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By Sparklagal

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot, Marvel owns the characters.

Note: Jubeses POV, what is it with this sudden onslaught of angst????

Genre: Angst/Drama

Character: Jubilee

Post this anywhere, just tell me.

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Oh god it hurts.

Pain. Saddness hurt. Dissapointment.

How could he leave me like this? How could he--? I mean, what about me!? Did he just suddenly conveniantly forget?! Did he think I wouldn't notice?

Resentment Malevolence. Hate.regret

Don't tell me I'll be okay! I will not be okay! My heart was just pulled out and thrown at fucking Sabertooths mercy!! You don't know how much it hurts! You never will!!!! Don't touch me! I don't want to hear I'll get over it! I won't! It's impossible.

Anger. Pity. Insecurity. Questions

Why am I not eating? Isn't it kind of obvious? No, I guess it wouldn't be to you

He just left, I mean, he usually doesn't say good bye, at least not face to face. This time was different He came to my room and he did.

I can't feel it anymore nothing.

Tired Ache. Anguish

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