. Of course he confirmed this theory, when one time, only one time, just after he confessed his doubts to Isabelle, his sister told him to watch a short movie, R-rated, involving two men. It made it all clear when after watching the said movie, Alec felt even more excited than that time in the theater.

Yes, it was a true statement that Alec was gay, though only he and his sister know about it. His sexual orientation is his top secret that he never wants to let out to the world.

Same as Alec didn't want the new school finding out about his son.

Jacob Gabriel Lightwood, Jake in short, is the apple of Alec's eye. No, he didn't regret that Jake came to his life; he loves him more than anything. Truth be told, Alec can't imagine a life without Jake. Sure it wasn't easy-peasy to be a teenage dad, raising your son alone, practically being both parents for the boy. But he wouldn't change a thing; those sleepless nights when Jake was teething, those doubts that he can't do it at the beginning when he didn't know how to be a parent, those things that he had to leave behind like a dream to become a teacher, though this one wasn't a closed option yet. No, he wouldn't change it for a life that he could have filled with parties, alcohol, fun, studying far away from home. Sometimes he had doubts whether he's doing a good job, but they disappeared when Jake was lying in his arms, telling in his own language that he loves Alec when he called him daddy. He wouldn't change this joy in his heart that he feels every time he gets home and Jake runs to him for a hug, or when Jake leaves his crib that stands next to Alec's bed and crawls at night onto Alec's bed to sleep in his arms. No, he wouldn't change it for anything in the world.

But that didn't mean Alec wanted his new school to find out about Jake; he had had enough of those name-callings in the previous school. Here, in the new one, he wanted to have a fresh start without this baby-daddy patch. He wanted to be an average boy, simple Alec Lightwood who wanted to graduate High School without many problems.

He wanted to be like everyone else, so he decided to keep secret two the most important things for him. And he hoped that it will be like that till the day of graduation.

Alec was running like crazy to the classroom where an English lesson started a minute ago, cursing silently his lack of orientation. He should have asked someone for directions; it would have saved him the time when he ran like a chicken without its head.

Fortunately for him, the fate seemed to have heard his prayers. He was running, he was close to the corridor when he bumped into someone, who had a very hard chest. Both of them fell immediately to the floor, Alec on top of that person.

"Woah" the person said. Alec raised his head and looked at the person's face. It was a boy, Asian looking. His eyes were incredible; golden-green, looking a bit like they were staring into Alec's blue ones with the same intrigue, maybe even lost in each other's eyes. There was something magnetic in those cat-eyes; something that Alec couldn't resist. It was like he was enchanted by those sparks dancing in those eyes. Alec had never seen something so beautiful before. The boy seemed to come to his senses first and he spoke to Alec with a voice sounding like a honey "Am I in heaven? And you are my Angel, pretty?"

Those words seemed to wake Alec up from the hypnosis he was in since he crossed his eyes with the boy. In one second his cheeks became scarlet and he jumped away from the boy, like he was burned. Of course, it didn't go as smoothly as Alec wanted, and he ended up falling onto the boy once again, causing a small hiss and laughter from him.

"I'm sorry!" this time he got up slower from the boy's body, and offered his hand for help. When their hands touched, Alec felt a strange tingling, like a jolt electrifying his body; something that he hadn't ever felt. And he didn't know what to think about it. Finally, he looked properly at the boy in front of him; he was taller than Alec, he had long, black hair, with streaks in every color of the rainbow. His clothes were very bright, colorful. and he was sparkling, from sequins or glitter Alec wasn't sure. He looks beautiful, Alec said in his mind, really beautiful. "I'm sorry that I bumped into you"

"Oh, you don't have to apologize" he gave Alec a crooked smile "Pretty boys can bump into me anytime, especially pretty boys with incredible blue eyes, like you. I'm Magnus, Magnus Bane"

"Alec Lightwood" he shook the outstretched hand of Magnus, offering him a shyer smile.

"You're new here, right? I've never seen you before" Magnus fixed his shirt, ruffled by Alec seconds before "I would remember such a beauty like you"

Alec's cheeks must have been ruby then. "I'm new here" he replied, fixing his own shirt, and took his backpack that fell to the floor when they bumped into each other. "Could you help me, please?"

"Of course sweetie"

"Do you happen to know where can I find a classroom 146? I got lost here, and the English-class has started already"

"With Mrs. Herondale?" Alec took out his schedule and looked at the name of the teacher; then he nodded "Well, you're lucky today, Angel. I have class right now with Mrs. H too. You can come with me"

"Oh thank you" strangely, with Magnus, Alec got really fast to the classroom; though he was already late.

"Mr. Bane, late as always" a woman, maybe 30 years old, looked meaningfully at the two boys "You do love our detention, don't you Magnus?"

"This time, I have a solid explanation, Ma'am" replied Bane, gesturing towards Alec, who stood just behind him "Alec here, bumped into me, and I decided to bring him in our wonderful class"

"You must be Alec Lightwood" she practically drew Alec from behind Magnus's back, straight to the middle of the room "Welcome, I hope you will love our class and school"

"Thank you" Alec never liked to be in the center of attention; whenever it happened he was blushing madly, and had a feeling that people were going to laugh at him. And he wasn't wrong this time; he blushed madly.

"All right, boys" she waved her hand at them "Magnus, I let you go with it this time, because you brought Alec. Sit down now and open your books on page 31; today we're talking about Robert Frost"

They both moved, Alec unsurely a bit; well no wonder, it was his first day, and he didn't know anyone besides Magnus here. He would probably be looking around some more, if Magnus didn't yank him to the last empty desk. One of the boys with olive complexion, looked at Magnus questioningly, but the latter only waved his hand at him. He sat down bringing Alec next to him.

"So, blue eyed Angel" Magnus started, when Alec opened his English book "Tell me more about yourself"

And that's how Alec survived the first day; talking about the story of his life with Magnus, skipping the two most important secrets in his life.


A/N: Did you like it?

Like I mentioned at the top, this will be not a regular story, so I don't know when will be the next.

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