Disclaimer:I do not own twilight
Bella pov:
I was exhausted it had been a busy week for me with it nearing the wedding and trying to keep up with an evil pixie I will soon call my new sister-in-law. Alice has been dragging me everywhere this week from dress fittings and teaching me how to walk in death traps Alice calls high healed shoes,to picking out the flowers for my bouquet. If it wasn't for Jasper sending me calming emotions I would have glad a mini breakdown by now.
Speaking of Jasper all week he has started having a recurring lead role in my dreams. At first I was bit freaked out that I was dreaming about my fiancés brother instead of Edward himself but the more the dreams occurred the more I looked forward to going asleep. My logic of the situation was that my dreams would never happen ,plus I've only got a limited amount of time left before I can no longer dream. I might as well enjoy them while I still have them. Not that I'm complaining about my change I can't wait to spend the rest of my existence with the Cullen family soon to be my legal family.
I'm also hoping that when I'm changed Edward will stop being such a prude and ravish me. I'm a hormonal teenage girl I have my needs which Edward just doesn't want to help me with. However dream Jasper has no trouble with helping me fulfil my needs ,which bring me back to now and me looking forward to my dream of the night.
It's always the same setting in the 1860's before Jasper joined the war. In my dream we were the lovers everyone was jealous of, we were not afraid of showing affection in public even if some may consider it too much affection. I have always been attracted to cowboys so the southern drawl that dream Jasper had always sent shivers down my spine and made me need an underwear change. The dreams were always a carry on from the last which I found quite weird but I'm convinced my brain is faulty from all the vampires unable to do shit to it.
The last dream I had has kept me hot and bothered all day and tonight better make up for it. Last night ended with me and Jasper lying on his family barns floor in the hay naked sweaty and Jasper was on top of me still inside me. We were breathing heavy, I could feel his breathing on my neck. He laid a gentle kisses on each side of my neck working his way up to my lips arousing me more and more. Until he gave me a passion infused kiss which he had broke way too soon in my opinion. He raised his head only slightly lips barley touching mine he looked me dead in the eyes and said three words I never thought my dreams would lead to.
"I love you" He whispered.
Now I'm going to sleep to see if there is any explanation in my dream why I would dream of Jasper , Alice's husband Jasper, Edwards brother Jasper , my soon to be brother Jasper would say that.
